Elizabeth's Diary 5-28-26 Morning

Good morning, I woke up a bit Later Today so I had a Bag of Chips for Breakfast, I had an Interesting Dream, I was in China of all Places and tried out their Candies. They had plenty of Fruity Candies which are my Favorites, I'm not a Fan of Chocolate. Last night, I was Reading quite a bit of Paperwork about myself and I feel I was Greatly Misunderstood to say the least and my Problems were Extremely Fabricated at the Most. I feel it would be Entertaining as well as a Justice based Catharsis for me to Share my Perspective of my Past in the Mental Health System on Minds with a Multi Segmentate Video Series.

I played Claws and Paws Animal Resort,  it reminds me of the Real Claws'n'Paws Zoo, I spent a Day at the Park when I was on a Field Trip back when I was in 1st Grade. The Snow Tiger frightened the Other Students but he Seemed to be quite Relaxed and he even Sat down in his Small Cage when I walked up to him. Cats and I seem to have a Spiritual Connection even the Large Cats. Speaking of, Violet is Sitting next to me while Writing this Entry.

I also played Phil of the Future, this was a Personal Favorite when it came to Shows on the Disney Channel in the 2000s at least the Live Action ones. Curtis and Pam were my Favorite Characters, they got into Many Misadventures. Curtis was Adorable, then again Cavemen tend to be due to their Innocence to the Modern World and Pam is my Favorite because of her Ambitions, she Truly had the Potential to Change the World. I'll never Understand the Fear most have of Ambition, you only have 1 Life, so Aim for your Best Potential in Life.

The last game I played this morning was Peter Pan the Motion Picture Adventure, my Big Sister Kat was rather Obsessed with this Film. I guess I was more a Fan of the Second Disney Film as well as Hook with Dustin Hoffman. This does bring up Something rather Interesting, as you are Aware, I'm a Little and if you've read my DeviantART Blog aka the Predecessor of this Blog, you'd Discover that my Mom was as well, if you can Understand my Logic, Kat and I have Another thing in Common, considering her Immaturity as well as the Media she Consumes, perhaps it may in fact be Genetic either that or Trauma can Truly Stunt your Growth Psychologically, it's a Question for my Therapist to Answer assuming he Reads my Blog still.

I'm gonna get Lunch Prepared, I'm Baking the Leftover Chicken from Yesterday's Dinner as well as putting Creamed Corn on the Burner. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-27-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some Earl Grey Tea, my Therapist and I discussed Star Trek today, actually that Does Reminds me of what Happened in the Waiting Room before I was Called in for the Session. There were 2 Girls that I Recognized as they were part of the "Support Group" that Attempted to Destroy my Life. Well, I offered Each of them a Dum Dum Pop, I originally Didn't Want to but I was Reminded of why Jesus Washed his Disciple's Feet, to be Kind to Everybody even those who Betray you and Serve without your Pride getting in the way. It's Not an Easy thing, but it's the Right thing to do. I did Create and Upload my Caption on DeviantART as Promised. I only use my Photos whenever I create Captions as I find it rather Invasive to use Other Folk's Imagines without their Approval. Folks can do so with mine but Only because I give them Permission with a Few Conditions of course.

I played Rocket Power Dream Schemes, honestly Stimpleton doesn't Live up to his Namesake, he's a Cruel Mastermind and the Furthest from a Simpleton. I do admire the Beach at Night, it's quite Peaceful and the Puzzles make you Think. This is quite a Masterpiece for a GBA Game, not to mention I grew up with this Show.

I also played the Little Mermaid Magic in the 2 Kingdoms, I admire the Sunken Ship in Atlantica. This reminds me of the Tank I had for Laguna my Blue Betta Fish, he had a Castle instead of a Ship however. Every Morning at 6am, I would hear Tapping on the Glass, it was his Breakfast time, he Loved Bloodworms. It's interesting I have Never Underfed an Animal, Overfeeding a tiny bit but, Nobody goes Hungry in my Home, be they Human or Animal. I suppose it's a McCoy thing to Take Pride in Hospitality. Ariel's Nonsensical terms for Cups and Forks is actually a Real Phenomenon when it comes to Language Barriers. I happen to be a Polyglot but I prefer to Speak in English because it's Easier for my Audience to Understand as a Majority of you are from my Country as well as Across the Pond in England.

The last game I played tonight was Serious Sam Advanced, this Game is Quite Interesting as it's Essentially a Recreation of Next Encounters I believe in GBA Format. The Combat is a bit Slower as well, but I believe that makes the Game a bit Easier to Navigate. This Series is one of the Few First Person Shooters that I Enjoy playing. I suppose it's due to the Creatures being Bloodthirsty Extraterrestrials. Sam truly is a Brave Soul taking on these Armies mostly by Himself. It's quite Commendable what he did for Humanity at least in the Game. In Reality if Somebody were to Take on an Alien Invasion, they wouldn't last Long especially if only 1 Person were to do so. It's Appealing in Fiction but Incredibly Stupid in Reality.

