Elizabeth's Diary 6-01-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid a Cup of Earl Grey Tea, I will be Heading out for Breakfast this morning, I tend to go to the Belmont Cafe once a Month. Dawn is a Friend who I've know for Several Years and she makes Good Grub as well as being quite Involved with the Community. She truly is an Angel upon Earth, I used to have Western Omelets with Cheese there but now I tend to eat Creamed Chipped Beef on Toast, it's the Only Place in Waymart that has that Delectable Dish. As I've said Numerous times, I have Pennsylvania Dutch on my Paternal side, my Grandma Mae used to Make S.O.S. for Breakfast quite a bit before she Taught me how to Cook. Before she suffered the Early Stages of Dementia and the Family turned her against me, she Taught me quite a bit about Life as well as Several Vital Life Skills.

I played Final Fantasy XII, this game is quite Beautiful when it comes to the Scale of the World alongside the Realistic Graphics and the Textures, there's something quite Astatically Pleasing about Ivalice. This game is quite Similar to Twilight Princess when it comes to being the Largest Game when it comes to the World size and Story. They both were Released in 2006 as well so that year was the Peak of Gaming Quality at least when it comes to Console Games, I prefer to Play on my Laptop over Console Gaming and combined with Emulation, the PC truly Lacks Most Limits. I wouldn't consider myself part of the PC Master Race as I tend to Dislike the Concept of Superiority over something so Superficial. But I am a PC Gamer and quite Proud of it.

I also played Ratchet and Clank, the Planet Orxon is my Second Favorite World next to Pokitaru, Orxon is a Perfect example of What happens when your Appetite knows No Limits, it Interferes with the State of Nature Itself. That's why Jesus views Greed with Extreme Prejudice, it's Incredibly Destructive if left Unchecked. As Grim as this Sounds, this is the Direction of our World's Fate, but it is Too Late to Prevent our Future, luckily I'll be in Heaven long before this World experiences a Permanent Heatwave. I do Implore you when I do Pass, hopefully within a Few Decades, let me Pass Peacefully and Know I'm Not an Organ Donor, I believe that if Doctors see such a Card they will be Opportunistic Predators to my Autonomy and Desecrate my Body in Death. Not to mention if you were in a Life or Death situation the Doctors would Gladly Allow you to Die. Don't listen to the Lies they tell Either, they will Gladly let you Die because it Gives them Money from your Suffering. They will Especially do so if you are a Minority, Don't think the No Discrimination Policy will Protect you. It's similar to a Church that says All Are Welcome they they Preach False Doctrine and Hatred towards you if you are Even remotely Seen as Gay or Trans.

The last game I played this morning was Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep, Sleeping Beauty was my Favorite Classic Disney Film, that Time when I was 5 and had that Blue Dress and Blonde Wig it wasn't really Ideal for me, Personally I found Cinderella to be rather Generic, Aurora's Pink Dress and Hair Style were Ideal to me back then. It's partially why I found the Insinuations a Previous Therapist wrongly Claimed about a Reverse Oedipus Complex to be rather Humorous. Mom always wants her Hair Short whereas I Prefer to have my Hair Long. Not to mention I Don't ever Recall wanting to be Somebody else let alone someone who is 29 Years Older than me. I suppose I've Always Reveled in my Ego and my Preference to be seen as Hyperfeminine at the Very First Waking Moments of my Memories. I say this to Dismiss any Speculations that my Current Therapist may have. Basically I'm saying I find it quite Stupid and Insulting as Deep Down I just am Elizabeth and am Glad to be me, perhaps I may seem Narcissistic to some but I just have a Strong Sense of Self and just have 1 Small Problem which Surgery can Correct. Back to the Game, Sleeping Beauty is my Favorite classic Disney Film and I find Maleficent's Bitterness to be rather Justified, however she did Overdue her Vengeance as Aurora was just a Baby when she Cursed her. If she Truly Desired to have Retribution why Not Curse the King instead or even the Queen as well, seeing that they were Responsible for her Exclusion, as well as the 3 Fairies. If you want to be Vengeful try to Pick your Targets wisely as well as Give them the Appropriate Punishment. Perhaps turn the King into a Crow or Frog, a Permanent Coma is a bit Too Outlandishly Cruel.

I'm gonna Sleep a bit more Until Mom wakes up and Decides we should Walk to the Restaurant. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-31-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, I brewed a Cup of Ginger Tea, it's Excellent for having Sinus Pressure, I tend to have Issues with my Lymphatic System mainly due to it Running in my Family as well as my Physician's Reluctance to Prescribe Antibiotics. I can't wait for Phage Therapy to be Available in the US on a Public Scale. While I don't go to Parades and such, I did my Part for Tomorrow, I created a Acronym/Slogan Artwork for a Place that has Changed my Life for the Better. I took my Shower and I ended up having a Strange Flashback, not of Other's Actions but of Embarrassing things my Past Self did, I'd love to Go back in Time and Give him a Good Talking to. He needed to Learn Manners as well as the Benefits of Humility and Submission as well as an Understand that the World didn't Revolve around him.

I played Madagascar again, this is the First Game that I completed on my GameCube, well Kat and I took turns with the Game so Finishing it Required Teamwork. This Level, Back to the Beach reminds me of when I had my Budgies. I would play this Level for them because they Enjoyed the Ambiance as well as the Environment, it would make them Blink Repeatedly with Happiness. I even Decorated my Room with Tiki Decor for them.

I also played Jak 2, this is my Favorite PS2 game after all, I enjoy Revisiting the Various Locations in Haven City and it's Outskirts. The Palace Roof happens to be my Favorite Location to Revisit. I Enjoy the Challenge of navigating the Power Lines. The Rain is quite Soothing as well, there's some Comforting about Storms, I consider the Pitter Patter of the Droplets to be Nature's Free ASMR. I tend to Sleep better on Rainy Nights as opposed to Clear ones.

The last game I played tonight was San Andreas, I ended up Exploring the Ghost Rumors, sad to say I'm rather Disappointed, I waited for a Whole Day in Game and ended up Hearing the Commercial I mentioned in Therapy. Honestly hearing Rapidite Commercial again seems to have Enticed me a bit. Perhaps there may be a Haunting in this Village and she is Aware of my Problem which would make Plenty of Logic as the Paranormal tend to Know more About our Inner Desires more so than even your Close Family and Friends. Of course Such Actions shall be a Last Resort if my Problem isn't Remedied, but it's best to Live Day by Day and to Enjoy the Moment.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, we have some Errands to Run in the Morning. I cannot wait to have my Usual at the Belmont, Creamed Chipped Beef on Toast with Pepsi as a Beverage. I'll write more in the Early Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-31-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some Angel Hair Pasta with Tomato Basil Sauce, Garlic, Avocado Butter and Parmesan Grated Cheese for Dinner. It was quite Fulfilling, then again it's one of the First Dishes that I cooked in my Youth. When I was 12 and would Cook Breakfast for Mom and Kat in my Maid Uniform while they Slept, I would make that Dish for myself as I often would Focus on my Drawings or Listen to Music while they had Dinner. I had a Very Unusual Schedule, it would make Mom worry that I didn't Eat much, I did Eat just not at the Same Time. I plan on Writing Another Book on Wattpad in about an Hour or so.

I played Maximum Force, finally after All of these Years I ended up Finding the Game that my Friend Dan and I played at Fun&Games in Honesdale. It was the Day that I gave him 5 Posters with the Point Coins that I saved up throughout the Years. I'm quite Curious if my Therapist will Remember this game seeing that he would Play Arcade games there as well. I always remembered the Shades the Bad Guys wore in this Game, there was something rather Striking about it. It made them far more Dangerous in my Eyes back in my Youth.

I also played Nicktoons Unite Freeze Frame Frenzy, I admire the Concept, a GBA Pokémon Snap Clone with Characters and References from the Cartoons that Entertained many in the 2000s, myself Included. I actually Preferred Timmy over Jimmy, mainly due to Timmy being a Product of Mistreatment whereas Jimmy is pure Arrogance and tends to use his Talents for Self Serving Purposes. Dad will Always be my Favorite Character on the Show, he may be Clueless but he Means Well, unlike my Dad. I'm glad that Rocket Power is Included in this Game. 

The last game I played was Nicktoons Unite Battle for Volcano Island, this is one Game I haven't played in the Nicktoons Games. I tend to play as Danny as he's my Main, his Ghost Mode is quite Useful as he can Dodge Obstacles. In saying that I actually wasn't too Fond of the Show, my 5th Cousin Randy was but I prefer to Not Talk about her considering, well Family Secrets exist for a Reason. The Island is quite Beautiful, it reminds me a bit of Bikini Atoll from SpongeBob perhaps this Island is in it's Vicinity. The Real Bikini Atoll actually was a Testing Area for a Nuke I believe.

I'm gonna take a Hot Shower now for my Back, then I'll be Publishing my New Short Story Book on Wattpad. I'll write more on here Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-31-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid Tyson Chicken Tenders with Arizona Green Ginseng Tea for Lunch, then I took my Usual Nap and watched the Frugal Gourmet. I did Attend Church in the Morning and once again they Blasphemed Lord Elohim by Saying that the Bible is Man-made. You know my Daily Routines do stem from a Specific Disorder, but now it's Part of the Spectrum, Pervasive Developmental Disorder. I find it quite Interesting that such a Diagnosis Existed in the 2000s and how I was Unaware of being Diagnosed with it alongside Asperger's Syndrome. I suppose that's why I'm both Level 3 and Level 7 at the Same Time, my Mind truly is a Strange Marvel. I did watch the Frugal Gourmet while in Littlespace, his Recipes are quite Remarkable, I'm gonna try some Kanji that he Mentions in his American Breakfast Episode.

I played Bunny Girl, this Super Mario Bros. ROM hack is Incredibly Adorable, then again my Fursona is a Purple Rabbit so I tend to Favor Rabbit themes in Media. The Level design is quite Impressive as well, I tend to Favor Games that are Intermediate when it comes to Difficulty. Speaking of, I did upload my Photo of Smokey to Furaffinity.

I also played Autobot Bros., I actually think my Therapist will enjoy the DVD I have for him on Thursday. I'm a bit Disappointed that Rodimus Prime isn't in this Game. Then again I tend to Prever Generation 1 over the Michael Bay Films. I tend to think that Uwe Boll has a bad Reputation when it comes to Film Directing, however he's actually Quite Good at Making Films, the Postal Film has to be my Favorite as it's the Perfect Live Action Version of Postal 2. Bay on the Other hand tends to Just use Explosions and Considers it Art. In saying that Bumblebee does have a Charm about him.

The last game I played this afternoon was A Girl's Dream, this has to be one of the Most Impressive of the Super Mario Bros. ROM hacks that I've played so far. I admire the use of the Owls from The Great Giana Sisters, it's Quite Refreshing considering Most SMB ROM hacks tend to use Goombas. I tend to think this Was Created from Imagination and Dreaming alone which is Incredibly Beautiful in a Psychological Sense. That's something that should be Commended, Turning your Imagination into Reality. So many Dream but so Few Do in Life.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making Michelina's Salisbury Steaks .I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-31-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid Scrambled Eggs and Folger's Medium Roast with Raspberry Champagne Creamer, Hilton makes a Good Creamer. This brings up an Interesting Story, back when my Great Aunt Betty passed, she left me 4K which I Gave to Kat, she Never said Thank you to me. Well if I were Less than Generous I easily could have Gotten an Orchiectomy in Michigan and Spent a few Days in a Hilton Inn. Regardless, I'll be Getting the Surgery regardless, I tend to Avoid Discussing it as I feel it's Not Relevant to Discussions in Therapy at least Not at this Point. Once the Surgery is taken care of, then we can Freely Discuss it. I had a Strange Dream, I was playing Fetch with my First and Only Dog, my Shepherd Husky Mix named Smokey. I was 8 when he was in my Life, there is an Interesting Story about him, a Year before my Big Sister Kat's Beagle named Buddy ended up Burying my First Barbie Doll Cali Girl Lea, alongside Biting me on the Behind on a Daily Basis, however Smokey dug her up and Handed her to me. He also would Growl at Buddy whenever he would try to Harm me. Seeing that Smokey was Bigger, Buddy knew he Couldn't Harm me anymore. He also liked to Dig, he ended up making Holes in the Driveway much to my Dad's Well Deserved Annoyance.