I'm gonna get some Sleep soon, I have a Relaxing Day Tomorrow but it gives me Ample Opportunity to Continue Writing my CYOA on DeviantART. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-27-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some Homemade Chicken Tenders for Dinner, they Kept me Satisfied a Lot Quicker than Tyson, I suppose it's due to Perdue being Organic. I've been Inspired, I figure since my Book about Identity Death became one of my Best Books, perhaps I should Revamp it in Caption Form of DeviantART. It would likely Bring about Strong Emotions, and would likely be Viewed as Fiction, however it's Reality. I tend to Enjoy a Crowd, although I'm Not Satisfied with being Part of a Crowd, I suppose I find Exhibition rather Enticing as it Appeals to my Ego, if my Life can be Seen as Another's Fantasy without Extreme Covetousness of course, then I Feel Satisfied.

I played Green Eggs and Ham, it's an Adorable Mario Party Clone, however this Game reminds me of when I was in 2nd Grade and they Gave the Class Green Eggs and Ham. I wasn't really Enticed by it as I was Well Aware of Food Coloring thanks to my Grandma Mae taught me about Food Coloring when I was 5 as she Noticed my Interest in Cooking. She also Taught me Gardening and Sewing as well as Keeping a Clean House and Learning the Woman's Moves in Ballroom Dancing. Perhaps she Knew much Sooner than the Rest of the Family, I question how much she was Brainwashed by my Father and Big Sister while she was Suffering with Dementia.

I also played That's So Raven, this was one of my Favorite Shows growing up, I kinda found Cory to be Extremely Annoying. Raven on the Other Hand shares the Same Gift as me, The Gift of Prophecy. However unlike her the Future comes to me whenever I sleep in the Form of Premonitions. The Mall is quite Marvelous and it Reminds me a lot of Viewmont at least when it was in it's Prime. Bricks and Mortars Stores are starting to be Lost to Time, which I blame on the Laziness of the New Generations Not even Bothering to Walk in a Building and Actual See and Purchase things they may Enjoy.

The last game I played this evening was Secret Agent Barbie Royal Jewels Missing, I find the Areas quite well Designed, then again Barbie always has Masterpieces when it comes to Videogames. Her Blue Outfit and Ponytail reminds me a lot of Samus from Metroid. I admire that Style as it's both Stylish and Comfortable as well as Futuristic. The Museum is rather Beautiful, I tend to Prefer Older Style Buildings as they Remind me of St. John's the Cathedral in Honesdale was my Home away from Home for Several Years. I may be a Protestant now, but I was Once Catholic. I tend to consider myself Disaffiliated from the UMC now after they Blasphemed the Holy Ghost on Pentecostal Sunday no less. I am Considering Starting my own Denomination as a way to Bring Lost Sheep into the True Church. Martin Luther and I have that in Common.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared, then I'm Uploading the Caption of Myself to DeviantART as Promised. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-27-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid a Grilled Cheese for Lunch, our Wal-Mart+ Order arrived and the Chips were Incredibly Delectable. I came back from Therapy as well and we had an Interesting Talk about Entitlement, and it ended up Shifting to me Telling him about my Step Sisters, he Encouraged me to Write a Couple Emails to them. It's Interesting my Immediate Family aka my Siblings are All Girls, it's like that Capn' Crunch Meme, Oops All Sisters. I honestly think having Only Sisters is quite the Blessing as Brothers can be Incredibly Abrasive and Bold. I also told him about my Aspirations to become a Genetic Engineer back when I was 14 to try to Create a Mutagenetic Virus that Would Destroy the Y Chromosome with Another X and Rewire Neural Pathways to a Hyper Feminine State you know the TG Virus and I aspired Spread it Globally. Unfortunately my Plans for Force Feminizing Humanity were Stopped due to my Awful Algebra Skills. Literature is my Specialty, Math never was my Forte. Still Microplastics seem to be Doing my Job for me. On my IEP it said I planned on becoming a Genetic Engineer to "Get Rid of Waste." I think the Definition of Waste I used to Have was Far Different from Wayne Highland's Definition.