I played Barbie as the Island Princess, it's actually a Game I've played Before on the DS, which means that the DS Game is essentially a Remake of this GBA Game. This Minigame is one of my Favorites as it Involves Using Physics as well as Judging Patterns to Acquire a Decent Score.

I also played Banjo Pilot, this is an Interesting Mario Kart clone considering that it Features Airplanes instead of Karts. This does Remind me of when I was 9 and Ended up Riding a Red Airplane at Cherry Ridge Airport. Dad used to Tell me I was Joking with the Pilot, however Everything I told him was Serious and I suppose he Considered me Outlandish when I Revealed Certain Facts about myself. My Life is so Strange that it's Fair that you Presume it as Tall Tales but I Don't Lie except by Omissions, even when I write Fiction it is Based upon Truth just in a Different Form to Make my Readers Comfortable, if you've Noticed my Fanfics are Mirrors into my Psyche. Take the Code Veronica Fanfic, the Final Chapter's Message is me Leaving my Toxic Family and letting them Destroy themselves while I live at a Peaceful Distance. It also is a Subtle way of Pointing out my Vengeful Ambitions and Thinking of myself as Royalty during the Beginning of my Transition but I ended up Becoming Humble with Time.

The last game I played this morning was Cartoon Network Speedway, I choose to play as the Ed Trio, mainly due to me being a Fan of that Show growing up, my Favorite Cartoon Network Classic would be Codename KND, but None of the Characters are Available at the Start. My Favorite of the Trio has to be Edd, she is the Brains and the Voice of Reason when it comes to Ed's Oafish but Adorable Stupidity and Eddy's Greedy Endeavors. Why she Associates with those 2 I'll Never understand, however I like to Think she Severed Ties with those Buffoons to Pursue a Promising Future. I certainly had to Burn Hundreds of Bridges and Make Thousands Angry for my Happiness. It was a Necessary Sacrifice to my Fullest Self Actualization and to Finally Live in Peace. The way I see it, my Friendships were mostly Superficial and Based upon Shallow Reasons, so much Rotten Fruit in the Orchard. It's Important to Question the Cause and Nature of Friendships, if they seem Shallow and without Progress, then it's best to Abandon that Person. A Deva should Never Cling to Pretas.

I'm gonna get Ready for Church, I'm giving it One More Try and if the Discussion becomes Unbiblical then I'll bid them Adieu.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-30-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some Tension Tamer Tea with some Vanilla Wafers, I then took a Bubble Bath, it's Soothing, Calgon truly does Come in Handy at times. I was Reading an Article that Upset me a bit due to an Event at my Hometown Last Year and the Hypocrisy behind it, they Tried to Quell Problems that they Ended up Causing by their Actions, they were the Group who ended up Loosening a Dog's Leash knowing that I have Cynophobia and they did it when I asked about how to Acquire Life Saving Medication. I believe it's best I talk to my Therapist about it as he Specializes in Healing Trauma.

I played Cubix Robots for Everyone Clash'n'Bash, this does Remind me, I found the Gen 1 Transformers Movie which I shall be Giving to my Therapist this Thursday. I figure he's a Hardcore Transformers Fan so it'll be Better if he has the DVD as it's just Collecting Dust. I was Raised to Give Away things you No Longer Use. I guess I inherited my Mom's Generosity as opposed to my Father's Greed. The Robot Fighting in this is quite Unique, it reminds me of when I built my own Robot when I was 13 in Western Wayne's Robotics Class, I named him Snap after the Chalkzone Character and even Painted him like him. He never fought as he was Built to Roll around, still he was my Creation and something I was quite Proud of.

I also played Cat in the Hat and I recognize the Various Rooms from the Movie, I'm a bit Disappointed that there isn't the Kitchen. I admired the Martha Stewart Parody, Mike Myers truly is a Talented Comedian. The Couch scene was Hilarious as well due to the Mechanic Parody, it's a Highly Exaggerated Caricature still quite Humorous that he Mistook a Plumber Stereotype with a Mechanic.

The last game I played tonight was Cars, I am on the Spectrum and Yes I do Enjoy the Franchise. My Favorite is Mater, he's quite Good Natured and at the Same Time quite Hilarious. It does show you Larry the Cable Guy can be in Clean Comedy as well, but Crude Humor sells more Sad to Say. I originally Liked Joe Pera but when I heard him Cuss as well as Make Crude Jokes, well he Lost my Support. I assumed he was Better than that, still I still have my Friend Marietta, she is quite the Comic and she's Clean. She actually was the one who ended up Updating the Library System to use my Preferred Name, I'm quite Proud of her becoming Successful in Comedy.

I'm gonna get some Sleep soon, I will be Making some Scrambled Eggs in the Morning. It is a Sunday after all. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-30-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some Chicken and Cheese Taquitos for Dinner, it was quite Spicy and Creamy, I ended up Remembering a Site called ProjectUmbrella that I used to have an Account for. So I traveled to the Site to see if my Account was Still Around, then to my Bitterness, the Site was Completely Revamped and Lacks the Accounts and Forums that made it Special. On top of that it has Become Commercialized, I am Quite Disappointed in that Site. I guess it is Due to me Coming from the Mid to Late 2000s Era of the Digital World, I was Around back when Fictionmania Existed and Witnessed it's Fall as a Spectator, I was 13 Years of Age at the Time. I Carry the Mentality of that Era, I tend to Despise Fame, Fortune and Following Trends. I'm not Rebellious for the Sake of Rebellion, Nothing would give me more Happiness than seeing the Site rise from it's Ashes and Usher in the Rebirth of that Era that I Grew up in. That Site Maid me into the Girl I am Today. 

I played Pocky&Rocky with Becky, the Game is rather Adorable as it makes Yokai quite Cutesy, the Reality is Vastly Different. They may be Deceptively Cute or Beautiful to Lure you to Death or they may Strike Fear into your Heart. The name Becky reminds me of my Big Sister's Friend, who's Friend Renee ended up calling me Cute, I felt Flattered but I didn't understand her Intentions with such Words as I am AroAce and tend to Desire to be seen as Simply Cute without any Expectations. Both her and Molly tried to Ask me out in my High School Years and I rejected Both. My Reason being I am AroAce obviously not to Mention I find the Ideas of Relationships to be very Taxing Mentally and Spiritually. I did Appreciate their Flattery but I declined as I've always been Married to my Hobbies, when I was 10, I knew I was Different as I found Games, Literature and Music much more Appealing, I suppose I am in a Relationship with the Arts. The Bible does say it's a Gift as I can Focus on Serving Christ above all else.

I also played Super Ghouls'n'Ghosts for the GBA, this game is one of the most Notorious games from the 3rd Generation I believe, well Late 3rd or Early 4th. The game is Notorious for it's Unforgiving Level Designs, Hordes of Enemies and 2 Chances before you Die, unless you are Fortunate enough to pick up your Armor again. I enjoy the Ghouls'n'Ghosts segment of IWBTG. I recall Folks lining up in Paupak's Middle School Gym during the Science Fair of 08' to play IWBTG, I mainly was Focused on Soil and Botany, however as Reluctant as I was my Friend Dan encouraged me to Play the Game and when I did, I completed the Game with Zero Deaths in about an Hour. They congratulated me and said  I was "The Guy", nope, I was The Girl who simply Understood the Game's Mechanics and Logic. I suppose when I was 12, that was my Peak when it came to my Skills with Videogames. I do recall Finishing Luigi's Mansion 3 Times in 3 Nights while Cooking Breakfast for Mom and Kat in my Maid Uniform while they were Sleeping.

The last game I played this evening was Ice Age, I've played the Sequel for the GBA on my PMP4 but Playing the First one is New to me. I admire the Inclusion of the Various Characters as Enemies, Scrat will Always be my Favorite. I'm quite Happy that the Last Animation that Blue Sky Studios created had a Happy Ending for that Squirrel as he Finally Acquired and Kept his Acorn. He Deserved a Happy Ending after a Tormented Chase to Keep what is Near and Dear to him.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap prepared soon, I'm Brewing some Tension Tamer Tea as I'm Getting rather Annoyed having to Explain how Saved for Later works on Amazon to Mom. I love my Mom but she Needs to have the Wayne County Public Library teach her how Computers and Ecommerce works. I'm not Good at Teaching things to People, that would be Kat's Job as she is an English Teacher in Iowa. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-30-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid Jambalaya and some Ham Spread on Whole Wheat Bread for Lunch, we Returned from the Dollar General and I got my Favorite Brisk Tea. I Love Blueberries, they Remind me of when I would head to Forest City's Daycamp in the Summers of my Elementary Years. They often would Play Kick the Can and I would Pick Blueberries from the Bushes and Purposely get Tapped so I could Sit Down and eat my Fruits. I enjoyed the Tree where I'd sit as well, due to the Shade being a Relief from the Piercing Sun. I can't stand Sunny Weather due to me having Sensitive Skin as well as Getting Headaches whenever I am in Direct Sunlight. Honestly being Pale does have it's Benefits as it's Next to Impossible for me to have Skin Cancer and I tend to Not Age as much, which is Advantageous for me seeing that I'm a Little.

I played Kirby and the Amazing Mirror, this Game is Incredibly Adorable and is the First Kirby game that I've ever Played. To me the Multiplayer Concept is quite Interesting, however given that I'm playing it on the mGBA, I'll stick with Single Player. It's still quite Beautiful, you know that Does Remind me, I discovered that I can Connect my mGBA Emulator with Dolphin so I can Play Four Swords Adventures as well as use the Tingle Turner on The Wind Waker. I always was found of the Ting drink as I do Love Tang, Orange is my Favorite Flavor. I have quite a bit of Drink Mixes in case Tap Water becomes a Necessity. I don't mind Tap Water as long as it is Mixed with Drink Powder. I've Always had and will Continue to have a Sweet Tooth.

I also played Pitfall the Lost Expedition, this is actually the Only Pitfall game I haven't Played well until a Couple Minutes ago. I'm not playing Mayan Adventure as I played it the Atari Jaguar Version already. I figure I'm not too Fond of Remakes as they Tend to be Cashcows, there are some Decent Remakes such as Super Mario 64 DS and The Great Giana Sisters DS version. I remember saying that the Latter was on the N64, I guess when I was 13 I assumed I knew Everything when the Reality was I was Clueless, the Wording that I said exposed my Insecurities back then, saying Female instead of Girl or Woman was quite Telling from those years. Yeah I totally wasn't Hiding my Femininity from the World. I admire the Aztec Imagery in the Background, this is a Pitfall game after all.

The last game I played this afternoon was Pac-Man Pinball Advanced, I tend to Enjoy Pinball Games quite a bit, my Grandpa Joe had a Space Themed Pinball machine which I'd Play when we would Visit Him. He was actually the one who Taught me Petrov's Defense in Chess when I was 3. He used to tell me to Think 8 Steps Ahead and his Advice has Gotten me very Far in Life. There's Another GBA Pinball Game that was based upon the House of The Dead called Pinball of the Dead, I reviewed that Game on my DeviantART blog, that's the Predecessor to this one, this Blog is a Continuation, if you Want to Read over 2,000 Entries to get a Fuller Story of my Life, then be my Guest. It may help you Understand this Blog a bit more. I admire the Haunted Boardwalk Board in this Game as Ghost Island is my Favorite Area in World 2, however Ghost Bayou will Always be my Favorite, I think a lot of Folks tend to get Angry with the Lighting, however the Point of that Stage is to Take your Time and Plan Ahead. It's actually Rather Easy if you have Patience.