I played Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus, the Faces of those you Freed from their Petrification tend to Remind me of that Meme from my Youth, the So Much Win face I believe. It reminds me of Video Editing in Honesdale High back in my Freshman Year in Spring of 2012, my Friend Joe and I ended up Creating a Stop Motion Film with 3 Action Figures that I provided as my Dad gave them to me to Compensate for his "Son" Playing with Barbies. Anywho they were Darth Vader, Anakin from the Clone Wars CGI Cartoon and Zant from Twilight Princess. Those Figurines were Given to a boy in the Wayne County Public Library back in 2017 when I moved to Waymart. He was quite Infatuated with the Franchise, and seeing that he was around the Age I was when I was Enthralled by it. I decided to Give him All of my Star Wars Novelizations and Comics as well. I do question what became of him, he Seemed to have a Good Future Ahead of him, but Life can be Unpredictable at times. The Colors of the Cloud Palace in this Game Entices me, then again Pastel Pink is my Favorite Color after all.

I also played Barbie and the Princess and the Pauper, I admire the Various and Movies and Games being Based upon the Classic Novels that have Shaped Polite Society. Sadly a Society that is Lost to Time. I think the Modern World is Full of Crassness and Cruelties that Weren't as Prevalent in Ages Past. I love the Singing in this Game, I used to be quite a Singer back when I was a Soprano, now a Mezzo sad to say The Opera Days are long past me. I do question what Would my Life had been if my Father weren't so Cruel towards me. I do Recall telling him that he "Ruined my Life" when I was 6, Time has Proven me Correctly.

The Last game I played this Afternoon was Barbie Horse Adventures Blue Ribbon Race, I admire the 2.5D Level Designs in this and the Village is an Adorable Touch. The Horse reminds me a lot of Chance, he was a Friend of mine who I'd Give Plenty of Sugar Cubes and Carrots to. He was quite Angry towards Others who would Approach him, well Except for me. I tend to have a Connection to Animals and am quite Easy at Befriending them, Except for Dogs however, they Seem to Despise me by just Looking at me. It's Strange as my Past Self was Adored by Dogs, but they Seem to want to Kill me Now. I question if my Pheromones get them Embittered.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making some Homemade Chicken Cordon Bleu. I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-27-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid some Scrambled Eggs and Smart and Simple Black Tea with Dominos Sugar for Breakfast, I did upload the Fanfic last night, however the Site Still has Issues, regardless here it is, if you wish to View it during a Time of Day when the Servers are Stable. I had a rather Surreal Dream, I was at a Picnic in Applegrove and there was a Dolphin in the Water of all things. I suppose whenever I see a Dolphin, I think of the Path I have Taken in Life, well Taken implies a Choice, a Path I was Destined to Walk upon. I tend to think of Choice as an Illusion, we may Seem like we Make Choices but we are Meant to Ultimately Follow our Predestined Paths.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14569081/1/Cosmic-Mario-s-Story

I was a bit Restless in the Early Morning so I Uploaded Another Let's Play. I'm a big Poptropica Fan. I remember Playing the Game back in 07, I was 10 at the time.

I played Let's Ride Sunshine Stables, I recall playing Corral Club in my youth, well my Big Sister Kat let me play it if I'd let her Play LEGO Island and LEGOLAND. I obliged of course, Kat always was a Tomboy. I recall Platforming being a bit Difficult for me back then, but I was 7 at the time. This Horse reminds me of Peppi, he was another Horse that I'd Tend to while Kat took Horseback Riding Lessons. He used to start Neighing if I didn't Pet him enough.

I also played Disney Princesses Royal Adventure, the Disney Princesses like Strawberry Shortcake were Role Models for me growing up. I suppose the Princesses are where I get my Demeanor and my Beliefs in Manners. I'm a Lady of a Rather Posh attitude when it comes to Life. Gardening in this is quite Enjoyable considering I used to Garden quite a bit in my Youth. My Grandma Mae taught me the Trade at an Early Age. Gardening was the One Time that I didn't mind having Dirt on my Clothes as I was Creating Life.

The last game I played this morning was I-Spy Challenger, I remember playing an I-Spy Game when I was in Daycare and as Strange as it Sounds I had more Fond Memories of the Computer than the Other People there. Well I was an Outcast even there, even at 3 perhaps 2, I was Alone in Life. It's something I've Learned to Live with. I tend to Not have Depression as much as I'm Upset that the World tends to have Issues with me. Jesus does say, The World will Hate you, and I see it for what it is. Still the Alternative would be Hell which would be Far worse. Besides being Alone on this Physical Plane does Give me Plenty of Free Time to Pursue my Interests, aka Music, Games and Writing.