I'm gonna get Dinner prepared soon, I'm making some Chicken and Cheese Taquitos. Well they're Pre-packaged, I think this would be Ample Time to Write another Short Story Book on Wattpad. I'll write more on here in the Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-30-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid French Toast with some Earl Grey Tea for Breakfast, I will be Heading to the Dollar General soon to Pick up some Groceries. I'm gonna try to get my Favorite Blueberry Brisk Tea, I had an Interesting Dream, I was at a Gas Station and there were Plum Chips, I happen to Enjoy Plums, they're my Favorite Fruit after all. I think I'll Pitch the Idea to Utz on Twitter later Today, I have Several Ideas both Consciously and Subconsciously and I Believe they can be Put to Good use in Reality.

I played the Incredible Hulk for the SNES, this brings back Memories, I was 5 at the Time and saw my First Superhero Film in Theaters and it was The Incredible Hulk, I honestly Despised it. Not to mention it Wasn't Mom's Idea as much as a So Called Friend who I Wanted Nothing to do with, he ended up becoming Somebody who I tend to Ignore whenever I see him in Public. He may not Recognize me but I Know his Face all too well even if Time has made him Look Weary. I suppose I'm not a fan of such Genres due to their Association with somebody I can say Crossed me Multiple Times.

I also played Mortal Kombat Mythologies 2000 Gold Edition, it's essentially a Unofficial Game in the Series. Still the Shao-Lin Temple is quite Marvelous and the Bamboo Traps are an Interesting Feature. I read about Bamboo Traps being used in Far Eastern Warfare for Millenia in Particular Lush Forests and Jungles where Bamboo Grows quite Quickly. The actual Shao-Lin Temple is quite Beautiful and full of History, in the Show Kung Fu, there was the First Character named Master Po, his Phrase Grasshopper was Immortalized in TV. It's actually Not, Young Grasshopper, it's just Grasshopper.

The last game I played this morning was Dragon View, the Plot in the Beginning is rather Heartbreaking but Still another Standard RPG Plot. Still Saving a Loved one from either a Dark Wizard or Monster is Common but it Does Work. There's a Saying about that Don't Fix what Isn't Broken, the Overworld is quite Impressive for it's Time as well as it being a SNES Title as it's 3D and had some Incredibly Detailed Areas on the Map. The Sky is quite Beautiful as well, this Game has Won my Respect.

I'm gonna get Ready to go Shopping now, I'll write more this Afternoon when I Return from The Dollar General.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-29-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid some Vanilla Chai Tea for my Nightcap, then I read an Interesting Article that had me quite Curious as it Explains why I tend to have Empathy now more so than Before, it was a Study where they Injected Mice with Estrogen and it Basically Rewired their Brains. I suppose it makes sense as I was rather Worldly before my Glandular Supplements, then again the Worldly aspect may have had to do with Conditioning caused by my Father. Once I acquired my HRT and Stopped Speaking to him, my Mind changed quite a bit as I became Far Less Greedy and far more Compassionate. Being around Certain People you start to Pick up their Spiritual Stains like a Disease being Spread. I enjoy Knowing that he's Angry about me Refusing to Speak to him, he Caused me Far more Pain than he can Imagine. I pray he will Find Jesus, however with me Believing in Predestination, I'm quite Speculative of him Getting into Heaven.

I played Ranma 1/2 Hard Battles, I admire the Concept, a Fight to the Death to Avoid Homework, I know Several Folks who would Take such a Risk. I obviously Prefer Cold Water Ranma over the Ugly Warm Water version. Then again this Game has her Fight him, I can see something rather Similar in my Life except I ended up Spiritually Killing him, my Past Self desired Death either way and I Gave him his Wish so I Live. I consider myself a Different Entity but I hold his Memories, my my the Things he said were Extremely Pitiful, he certainly Feared me and Took it out on the World. His Sexism is kinda Sad when you think of it, he Feigned Despising Women because he Despised knowing he'd have No Choice but to Surrender his Ego to me.

I also played Kirby's Dream Land 3, this is my First time Hearing about this Game and I consider this to be a Beautiful Hidden Gem for the SNES. I admire the Teamwork in this Game, it's quite Sophisticated for it's Time. Dreamland truly is a Magnificent World and it's well Designed, as I have a History of Creating Games for my Friends in my youth, I can Appreciate Level Design and tend to be quite Particular when I judge them.

The last Game that I played tonight was Snow White and a Happily Ever After, this Looks like Disney didn't Intend this to Exist and Honestly I Prefer this Snow White as she has Longer Hair. I did see the Live Action Remake and Honestly it seemed Different and Not in a Good Way. I found it a bit Too Radical in it's Undertone. I can Understand the Backlash the Actress received, but I tend to Not have an Issue with her Views, I don't Agree with them but they are her Opinion. Her Acting was Awful, I'm Not a fan of Bad Acting, grown up with a Material Grandma who Taught me Opera and the Theatrics, she gave me a Sophisticated Palate. I quit the Theater after I was given a Boy's Role in a Musical and Enrage by the Insolence I ended up Chanting Macbeth with Each Slow Step I took while I Exited the Theater with Tears Running down my Cheeks. Regardless, the Musical was a Disaster due to my Curse, Hell Hath no Fury like me Scored after all.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I have to go to the Dollar General to pick up some Groceries and Mom needs a Supplement from there. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-29-26 Evening

Good evening I maid some Beef Ravioli for Dinner, it was quite Savory, I tend to Mostly Eat Chicken, however on the Rare Occasions that I eat Beef , I tend to Savor it. When I was a kid and had my Pet Budgies, I refused to Eat Chicken or Turkey. I felt it would make my Birds really Uncomfortable, I do remember Reading my Secrets of Droon Books to Lull them to Sleep. I often Tell my Pets Bedtime Stories, I figure it Helps them find Comfort. I tend to think a Lot of Folks tend to Despise the Idea of being Comfortable in Life. So many Feel the Need to Push themselves to a Breaking Point, that's Not the Point of Life, it's to Learn and be Content. Once you Learn to be Content with who you are and what you have, you Lose the Urge to Want things and instead Focus on what you Need in Life.

I played Franklyn the Turtle for the GBA, I Loved this Show quite a bit, this and Little Bill were my Staples in my Pre-School Years. Well technically my Daycare Years as I was Essentially Homeschooled during my Tyke Years. The Golden Apples do remind me that I have Pink Lady Apples in the Fridge and I should Eat them. On the Topics of Sweets, I did mention Wanting to try out the Skittles Soda, I think I'll Try it in the Morning. My Sweet Tooth is making me want to have some Strawberry Milk with my Mac&Cheese and Chicken Tenders at the Waymart Hotel. I lack the Shame of my Perceived Immaturity if anything I revel in it. When you Lack Embarrassment you become Invincible to Criticism, I guess I'm Encouraging you to Not Care what Others think of you. Heck me being a Little is what makes the "Support Group" in my Hometown Despise me. If time were to Reverse, I'd be Open about it a lot Sooner. Heck the Reason this Blog even Exists was due to them getting my Story off of an Article. I guess this is Essentially a Chin Flick that Turned into a Daily Enjoyment and Therapeutic Tool.

I also played the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, I used to Watch the Show on Rare Occasions as I was more of a KND Fan. Still in saying that I admired Grim over the Other 2 and Billy was a bit too Gross in my Opinion. He is Essentially the Embodiment of Modern SpongeBob's Humor. I guess I prefer more Refined Humor, then again I do have a Unique sense of Humor. I love the Subtly Surreal when it comes to Humor.

I also played Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, I Loved this show quite a bit Growing Up. I did have an Imaginary Friend when I was a Child but the Imaginary Friends was how I coped with my Best Friend Whiskers being sent to a Farm. He was a Ginger Cat with White Paws and a White Chest and we Practically Grew up Together. When I was 8 and Mom, Kat and I moved to Carbondale there was a No Pet Policy, however Mom told me that he Died instead of Telling me the Truth about him being sent to a Farm in Galilee. I actually Assumed that his Spirit was with me aka my Imaginary Friend was the "Ghost" of my First Cat. It's Stranger since at my Grandma Mae's House there was a Cat that Looked just like him, Her name was Pumpkin but my Grandma called her Pretty before her Owner discovered where her Cat ran off to. Anywho I used to Feed the Cat plenty of Fancy Feast and she was Very Photogenic as I had 60 or so Pictures of her on Disposable Cameras. It's no Secret I am a Cat Person, when her Owner came to Take her back to her Home, my Cousin Matt ended up Doing the Hand-gesture Mock due to her having Down Syndrome, both Kat and I rushed to Grandma Mae, even at 10, I knew it was Extremely Wrong. Matt was Punished for that, now that we're on the Subject, while I may be a Cat Person, my Fursona is Actually a Purple Rabbit aptly named Lizzierabbit a Pun based upon the Trix Commercials. I suppose that's why Mr. Herriman is my Favorite Character, he is a Distinguished Gentlerabbit and seems like somebody I'd Love to Talk to.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared soon, then I'm gonna Brainstorm and Create Another Wattpad Story. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-29-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid some Chicken Wings for Lunch, then I slipped into Littlespace and Took a Nap. I had an Interesting Morning. My Psychiatrist is having me Try Celexa, I figure I'll Try to give an Antidepressant another Try but only Because it Lowers T levels, I have 15t but I want the Testosterone to become 0, but this is that Type of Medication's Last Chance. I did meet a New Friend, they remind me a lot of my Old Friend Aleu. I'll likely be Seeing them again when I see my Doctor again and I'll have a Austin Powers Movie ready for them to Keep. Whenever I make a Promise I always Try to Keep it. I believe in being a Girl of my Word.

I played Tak 2 Staff of Dreams, well the GBA Version, I find the Concept of the Dream World in this Game to be Incredibly Fascinating. It does make you Question the Nature of the Worlds that Parallel our Own. I believe that the Various Planes of the Cosmos tend to play an Important Role in the Physical Plane which we Inhabit. The Astral Plane is the Most Uncomfortable for me as the Creatures that Inhabit it often have Ill Intentions for us Human Beings.

I also played Finding Nemo, this was one of my Favorite Pixar films growing up, then again I Enjoy all of the Classic Pixar Films, I am a Disney Kid after all alongside playing Nintendo games. Swimming through the Water Rings reminds me of NiGHTS into Dreams for the SEGA Saturn. It happens to be my Favorite SEGA Games as well as one of my more Popular Gameplay Videos on YouTube.

The last game I played this afternoon was Superman Returns and the Fortress of Solitude, I enjoy Puzzles games such as these. The Concept of having Superheroes who are Notorious for their Super Strength having to use their Minds to Accomplish a Task instead of Brute Strength is rather Refreshing. I enjoy the Hints being based upon Clark's X-Ray Vision.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making some Chicken Tenders for Dinner. I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-29-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid 4 Eggs Over Easy with 2 Pieces of Whole Wheat Toast with Melted Avocado Butter and 2 Glasses of Orange Juice for Mom and I. I Cook for her quite a bit, especially after she Discovered I Secretly was Cooking for her since I was 12, it was when I came out at 14 that She Learned that and that Kat ended up Taking my Credit for 2 Whole Years, while I put on my Maid Uniform and Got to Work from 1am-4am, I would hide my Uniform under a Tub of Finished Homework that I kept as far back as 4th Grade. It was a Convenient Hiding Spot. Honestly I will Never understand the Thrill that some have when it comes to Keeping Crossdressing a Secret. To me Life would have been Far Easier if I grew up with a far more Supportive Father. 

I did make the Let's Play that I promised, I hope you Enjoy these Late Night/Early Morning Videos, they Keep me Busy and Help you Sleep to my Voice. 

I played March of the Penguins, I think this Game is Incredibly Adorable and it Brings back some Memories, back when I was in 2nd Grade, I ended up Dressing up as a Penguin for Halloween and wow was I the Laughing Stock that Day, especially from a boy named Matt. He had a bit of a Antagonistic Nature, he was the Kid who would make Gay Jokes at my Expense when I was an Office Assistant in 8th Grade. I believe I was given that Position thanks to my Dad trying to Pull Strings to Keep an Eye on me as he Knew I would Rebel against his Cruelty in due time. Regardless, I had a Love for Penguins due to a VHS Tape called Scamper the Penguin which Mom bought me when I was 3 I believe.