I'm gonna await the Bus now, I'll write more this Afternoon when I return likely after I Walk to the Dollar General for my Big Bag of Potato Chips.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-26-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid some Taster's Choice Freeze Dried Coffee with French Vanilla Creamer, Tonight I Require Extra Energy to Brainstorm a New Fanfic, honestly I'm leaning towards something that's more Lighthearted, perhaps a Super Mario story that Explains how Il Piantisimo becomes Cosmic Mario, well it's a Theory that I've Cultivated in my Noggin for Several Years. Perhaps telling it from his Perspective. As much as I Enjoy playing Mario Eclipse, there are a few Errors in the Timeline, well it is a ROM hack after all and unlike The Missing Link, many ROM hacks tend to Reject the Official Timelines.

I played Justice League Chronicles, I love the Flash, he's one of my Favorite DC Characters. He has a Attitude but he has the Justification for it alongside having some Great One-liners. This does bring something up, a Few Days ago, I said that I had a Problem with the Superhero Genre, it's Not the Stories themselves as Most are Excellent, it's Those Readers and Authors who Desire to be Heroes that I have an Issue with. To look at the World through the Lens of Thinking your Perfect and Anybody who Slightly has an Issue with you as the Embodiment of Evil. I suppose I'm Projecting as Josh from my Elementary Years ended up making a Super Hero story and Painting me as some kind of Evil Villainess, personally if I were to Describe myself, I'd be more a Rogue, Not Evil just Unconventional and Beyond the Morals that Others Dictate for me. 

I also played Ghost Rider and I'm quite Impressed by the Designs of the Levels, Hell is actually how I'd Imagine it. I think Dante's Hell is how Most Folks base it upon, but the Burning Magma, the Brimstone aka Sulfur, and the Suffering of it's Denizens, that's the True Hell. It's Strange when I was 10 at the Baptist Church in Carbondale, I found Hell fascinating, then again I was drawn to the Pictures on the Brochure. However while I enjoy the Idea of it, I'd Prefer to be Heaven bound, believe it or not, Hell isn't where Satan will Rule, it's where him and his Followers and all who weren't Saved by Christ are Eternally Facing Lord Elohim's Wrath. I Gave my Heart to Jesus a long time ago.

The last game I played tonight was King Kong the 8th Wonder of the World, the Film that the Game is Based upon, happens to be my Favorite Monster Movie. I'm not too Big a Fan of the Genre, I honestly don't think I've ever seen a Godzilla Film. However I'm quite Familiar with the Franchise, a boy named Jacob was Infatuated with Godzilla back when we were in 2nd Grade. I believe his Favorite was Mecha Godzilla. I suppose I can Relate as I prefer Mecha Bowser in Mario Sunshine over Bowser himself. Skull Island tends to Creep me out a bit, then again Cannibalism is Generally an Uncomfortable but Realistic Phenomenon. Then again what is Normal to you is Scary to Somebody else.

I'm gonna get my Fanficiton Started then I'll be getting some Rest. I'll write more in the Morning before the Bus Takes me to Therapy.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-26-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid French Onion Soup with Provolone Cheese for Dinner, I then Took a Short Nap and had a Surreal Dream, I was on a Mountain going to the Woods in Search for a Doctor for my Completeness, once he was About to Sedate me for SRS, I then Woke up with Tears Rushing down my Face. So Close and yet so Far, my Torment is having to Climb the Endless Stairs, Unable to Make it to the Sky. 

I played Frogger's Journey The Forgotten Relic, I admire the Games that Take place Outside Firefly Swamp and that seems to be Several of the GBA Frogger Games. I'm quite Happy that this Game is more of an RPG than an Adventure. I grew up Playing Pretend and I suppose those Games ended up Evolving into RPGs. This Town seems to be a Combination of Marleybone and Krokotopia Stirred into a Frogger Stew, it's quite Beautiful.

I also played Frogger Adventures Temple of the Frog, this is a Truly Active Frogger game, considering this one has the Most Obstacles so far, at least when it comes to the GBA Titles. The Creatures in this are quite Interesting as they Seem similar to Goblins but also Jackals as well. I was a bit Obsessed with Egypt in my Youth, enough so to have Purchased College Level Textbooks on the Subject when I was at Boarders back when I was 12.

The last Game, I played this evening was The Lion King 1 and 1/2, my Big Sister actually Taped the Film when it was Released, however it was over a Documentary I had on VHS since I was 6. You bet your Heels, I was Upset. Even Mom was Angry considering she was the one who Taped the Documentary at 1:30am to begin with. Regardless this Movie was quite Entertaining and ties in Timone and Pumba's Journey. I love that you have to Play as Both Characters to Progress, in a Lion King Game that's a bit of a Unique Feature.

I'm gonna Take a Short Walk soon, Honestly I'm a bit Nervous as there are some Folks I'd rather Steer Clear of, still I need the Fresh Air. I'll Write more Tonight.-Elizabeth