I also played Tower SP, this is Essentially the GBA Port of my Favorite Classic SIM Games, SIM Tower, I recall Spending about 3 Months on my Tower to Perfect it as a 5 Star Building. It was quite Beautiful, I did Pause Time once it was Complete to Admire my Hard Work. I was quite fond of the Restaurants and Theaters, being a Foodie as well as a Admirer of Film they were my Favorite Places to Visit in my Tower. I was 13 when I played it, I would often head to the Library and get some Older Games via Abandonware Sites and put them on CDs so I could Play them on my PP01L Dell Laptop, the Best Part with those Games, once I played them they were on my Laptop for as Long as I saw Fit.

The last game I played this Morning was Banjo Kazooie 2 Grunty's Revenge, I believe that Grunty is nearly as Vindictive as I used to be, when it comes to being Crossed and the Relentless Pursuit for Retribution. She Truly could Accomplish Incredible things in her World if she were to Put her Talents and Mind into a more Constructive Pursuit. Regardless, the Game is still quite Impressive especially for a GBA Game that is the Sequel to a N64 Masterpiece. She did make Banjo virtually Powerless in the Beginning but he Proved his Determination was Stronger than hers.

I'm gonna get Ready for my Appointment soon, I'll Write more this Afternoon once I Return Home and have Lunch. I just Hope she won't be too Peeved when she Discovered my Distaste and Discontinuation of an Anti-Depressant after only 2 Days.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-28-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, I brewed a Cup of Earl Grey Tea, then I took my Shower. That does remind me of when I first "Officially" shaved my Legs. Mom was quite Proud, however what she Didn't Realize was that I shaved my Legs since I was 12 and not 14. She also didn't Need to give me a Intuition Razor, as I used Bic Pink 2 Years Prior and I became a Mistress at Beautifying myself. I do Recall when I was in 7th Grade at Western Wayne in the Winter, I ended up Wearing White Hosiery under my Khakis and the Heater from the Middle School's Second Floor made me Sweat Profusely. Miss Kim my Van Driver and Friend was rather Perplexed by me Sweating and she Asked if I had a Fever. She was and I Hopefully think Still is a Great Friend, she ended up Providing Dog Food for Goober, the Pug was Incredibly Happy. I Never Forget a Kind Deed, I try to Forget Cruel Deeds. I suppose that's why I tend to Favor Galeem over Dhrakon, to See Light in Everything including things Deemed Dark and Irredeemable. Very Few People and Situations aren't Beyond Redemption. I am more of a Creature from Heaven than Hell after all.

I played Army Men Turf Wars, this reminds me of a boy named Orlando who I was, "Friends" with in my Childhood. We were 10 at the time and he Required Army Men for a School Project, I of course Agreed to give him mine as I Never used them. He then Felt it was Wrong for me to just Give him those, so he was quite Insistent on Trading, so I simply Told him if he Wanted to I'd gladly take the Generation 1 Unicron off his Hands. My Cousin Gerard had quite the Transformers Collection, he Actually is my Eldest Cousin on Both Sides of the Family. Come to think of it that Meme I saw Years Ago applies to me "Plays Transformers, Transforms into a Girl." In the Words of Morpheus "Fate is not Without a Sense of Irony." I actually Prefer Unicron over Primus as the Latter is Far Less Active in the Universes that he Creates. Not to Mention Galvatron was Far better than Megatron. I believe I have the Gen 1 Movie on DVD Collecting Dust, perhaps my Therapist would like to Keep that Movie.

I also played Cabela's Big Game Hunter, my "Friend" Trevor would Enjoy this Game considering he had quite the Fascination with Killing Deer as he would say in Miss Kim's Van. Honestly I never was a Hunter as I found it Too Gruesome for me. In saying that I'm an Excellent Shot in this Game, in my Youth I also was before my Eyesight became Horribly Blurry. I used to have 20/25 Vision, now it's 15/10. I honestly don't Know if I'll be Blind when I become Elderly, however I tend to Rarely wear my Glasses as I find they make me look rather Ugly. My Vanity can get me into Trouble at times. Still if I ever do Become Blind, I at least won't have to Look at People who Bother me and I won't see my Face Changing with Time.

The last game I played tonight is Care Bears The Care Quest, I find the Game to be Incredibly Adorable, then again I tend to Gravitate towards Shows such as these. I guess they Take me back to Less Grim Times. I find the Star People to be Interesting Creatures, they are Filled with Happiness and given their Weather that's quite Understandable. The Second Heaven tends to have a Relaxing Environment. I however was Unable to Visit all 6 Heavens as I was Sent straight to The Empyrean and it was there that Lord Elohim sent me back to Earth with the Knowledge of Ecanus being my Guardian Angel and my Purpose to be a Writer. God looks quite Similar to Ozma from FFIX except he is only Composed of Bright Colors, Darkness was Absent in his Presence.

I'm gonna Sleep now, I have my Psychiatrist in the Morning and I Shall Wake up Early for my Morning Entry.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-28-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid a Woodfire Italian Style Pizza with Asparagus for Dinner. It reminds me of when I was 8 and ate at a Restaurant called Little Nikki's in Carbondale, I was a Rather Impatient Child who was Used to Instant Gratification so I was rather Upset having to Wait for the Waitress at the Restaurant, the Figura Family had Pizza and Spaghetti that Night, they Asked what Toppings we would Like so I asked for Asparagus as it was my Favorite Vegetable at the time, the Pizza was Impeccably Delectable. That's my First Time eating Asparagus Pizza. Needless to say, my Impatience was from Another Life as I have Plenty of Patience as Elizabeth. That does Remind me, I'll be Telling my Psychiatrist about my Preference to being called Elizabeth as Lizzie is just my Nickname that my Close Friends use and I tend to Consider it Uncouth in a Business Relationship, after all Therapy and Medication Management are a Business Regardless of how it's Portrayed.

I played Trollz Hair Affair, it's an Adorable Game starring the Modern Show based upon the Toy Franchise of the Same Name. This is Surprisingly my First time Hearing of the Show let alone the Game, then again I was more a Barbie Girl growing up. It's strange I tend to find Certain Futuristic Cliches both Entertaining and Annoying at the Same Time, take Flying Cars or in this case a Flying Scooter as an Example. Still their World is quite Vibrant and Impressively Beautiful.

I also played Shrek Smash'n'Crash Racing, the Clunky Controls aside, the Game is quite Beautiful, then again Shrek's World is Surreally Beautiful. Gingy is my Favorite Character in the Franchise, him and Sugar were an Adorable Couple, that does bring up an Interesting Topic. I believe that Yanderes tend to have a Negative Reputation, but when you Think of it, their Love is quite Impressive as they tend to Love without Restraint or Reason and that's the Point of Relationships. Forgive my Bias but I prefer Women Yanderes over Men, when the Latter is in that Trope it gets kinda Creepy. Just remember this is from an Outsider's Perspective as I'm AroAce, this does Remind me of a Dream I had Last Night where I was being Interviewed and I Proudly Proclaimed that I'm a Masochist. The Reality is more on the Philosophical Level as Pain is a Sign of Life. Only Heaven lacks Suffering, Hell has Too much Suffering but Earth has an Equal amount of Pleasure and Pain and that helps you Learn more about the Nature of Existence.

The last game I played this evening was The Chimp Chase, it's an Adorable Wild Thornberries game where you Play as Darwin in a Pitfall Clone. He will always be my Favorite Character in the Series as he's the Voice of Reason, he's essentially Eliza's Jiminy Cricket. I do question what our Pets would Say to us if they could Speak a Human Language. I'm sure if Violet spoke she would be Demanding Salmon and Tuna quite a bit. Those Cheese Puffs remind me, I'll have to eat some Utz Cheese Balls some time, they are more Affordable than Cheetos.

I'm gonna Take a Shower now, then I'll Prepare my Nightcap, I'm in the Mood for some Tension Tamer Tea. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 5-28-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid Leftover Chicken and Creamed Corn for Lunch, it was quite Delicious, speaking of, I have a Feeling I'll be Unintentionally Subverting my Psychiatrist's Expectations tomorrow. I'll take Feeling Sad over Not Eating, I am AroAce so the Big Pleasures I have in Life are Eating and Sleeping, to Take them away would be Living Death for me. Not to mention my "Depression" comes from having something I Never should have had from the Beginning and to me it's a Disgusting thing between my Leggings. Reading my Therapy Notes from a few Years ago, my Past Therapist Jenna was Correct in her Notes about the Source of my Torment. She was the Only Therapist that I felt a Genuine Connection to as she was the Only Therapist who Truly Understood my Psychology, from my Drawings alone no less. I'd be Interested in her Assessments based upon my Writings. Regardless if my Afternoon Entry isn't up, you'll Understand that I stood up for myself, however I sincerely Doubt they Admit you based upon Refusing a Medication.

I played Midnight Club Street Racing, it's quite Interesting to be Playing a Top Down title in this Series, I suppose I've only Played Dub Edition. As I've said Numerous Times, I'm not too Keen on Cars, if it were up to me Horses and Buggies would be the Norm. My Father's side of the Family does have a bit of Pennsylvania Dutch in it after all. I can Surmise that being the Reason why I Milked a Cow and Churned Butter at the Age of 6 on Field Trips and I did so quite Well. The Woods and Farms are my True Home, I tend to Favor the Old World over Modern Life and it's Enslavement of the Populace through Conformity. If you Desire to be Truly Free, you must Strip your Personality to it's Core and Ask yourself, what you Truly Want out of Life, Not what the School System, Friends or even Family Tell you you Desire. You alone should Desire what your Soul truly Wants out of Everything in this World.

I also played The Rugrats Go Wild, the Movie happened to be the First Rugrats Film that I saw in Theaters. I recall the Scratch and Sniff Cards, a Majority of the Smells were Abhorrently Repugnant. Then again I prefer Sweeter and Cleaner Scents, I suppose a big Reason why I Desired to become a Genetic Engineer to Force Feminize Humanity with a Real TG Virus when I was 14 had to do with the Pheromones that Boys tended to Give off. It's Strange in the Waiting Room Yesterday, there was a Boy there and his Smell made me want to Wretch it was so Foul. I guess there is still some Ambition for Fulfilling my Dream for Cleansing the Planet of such Scents Deep down. I suppose that's why I wrote that Pet Project on Fanfiction aka Operation FUTURE 2.0. Yep that was Obviously my Favorite Episode of KND, when I was 9 and saw it on TV, I rooted for Madame Margaret's Unyielding Victory. Much to my Stepfather and my Father's Dismay. I can Understand if Folks consider me Evil, well Honestly I Simply Don't Care, if I'm Evil for having such Thoughts then so be it, they are My Thoughts and Nobody Else's.

The last game I played this morning was Open Season, this was one of my Favorite Films growing up, I always Loved the PuniMart Scene, Mom also would Laugh at the Balloon Scene. She sometimes Still Quotes it on Occasion. The Minimart Reminds me of Turkey Hill in Honesdale, they have Good Hoagies, Mom and I will be Heading to the Same Place for Therapy maybe I should Ask her if we could Share a Hoagie from that Store. I used to Frequent that Store alongside Shell's when I lived in that Town, enough so that my First Reddit Account was called FadoFromTurkeyHill, neeldess to say I was an Ocarina of Time fan as well, my Opinions ended up Upsetting Plenty of People and back when I was 19, I felt the Need for Approval so my Insecurity made me Delete that Account. Now I lack those Scruples and tend to Speak my Mind for Good or Ill. I suppose I hold the 1st Amendment in High Regard, I believe you can Say what you will. 

I'm gonna get Dinner Prepared soon, I'm making some Italian Style Woodfire Pizza from Bettergoods, they are my Favorite Brand as they are the Closest I can get to Naples Style Pizza. I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth