Elizabeth's Diary 6-30-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid some Orange Tang for my Nightcap, it's Still quite Hot Outside so I took a Cold Shower, it was quite Unpleasant as the Hot Water tends to Soothe my Back, however the Cold Water did Give me a bit of Extra Energy. It's Strange since being Prescribed Celexa, I Feel this Sharp Pain that goes from my Upper Spine to my Right Arm. It's Almost like I'm being Stabbed on the Inside, it feels quite Strange, however I'm Notorious for having a High Pain Tolerance, so this is Merely a Nuisance than Anything Else. Pain means you are Alive, Heaven you Lack Pain, Hell you have Too Much Pain and Earth is a Mix of Pain and Pleasure.

I played Resident Evil Dead Aim, this happens to be my Favorite Game in the Entire Franchise, simply for it's Revolutionary Storyline and it's Unique Combat Mechanics. I personally Dislike having to Fight Morpheus as she truly is a Marvel of Virology and Ambition. Bruce reminds me of Gatlin, a Boy from Western Wayne back in 09' who Told me about Resident Evil 4, rather he Wouldn't Hush up about it. I do Admire the Architecture of the Atlantic Base, it's Strange the Mainline Resident Evil Titles are quite Good, but the Games that Lack the Numbers such as RE Dead Aim, Survivor and even Outbreak Files 1 and 2 tend to be Better Games. I did hear about the Code Veronica Remake however I'm a bit Hesitant to Discuss it as I've Seen what's been happening when a RE Game is Remade Lately and Code Veronica does play an Important Part of me Cracking my Egg as the Slang Term goes.

I also played the RE1 Remake, now this was a Remake that I genuinely Enjoyed as it Expanded upon the Mansion Incident quite Exponentially as well as Included Lisa Trevor. She was first in the SD Perry Novel, The Umbrella Conspiracy. I happen to have All of the Novels up to Zero Hour and they are All Original Prints. Those Books I can't Part with mainly due to the Sentimental Value they Carry. I love the Rainy Skies beyond the Glass Windows of the Second Floor. I have an Eye for Excellent Architecture, heck I used to Draw plenty of Interior Designs as well as Landscapes in my Youth,.

The last game I played tonight was Harry Potter Quidditch World Cup, this Sport is Surprisingly one I tend to Enjoy if Magic Broomsticks were a Reality. I think of myself as a Hufflepuff as I'm Generally Easygoing. I do like the Idea of the Kitchen being Close to the Dormitory and Acquiring Extra Food if you are Polite to the Staff, it's quite Endearing. My Favorite Book has to be The Order of the Phoenix as it truly gets into the Meat and Potatoes of the Second Wizarding War.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I'm Already Sweating, Violet is Sleeping Next to me, she Truly is an Adorable Fur Angel. I'll write more in the Morning after Breakfast.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-30-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some Tilapia with Tartar Sauce and White Rice with Peas on the Side. For a Beverage, I had my Favorite Tea, some Arizona Ginseng Honey Green Tea. Afterwards, I snuggled with Violet and Decided to Test out a Newer Version of Dolphin. It's Still quite Hot in Waymart, I can't wait for December to be on the Horizon as I get my Favorites, some Beef LoMein and Skittles, hard to believe I'm Half a Year from being 30. It's Strange in my Youth, I was Eager for Presents, now I just Look Forward to my Favorite Foods. Time Truly does Change you, for Better or Worse is up to you. You Change regardless, however I pray you change for the Better as that's what Jesus intends.

I played Baten Kaitos Eternal Wings and the Lost Ocean, this is one of my Favorite RPGs and a Testament to Namco's Timeless Brilliance. The Moonguile Forest, is my Favorite Place in the Game as it's Incredibly Tranquil as well as Equally Dangerous to Newcomers. I remember Reading the Guide for this Game, when Kathryn was trying to Preform an Exorcism in the Hallway Outside my Door in November of 2014 for about 8 Hours I might add. She Presumed I was Demonic once I began Living Full Time, regardless it was Merely Annoying to me as she Wouldn't Stop Shouting Bible Verses at me and Claiming I was from Hell itself. So I played my Sims 1 Music on my Boombox and Read the Guide on my Bed, to Pass the Time until Mom came home that Night.

I also played Shrek 2, this was by far my Favorite Sequel to the Series as well as the one that Made me Cry, especially with Mongo's Death. I remember being Laughed at in 2nd Grade when Miss Brundage's Class watched the Movie when I was Sobbing Tears at the Giant Gingerbread Man's Death. I've Always been quite Emotional, I do Cry at Movies and even Books. I remember Crying when Luke took off Vader's Mask before he Became One with the Force. Both Kathryn and Dad never Stopped Teasing me about it. I Admire the Capital of Far Far Away as it's a Parody of Hollywood. Personally I'd find such a Place, well Strange seeing that the Woods of Wayne County are my Home, I've Traveled outside Pennsylvania 5 Times and Each Time, I missed Home. The Countryside is my Home, I find the City and a Neighborhood that Fight Inner Beauty itself alongside Valuing Extreme Godlessness to be the Polar Opposite of my Home and my Values.

The last game I played this evening was WarioWare Mega Microgame$, I remember back in 06' when I was 10, I bought the Game from GameStop in Dickson City, of course I didn't have a Second GameCube Controller so Single Player was a Requirement. It seems some things Don't Change as I'm playing this on Dolphin and thus have to Play Single Player due to Lacking a GameCube Controller and thus having to Rely on just a Keyboard, still I prefer this over the GameCube as it's far more Precise.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap prepared soon, then I'm Cooling off with a Cold Shower as it's Hot as Heck out as I've Said before. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-30-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid 4 Oscar Myer Wieners and some Cream of Celery Soup for Lunch, then I got some Rest. It's Strange Violet cuddled under my Arm even with this Hellish Heatwave in Waymart, I suppose it's due to Cats seeking Warmth, they do have a High Body Temperature after all. My Budgies were quite Similar preferring the Heat. I remember playing Madagascar for them, Specifically the Back to the Beach Level, they Loved the Ambiance and I decorated my Room with Tiki Decor for them. Jack my Blue Budgie was my Favorite of my 4 Feathered Friends, he used to Perch on my Shoulder and Kiss my Left Ear, he was a Sweet Boy. My 4 Birds, passed Away from Smoke Inhalation when Kathryn was Watching Anime instead of Paying Attention to the Burning Scrambled Eggs. I suppose that's why I tend to Not be a Fan of Anime, as it Caused my Big Sister's Negligence which Killed my Birds. I had a Funeral and even a Burial Plot for them and I Mourned over them for about a Month I Still Cry even when Thinking or Speaking about them. It's Strange when my Grandparents Passed on the Grief Councilor presumed my Excessive Crying was due to them Passing, however when I said my Birds Passing were what I was Saddened about, well she Never Spoke to me Again. I suppose I Grieve over Pets more than Family as my Pets are my True Family.

Speaking of, I played Madagascar Escape 2 Africa Again, this is one of my Favorite Games after all, it's the Sequel to the Very First Videogame that I completed, well Kathryn helped as well. I do Like Videogames, however I'm not Really Skilled at them, hence why I tend to use Save Files. I enjoy Exploration in Games quite a bit, I am an RPG Fan however. The Watering Hole seems quite Enticing considering how Hot it is Currently.

I also played Lord of the Rings The Third Age, this happens to be my Very First RPG that I ever played, I was 10 at the Time and was Completely Inexperienced when it came to the Mechanics of the Game. Still I made it to Western Moria quite Quickly, this Game actually is one that I Play on my own without the Save Files. There are Zero Save Files on the Internet that work so Jesus intents me to Play this Game all the way through. I Love Rohan the Most when it comes to Middle Earth itself, however my Favorite Land in All of Arda has to be Rhun.

The last game I played this afternoon was Dark Cloud 2, Palm Brinks has to be my Favorite Town in this Duo of Games, my Favorite Game in the Original Dark Cloud is Queens as it's a Seaside Town. I admire the Oceans quite a bit, I suppose that's why I aspired to Join the US Navy as a Cook in my youth, However I was Rejected from Service due to GI and Mental Health Issues. Still I was Willing and Tried to Serve my Country and considering some of my Family is Obsessed with War but were Hypocritical Draft Dodgers, that Tells you about my Integrity and my Character. I suppose I should give myself a Small Hug as I lack Cowardice.

I'm gonna get Dinner prepared soon, I'm Baking some Turkey Burgers. I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-30-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid an Omelet with Louisiana Hot Sauce for Breakfast, they were quite Hearty, then I snuggled with Violet. I was Listening to the Radio this Morning and I have to say, NPR and Talk Shows have Zero Clue what they are Discussing. Quite frankly, I'm tired of being used as a Political Pawn when All I desire is Surgery. I never was into Sports, I kinda think that Sports are a bit too Masculine for my tastes.

I played Mario Eclipse again and I tried to Convince Mom to play the Game as she was at this Exact Spot back when I was 10 when she Last Played this Game. Of course being a Selfish Brat at 10, I ended up getting Upset when she was Not Coming up for Air when she was Collecting Coins. Now I'm trying to get her to Play the Game again, kinda out of Guilt and a Desire to Amend my Wrongdoing from 19 Years Ago, not to Mention in Mario Eclipse, you have Infinite Lives.

I also played my Favorite Official Zelda Game, Majora's Mask, I am Reaching all of the Owl Statues so it's Far Easier to Traverse through Termina. I struck the Stature at Zora Hall, all that's Left is Snowhead and Stone Tower. I really Feel Sorry for Lulu as she Lost her Lover Mikau and she Lost her Children to the Gerudo Pirates and Sea Snakes. It really Irks me that Majora is Incredibly Cruel, Nobody Deserves to have their Loving Family Taken especially that Quickly.

The last game I played this morning is my Favorite Puzzle Game, Pac-Attack, there's something about this Tetris Clone that is quite Engaging as well as a heck of a lot of Fun. I enjoy seeing Pac-Man Gobble down the Ghosts, it's quite Satisfying. Pac-Man truly shall be a Major Aspect of my Life as he was one of the Very First Game Characters, even before Mario was introduced in Donkey Kong.

I'm gonna get Lunch Prepared soon I'm Baking some Oscar Myer Wieners and then I'm Preparing Pineapple Gelatin for the Heatwave Tomorrow. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-29-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid some Folger's Instant Classic Roast for my Nightcap. I then was Reading my Favorite Book, Mainspring by Jay Lake. There's something about the Concept of the Cosmos running like Clockwork that I find Incredibly Captivating. My Life tends to Relate to Time as I tend to Live on a Schedule, it's quite Rare for me to Enjoy Leisure Time as I feel there is Always Work to be Done. I am a bit of a Workaholic as you can see, still it's Better to be Busy than to have Too Much Time as Life tends to be Boring if you have Too Much Free Time.

I played Final Fantasy XII again and Choose to Explore the Giza Planes during the Dry Season, it's quite Beautiful, then again this is quite a Vibrant and Vast Land in the World of Ivalice. Fran is my Main as she tends to be quite Relatable, having been Outcasted myself, however the Lord Smiles upon those that are Lost in the World as the Good Shepherded can Take his Lost Sheep home with Open Arms despite the Herd's Objections.

I also played Super Mario Eclipse again and Choose to Collect the 8 Red Coins in the Battle Fort, looking outward you can See the Wing Cap Course, it's quite Beautiful. It's Strange this Area reminds me of when I was 12 and played the DS Version of Mario 64 and Entered this Stage. I remember hearing the Weird Al song Virus Alert in Mrs. Newport's Van while playing the Game and the Melody of the Stage Mixed with the Weird Al song in my Subconscious.

The last game I played tonight was MyVMK, I decided to head to the Haunted Mansion, Mom actually Found the Film in the Laundry Room, Folks Donate things to that Room for the Tenants to Take. We will be Watching the DVD this Weekend. Eddie Murphy is one Celebrity that I Genuinely like, then again he did Voice Donkey, him and Mike Myers were big Parts of my Tyke Years as I was a big Shrek Fan, yep Long Before that Meme.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I'll write more in the Morning after Breakfast, I think I'll be making Scrambled Eggs and Hot Sauce.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-29-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some French Onion Soup for Dinner, it was quite Hearty, then I helped Mom when it came to Browsing Wal-Mart's Website for her Shopping Trip on Thursday, so I'm a bit Late for my Entry. I tend to Prefer to Write Early or on Time as it's Part of my Structure that I require in Life. I suppose being on the Spectrum means that I Require a Routine at least when it comes to me as an Individual who is Level 1.

I played the Wind Waker again and Headed to Outset Island to Acquire the Hurricane Spin Move. Orca was quite a Mentor when I was 8 and 1/2 as I would Swing a Chrome Sword that I purchased from the Dollar Tree with a Eagle Design 200 Times a Night, I was quite Good with a Blade in my Youth and was quite Formidable when it came to Fencing, of course in my Early 20s, I ended up Putting my Blade Down and Ended up Taking up the Pen instead. I believe that my Fencing Skills were a Compensation for my Shy and Effeminate Nature which I was Told made me "Weak", it turns out that I was Stronger than I realized in Spirit, even when being Hit in Carbondale on a Daily Basis, I Never once Hit Back. Jesus likely Smiled when he saw that I Followed his Teachings to Never Resist an Evil Person and to Turn the Other Cheek. So Many claim to be Servants of the Lord yet they are Aggressive and that Angers the Lord. An Example was in CCD Class that Year, they Pretended to be Perfect on Sundays while being Cruel Every Other Day of the Week. They are Hypocrites who Feared Damnation for the Evil they Caused. For Exposing such Hypocrisy, I was Excommunicated from the Catholic Church, however the True Church is quite Small as The Road is Narrow and Real Christians Follow the Scriptures and the Gospels without Compromise and Earnestly.

I also played Poptropica again, and I had to Show Mom this Mini Island as this was the Very First Island that I ended up Completing in the Game back in Paupak's Middle School Partial Program in 08'. This House reminds me of the Haunted House from the Rugrats Episode Ghost Story, however this House is Far Less Comical, to get Through the Mini Island without being Spooked, I thought of the Song from Strawberry Shortcake called "Itsy Bitsy Scare." It's Strange whenever I'm in Great Distress Music from that Franchise helps me Feel Better. Take the Dentist Office a Month ago, I had the Songs "A True Friend" and "Sailing Towards Tomorrow" playing in my Mind and it Helped with the Pain. Perhaps that's why being Sentimental tends to Benefit me as it Helps me Deal with Pain both Physical and Psychological.

The last game I played this evening was The Umbrella Chronicles, I love how Far Wesker can Jump thanks to the Prototype Virus, Albert will Always be the Greatest Character in the Franchise as a Whole, however my Favorite Character when it comes to a Single Game has to be Morpheus Duvall as they were quite Eccentric as well as when they Become a Tyrant thanks to the T+G Virus(Not to be Confused with the TG Virus in TG Fiction mind you)they Could Run with Organic High Heels. When I would Cross-dress in Private at 12-14, I had to Run with my Heels in the Morning when I'd Hide my Maid Outfit under my Large Pile of Homework  that I had in a Tub that I Accumulated since 4th Grade. I was Quick and Quiet, what Perplexed me was when Kathryn would take the Credit for my Cooking. When I came out to my Mom on Easter of 2011, well Kathryn had a lot of Explaining to do. Morpheus reminds me of those Quick Running Mornings after a Night of Cooking and Truly being Myself.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap prepared soon, then I'm Listening to Music. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-29-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid 3 Veggie Chicken Sandwiches with Provolone Cheese and Whole Wheat Bread for Lunch. It seems the Good Mail Carrier is Back from her Vacation and I'm quite Grateful for her Return. It seems we shall be having a Storm in Waymart later, my Neighbor was Trash Talking again so I played Jesus is a Friend of Mine by Sonseed and it Drove her Away. Those Under the Influence of Demons Fear the Name of Jesus. It does remind me of when I was 15 in Honesdale High in March of 2012 and I wore my Rosary from Fathima, Dan ended up Shouting Profanities and Saying to Never Bring it with me to School again. The 1st Amendment does Say Freedom of Religion, it Doesn't say Freedom "From" Religion. I am Free to Express my Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and to Live a Life that Worships him, if I face Adversity for my Faith in God then so be it. If the World Hates you, Know that it Hated Jesus first.

I played OpenRSC Again, and it Appears I'm in Peaceful Solitude as the Other Folks are likely Killing Each Other in the Wilderness, while I am just Exploring Varrock taking in the Sights of the City. I'm hard to Not Notice in the Game as I have Purple Leggings, it's quite Similar to Easter of 2012 when Mom bought me an Easter Outfit, it was a Lavender Shirt with Ruffles, a Semi Short Purple Skirt as well as Purple Leggings. The Shoes were Comfortable Pink Flats, I recall a Girl named Hope was essentially Spying on me Shopping at Wal-Mart and Announced my Shopping Trip to the Entirety of the History Class I semi Lied and Said it was for my Cousin Elizabeth, well I am Elizabeth unbeknownst to them at the Time. Fitting that Hope became a bit of a Rat, she reminds me of the Lady in Kakariko Village who Annoyingly Warns the Guards whenever Link is around.

I also played A Link to the Past, this game happens to be my Therapist's Favorite Zelda Title, and it's Strange, Twilight Princess doesn't Allow you to Access the Sewers and the Tower after Zelda Sacrifices her Lifeforce to Save Midna from Oblivion, yet in A Link to the Past you can Visit the Sewer where Link's Uncle is Gravely Wounded, however you Cannot Access the Castle Itself again. It seems that the Games have their Hyrule Castles doing a bit of a Do-Si-Do when it comes to Access to them after Key Points.

The last game I played this afternoon was F-Zero, I figure, I own quite a Few SNES Games, however they Seem to be Neglected, might as Well have some Use for Them. There's something about Mute City that Captivates my Attention, I admire Futuristic Cities such as these, say to say I shall Never see them in my Lifetime, however Life can be Rather Unpredictable at Times so it could Possibly Happen, however the Chances of this Level of Advancement with Technology in my Lifetime is rather Slim. Captain Flacon is my Favorite Character in the Series as you can see from the Various F-Zero games I have Played.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making a Turkey Burger. I'll write more this Evening after Supper.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-29-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid some Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal for Breakfast with some Arizona Ginseng Honey Green Tea. I had an Interesting Dream last Night, where somehow I was in my Father's Store but there was a Party, but the Party was meant for the Destined Day. It's Strange, in my Dream, I did play a Few Zelda ROM hacks and asked for the Save Files on Discord but the Owners of the ROM hacks didn't want to Share them as they Wanted me to Play the Games on my Own without Help or Cheating.

I played the Helix Blade again, this is my Favorite Zelda ROM hack after all, there's something about Termina that feels like Home to me. Then again Termina has always been Connected to my Subconscious as it was the Game I tended to play when my Realizations about my Life's Purpose occurred at the Age of 12. I was Always meant to Serve Others, being a Maid isn't really a Bad Thing as my Dad seemed to Despise such a Life. Ironically while I was in his Store back in 2016 and he was Trying to make me into his Clone essentially by Teaching me his Trade, well I was Cleaning his Store and the Pocket Change he gave me was used for my Feminizing Supplements and Girly Wardrobe, so he Presumed he was "Manning" me up but he Unknowingly and Ironically was helping me Transition.

I also played Legend of Peach, this Game is certainly quite Interesting, then again seeing Link in Mario's World and Mario in Link's World in the Next Paragraph are certainly quite Unique Plots in Fangames. I admire the Stained Glass Window of Princess Zelda from the Minish Cap in place of the Window that Depicts Princess Peach in the Official Castle. It's Strange while Fighting the King Mad Scrub, I was listening to a Babylon Bee Skit about Christianity Light, honestly it was a bit Embarrassing on the Actor's Part, their Message was Commendable but the Acting was Awful. It reminded me of that Romeo and Juliet Sword Fight Reenactment in Honesdale High my Freshman Year in 2012, the Boys in the Skit were Acting rather like Ali G, Sacha Baron Cohen's Character if you haven't seen Da Ali G Show. When someone Tries to Act Urban when you Clearly know they are from the Country, well it's Incredibly as the Kids say Cringy. It was similar to the Babylon Bee using what they Presume to be Generation Z's Slang, given the Fact that the Actor appeared to be in his Early 40s it's kinda Pathetic. It's like that Steve Buscemi Meme.

The last game I played this morning was Super Mario 64 in Ocarina of Time, as I've said in the Previous Paragraph, these ROM hacks are Surreally Beautiful. I love that the Scarecrow from Lake Hylia is where Fado is during the Child Link Segment of the Game. I had to Collect 63 Coins as I had to put my Mark on the Game. I remember the Kokiri Forest being the First Wiki Article I printed back when I was 12 in Paupak's Partial Program back in 2008.

I'm gonna Cook some Lunch now, I'm making Veggie Chicken Sandwiches with Provolone Cheese and Ketchup. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-28-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some 4C Iced Tea, it's Hot as Heck in Waymart even at Night. July Truly is the Hottest Month in Northeast Pennsylvania, still it Could be Worse as Southern PA tends to have Hotter Weather. Still I am Fortunate to Live in such a Lovely Town. I am quite Eager to Eat at the Belmont this Week as Dawn makes the Best Creamed Chipped Beef on Toast. I am quite Excited for my LEGO Magazine as it's Released this Month I believe.

I played Wario World again and decided to Face the Famous Red Brief J. He's an Interesting Boss as he Seems to be Protecting himself from Wario seeing that his Attacks only Occur whenever you Punch him. I believe that Cows and Bulls are Generally Docile unless Threatened. I can Relate as I tend to be quite Peaceful unless Folks try to Interfere with my Happiness in Life. I prefer to Live in my Littlespace in the World, not Bothered by the Outside World's Fighting. I suppose I'm Mostly a Pacifist at Heart. The Lava animations are quite Beautiful as well as the Blurs that make it seem like Actual Steam from the Heat.

I also played Super Cream 64 again, this is one of my Favorite ROM hacks, it seems this Toad is quite Upset at the New Denizens of the Castle. Still I think he Misspelled Weeaboo, honestly I'm a bit on the Fence if that Label Applies to me as I Learned Japanese at 16 to play Visual Novels and Region Locked Games, but Still Mom did see my Browsing History on eBay and she did mention the Super Mario-kun Manga Bundle I wanted to Purchase a Few Years ago. Okay, it kinda Applies to me a little bit. I'm surprised Mom didn't Comment on the Strawberry Shortcake DVD Bundle, I believe she's Aware, but tends to Not say much considering she was a Little as well a Decade or Two ago, I do question if such Traits Run in Families or if it's Trauma Related considering my Big Sister Kathryn has Similar Qualities.

The last game I played tonight was VMKlegacy, this is my Favorite of the Two VMK Servers as it's Closest to the Original before it Shut Down. I've always Admired the Animations in the Rooms in the Park. My Big Sister Kathryn ended up Heading to the Actual Park Twice, but Considering the Long Lines and Price of Admission, I'm quite Blessed by Jesus to be able to Visit the Virtual Park Any Day with 2 Versions of it alongside No Lines and it being Completely Free. I tried to Convince Kathryn to play the Servers but she's Not Really into MMOs. It's her Loss as I believe she'd Enjoy the Virtual Park, it is Mentioned in the Kingdom Keepers Novel I ended up Giving her back in 2017 when my Amazon Order of the Kingdom Hearts Guide was messed up. I enjoy Big Thunder Mountain quite a bit in the Game, seeing that I can't Really Ride on Roller Coasters, it's Lovely to in Game Format.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I plan on Making some Eggs and Coffee for Breakfast, but to make Over Easy or Egg in a Basket, Decisions Decisions, still I'll Decide in the Morning as well as Write in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-28-26 Evening

Good evening, I Reheated some Veggie Lasagna for Dinner then I Snuggled with Violet. I listened to Some Music and had a Conversation with Mom about my Formative Years, if your Parents don't have Stories about you that you find a bit Embarrassing then I question the Nature of your Childhood. Part of Life is to have Awkward Moments especially in your Youth, if you Don't I do question your Honesty. Nobody is Perfect except for Lord Jesus Christ. However that Shouldn't give you Complacency when it comes to Sin, it's best to Pray to Jesus, Accept him into your Heart and Repent for your Wicked Ways. Hell is Very Much a Real Place and it's Not Pleasant so it's best to Accept Jesus now before the Day of Judgement as Death can come at Any Time.

I also played Ratchet and Clank again and it Seems I may have Accidentally Triggered a Cutscene Twice in the Game, Chairman Dreck reminds me quite a bit of Penn from the 2000s, when he had that TV Show, I refuse to Name it as I Despise Profanity. However it was the Impolite word for Poppycock. It seems that Penn had a bit of a Vendetta against my Faith, however it's his Choice to Damn himself in the Lake of Fire. Still he Still was the Poster Boy of Right Libertarianism and that Appears to be the Chairman's Stance on the Compass. I am a Republican, however for a Short Time I was a Libertarian until I realized they are a bit Too Chaotic and Taxes are a Necessary part of Life.

I also played ALF Escape, this Show was one of my Favorites when it came to Puppet Comedies, it does remind me of when I made my own Puppet Show back in Kindergarten in Stourbridge Primary. I was quite Creative even at 5, and I mostly Played Alone. As you can see, I tend to Play Single Player Games and the MMOs I partake in tend to Not Require Teamwork. That's not Counting the Fact that I Soloplay, it's Strange as I was Mostly Alone for well my Entire Life. I do remember Shortly after a Boy ended up Tripping me onto a Chair and I had acquired a Gash next to my Right Eye which Dr. Diamond had to use Glue on. I Still have the Scar to this day, of course it has Moved a bit with Time. Kathryn did Give me the DVD Set of ALF 2 Christmases ago.

The last game I played this evening was Kid Icarus, the Original for the NES. I recall Hearing of this Game via Smash Bros. Brawl's Guide. It's Strange this game is Far more Difficult than it's Sequel, then again if I can Finish IWBTG with Zero Deaths in Front of a Crowd in Paupak back in 6th Grade, then this shall be Simple. It's Strange 12 was my Peak when it came to my Skills with Videogames, it also was a Difficult Period of my Life, considering the Dreams I had that Turned to the Compulsion to the Lifestyle, Time seemed to be Against me as well, until I managed to Fix my Diet and coupled with my Insomnia, well when you Lack Sleep for 3 Days at a Time, that tends to Lower Testosterone quite Exponentially, of course that was my Unintentional but Favorable Outcome. I'd say, I've Always been a bit Restless, that Statue in Majora's Mask was just an Excuse as I've Always been Restless. However I prefer to Use my Waking Hours to my Advantage as you can see with this Blog and Cooking for Mom and Kathryn in the Early Mornings back in 2008 with my Favorite Maid Outfit. I am similar to that White Rabbit, always Moving Quickly and with Precision and Accuracy whenever it comes to my Creative Endeavors.

I'm gonna Take my Shower now, then I shall Write more Tonight after my Nightcap and Listening to Chrono Trigger the Musical by Man on the Internet. I was a Theater Kid after all.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-28-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid some Cream of Celery Soup for Lunch and I Dipped 2 Slices of Whole Wheat Bread in it. I then Listened to some Music, in Particular the Music from Last Impact, it's my Favorite Mario 64 ROM hack as well as my Second Favorite Mario Fangame all together next to Super Mario 63, the Latter is a Flash Game that explains the 063 in my Various Usernames. I think a lot of Folks presume it's a Rule 63 Reference given me being from the End of the FicitonMania era when it comes to the TG/TF Community, however I played Super Mario 63 a Couple Years before I even understood the Term Transsexual. In my childhood, I just Knew I felt like a Girl on the Inside, keep in mind this was back in the 2000s long before being Trans was Widely Understood.

I also played Jak 2 again, this happens to be my Favorite PS2 Game after all, there's something about Haven City that I find incredibly Captivating. The Flying Cars are my Favorite Features, of course in Jak Mar and Daxter's Franchise they are called Zoomers. I find it Fitting that they are Called Zoomers as Gen Z inherited quite the Mess, hence they Dystopian City in this Game being a bit of a Cosmic Joke in our Reality. Honestly I've Learned to Accept things as they are, Mostly. 

I also played my Favorite Game of All Time, MySims Kingdom DS, Mom saw my Sim in the Game and Decided to Put my Hair in a Ponytail of the Same Style just now. This Game has a Special place in my Heart as it Taught me Social Ques when I was 12. It's Strange but my Therapist says it's more Common for Technology to Help Those on the Spectrum such as myself when it comes to Therapeutic Uses. I am Level 1 on the ASD Spectrum if you are Curious, but to me I am Neither Better nor Worse than Neurotypicals, I'm Just Different when it comes to how my Mind Works.

The last game I played this afternoon is None Other than my Favorite Mario ROM hack, Last Impact. There's something Magnificent seeing the First Hub World in this game from this Vantage Point. I'm quite fond of the Vast Worlds in this Game as it's the Largest Mario 64 ROM hack when it comes to the Plot as well as the Size of the Worlds in this Game. It's Truly a Beautiful Marvel and hence why I also have Songs from this Game in my CD Collection.

I'm gonna get Dinner started now, I'm Reheating some Veggie Lasagna. I'll write more Later this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-28-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid Scrambled Eggs and Hot Sauce for Breakfast, then I Attended my Big Sister's Church again, it was quite Uplifting, our Wal-Mart+ Order arrived and I gave Violet her Salmon. She was quite Happy and Mewed into the Kitchen, after Giving her some of her Favorite Food, she Snuggled with me. I had a Strange Dream last night, there was Somebody who Wanted me Dead just for being AroAce as he was Jealous of my Purity, however Strawberry Shortcake called me up and Warned me ahead of Time, her of All Dream Figures, well she did Raise me after all. If it weren't for Strawberry's Optimism and Lessons of Compassion, my Life would have been Far more Miserable.

I played Baten Kaitos Origins, it's Strange, the First Game doesn't really work on Dolphin 5.0 however this Game works a bit Better. However the Game does Crash after a bit. The War Room has to be my Favorite Place in the Prologue as it Reminds me of the Conference Room I would be in back in 2017 when I was a Member of Wayne County's Systems of Care. There was a Big Black Poodle that one of the Members had who would often put his Head on my Lap under the Table whenever we had Pizza. I was moved by his Adorable Begging so I had to Give him my Pizza Crust. I may have Cynophobia but some Dogs are too Cute to Fear.

I also played Pandemonium 2, I find the Red Background in the Puzzlewoods to be quite Fitting as the Phlegethon does Run through the Woods in the Second Ring of the 7th Circle in Dante's Inferno. I'm quite fond of Classic Literature, hence why Pandemonium caught my Eye. It's the Name of the Capital of Hell in John Milton's Paradise Lost. I recall Writing a Book Report on the Poem during my Senior Year of Commonwealth Connections Academy in the Spring of 2015.

The last game I played this morning was Barbie Explorer, this is my Favorite Tomb Raider Clone after all, however my Favorite Barbie Game is Ocean Discovery, however similar to Sim Park and Sim Safari, it's a Sour Grape for me as I can't Play them on my Laptops, at least not Yet. Still, I'm a Very Patient Girl and I shall Play the Game with Time. The Lake in the Jungle reminds me of Lake Victoria, I'd love to Visit it someday as it's one of the Sources of the Nile River.

I'm gonna Prepare Lunch soon, I'm making some Cream of Celery Soup. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-27-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, some 4C Iced Tea, I require the Energy as I have a Busy Day tomorrow, acquiring enough MS Rewards Points for Mom to have Another Amazon Card. I'm quite a Busy Bunny these Days, my Therapist even says I seem Incredibly Active, however Time is Far from Eternal so I Enjoy making the Most of my Time. I do plan on Creating a Let's Play after Church in the Morning, I'm Considering heading to Kathryn's Church again as I did Enjoy the Strict Biblical Teachings of Pastor Steve. As much as I enjoy the United Methodist Church, it can be a bit Worldly at Times and once you are Reborn in Christ, the Physical World tends to have Less Meaning.

I played Sonic Heroes again and I am Starting to Enjoy this game quite a bit, Team Rose is my Main as Cream has to be my Favorite Character. As you're Aware my Fursona is a Purple Rabbit, not to Mention I enjoy the Vibrant Stages on this Questline as opposed to the Other Teams. I'm not too Fond of Robotnik, however it's because Sonic and the Black Knight is my Favorite Sonic Game. I remember my First Sonic Game that I played, I was 7 at the Time and in First Hospital, the Game was Adventures 2 Battle. I progressed quite Far in that Hospital, which was a Telling Sing that I was Unjustly placed in that Mental Hospital. However the Person who Needed Help in the Family now tends to Hide behind Religion as a Mask of her True Problems as her Father Brainwashed her into Thinking Therapy was Detrimental and that I was the Cause of All of her Problems. Yep my Big Sister Kathryn really should Speak to a Therapist, but she Refuses to thanks to my Father's Corruption.

I also played Avatar the Last Airbender's RPG for the GameCube again, there's something Soothing about this Earth Kingdom Village. Then again being Raised in the Small Town of Honesdale and the Countryside of Wayne County, I find myself Drawn to Such Places. It's Strange, I find the City a bit too Much for me as I prefer Fresh Air. It's why I was Expelled from SNHU, my Liberal Arts Professor ended up Failing me for being a Republican and Refusing to Conform to their City Slicker Views. I'm a Country Bumpkin through and through and I believe in things being the Way they Are. Hence why I believe the Social Construct View is Garbage and just a Euphemism for Choice. I'd rather be Despised for being me, than Loved for Lying about my Existence. The Professor was rather Angry, however I left that School with my Head Held High and I continue to Follow my Own Path, Ballroom Dancing to my own Fiddle and Singing my Songs in my Comfortable Cottage. Back to the Game, Aang is rather Annoying to me, not due to his Excitement or even his Voice, it's his Selfishness and his Grandiose Sense of his Importance alongside his Moral Uptightness.

The last game I played tonight was Animal Crossing, this is my First Time Playing an Animal Crossing game and I find it quite Adorable and I admire the Various Animals that you Help Build Furnishings for as Payment to Mr. Nook in Exchange for Living in the Village. It's quite a Charming Game and is the Predecessor to the MySims Games when it comes to the Game's Concepts. The Post Office does remind me that I should Inform Sarah that the Postal Carrier Assigned to our Neighborhood hasn't been Delivering Mail for almost a Month and it's Time he gets Fired for his Laziness as well as his Malicious Misplacement of Necessary Postage.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, we do have a Wal-Mart+ Order coming Tomorrow, Hopefully and I have a Church Livestream to Attend. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-27-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid some Veggie Lasagna for Dinner, then I checked my YouTube it seems one of my Subscribers happens to be the Receptionist at my Endocrinologist. It truly is a Small World after all, it's Strange None of the Other Healthcare Professionals except for my Therapist tend to View my Works, still I'm quite Happy about it as she is Someone I Enjoy Chatting with via Email. Speaking of, Next Month I do have Bloodwork due. I am Nervous about my Spiro being Decreased, however considering the Fact that my Testosterone Levels even before HRT were only 100 at Most and 60 at Least, perhaps it's for the Best.

I played Resident Evil the Mercenaries 3D, this is the Latest Resident Evil game that I have Played, well Revelations was the Latest, however due to the Storage Space required similar to Hyrule Warriors Legends, I sadly had to Get Rid of those Games, at least on my Main Laptop. My Other one has those Games on it. I actually haven't played RE5 and onward when it comes to Console Titles, handheld it's a bit Different.

I also played Tomodachi Life again and decided to Give my Main Mii a Gift, some New Clothes. Well she is made in my Image so to Speak so she would Love Clothes. Speaking of, I'll be Donating some Clothes to the Salvation Army as I tend to have Too Much Clothes. Mom will be Shopping there as she Doesn't Have Many Clothes due to the GLP1 Stuff. Personally I think those Injections are Dangerous if Used Excessively. I am Content being Pudgy so I Never would Take them myself.

The last game I played this evening was Grandia, this is one PSX RPG that I didn't invest much Time in, however seeing that this Word is quite Similar to Eberron and Athas if they Merged, well the Game is already a Masterpiece. Sue has to be my Favorite Character as she Reminds me of my Friend Susan from when I was 10. The Bad Josh that I mentioned ended our Friendship as he Presumed we were More than Friends, which was unfounded, however he was incredibly Narcissistic and those on the Dark Triad love Jealousy and Sabotage, anywho we Didn't Speak for Several Years due to the Boy's Meddling, then when I did see my Friend again I asked her if she went to the Program I attended, she said No, what Perplexed me was her Motive for Lying to a Childhood Friend. I do question how Damaged my Reputation became thanks to Josh, he Accused George of some Very Nasty Things, I can only Imagine what Rumors and Lies he Concocted about me. I'd see but I refuse to View his Channel as it would be Too Painful not to Mention he Craves Attention so I'd Starving him of his Spiritual Food.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared soon, then I'll be Writing more Tonight before Sleeping to Attend Church in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-27-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid some Chicken Noodle Soup for Lunch again, the Wal-Mart+ Order Driver is once Again incredibly Incompetent. I believe that similar to the USPS Delivery Drivers should be within the Jurisdiction for Termination of Employment especially for Incompetence. If there's one thing I Hate just as much as Envy, it's Incompetence. I believe that some Folks truly Don't Deserve to have Certain Jobs as Others can do their Work with Far more Efficiency. I am Very Business Orientated when it comes to well Work. Regardless, our Order was Cancelled and I'm very Late with my Entry and it's Causing me Distress, similar to Rainman, I get Very Upset when my Routine is Disrupted.

I played Disney's Dinosaur for the PSX, this Film was what Introduced me to Paleontology at the Age of 4. I recall Heading to the Museum of Natural History when I was 5 to See my Favorite Dinosaur, the Oviraptor. I've Always had a bit of a Fascination when it came to Birds, heck while Awaiting the Wal-Mart+ Order that Never Arrived, there was a Finch that Kept me Company. I seem to Befriend Many Animals except for Two, Yellow Jackets and Dogs as Both seem to Despise me.

I also played Nicktoons Racing, this game was Introduced to me by a Friend back in my Childhood. His name actually Escapes me at the Moment. However it would make Sense considering that I was Introduced to him by my Father and I related more to Girls than Boys. Angelica shall Always be my Main Character, and Bikini Bottom will Always be my Favorite Stage as well, I admire the Ice Cream Shop from the Hall Monitor Episode.

The last game I played this afternoon was my Favorite Handheld Mario Game, Super Mario 3D Land, I made it to World 4-1 after Several Lives Lost while Facing the Airship of World 3. Regardless I was Victorious and am Now in the Forests, heck they are my Favorite Places in the Mushroom Multiverse.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making some Veggie Lasagna, I'll write more Later this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-27-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid some French Onion Soup for Breakfast, it was quite Hearty especially with the Provolone Cheese, my Half Aunt Yong-Hui gave me the Recipe a long Time ago. Her and my Half Uncle Mark Passed Away from Cancer a Few Years Ago. Honestly Time seems to be Slipping from my Mind, there are Days when I wake up and Believe I'm 26, when I have to Mentally Remind myself that I'm actually 29 and shall be 30 in December. Mentally my Age is a bit more Complex as I tend to Shift from Stage 7 to Stage 3 if the Erickson Scale is an Accurate Psychological Tool, my Therapist will have to Give me his Opinion on it. It's Fair to say, I Harbor plenty of Guilt hence Stage 3, I tend to Blame Myself for my Parents Separating, however at the Same Time, I Realize my Father shouldn't have done what he did over having a "son" who wasn't as Masculine as he had Hoped. He should've Accepted that he had 2 Daughters, however 2002-2003 were Very Different Times to be Sure. Still my Therapist did tell me to Not Justify what he did. Anywho, I did see that I've Gone International with this Blog and that Pleases me as I hope I make a Positive Impact on Folks' Lives.

I played Pac-Man World 2 again, this game is my Favorite of the Pac-Man Games as well as the Very First Modern Pac-Man Game that I owned. I was 10 at the Time, Kathryn and I got quite Far, up to Pinky's Revenge. In 2015, my Big Sister Kathryn bought the Guide for me, for my 19th Birthday that Year, keep in mind that was when she Still believed that I was some kind of Demon. My Belief is that Deep Down she Knew what the Cult she was Part of has Said about me was Entirely False. Otherwise I doubt she Would've Given me that Book via Amazon. That does Remind me, there hasn't been any Mail all Week, Perhaps the New Postal Carrier is Misplacing Mail again, he tends to do that. I just hope he has my LEGO Magazine as I will be Very Angry if he Doesn't as that's my Highlight of my Day, Every 2 Months.

I also played Resident Evil 4, this Game was first Introduced to me by a boy named Gatlin when I was 13 in Western Wayne's Emotional Support Class. He was rather Obsessed with this Game, and humorously enough Presumed he Knew Spanish, despite him calling El Gigante which means The Giant in Spanish, he called the Creature a E. L. Giant, in his Words "Extra Large Giant", when I think of it now, his Stupidity kinda makes me Laugh a bit, as Giants aren't like a Carton of Eggs, they are just Giants and Half Giants sometimes in Fiction. Heck my Half Cousin Alan is a bit of a Giant and a Very Friendly one at that as we used to Play PS2 Games in his Room down in the Basement of my Half Aunt and Half Uncle's House up in Bethany while the Cousins would Roughhouse on the First Floor. Needless to say, I was Swarmed quite Quickly within the First Few Minutes of this Game. I tend to Favor Resident Evil games like Code Veronica and Dead Aim as I'm used to their Mechanics.

The last game I played this morning was Kid Icarus Uprising, it's Strange this Game's Voice Acting tends to be a bit Choppy. Well I am Playing it on Citra so that may be why, also considering my Laptop that I mostly Play games on was Manufactured in 2018, it's Amazing it runs the way it does. Still this Game truly was a Masterpiece, it was quite a Marvel of it's Time. There's Something about the Moon in this Game that I find Captivating, then again I am a Moon Child after all, a Daughter of the Night, seeing that I was Born at 1:30am. The Moon and I have quite the Connection as I always was Awake at Night and was Far more Productive, needless to say I am Not a Fan of Midday, the Sun at High Noon can be Blinding to me as I tend to have Headaches when Exposed to Too Much Light, hence why I used to Wear Sunglasses at Night whenever I was in Youth Group as well as the Fact that it Takes Plenty of Energy for me to make Let's Plays given that even my Lamp can Cause Cluster Headaches. It's why I'm so Pale, the Sun tends to Harm me. It may sound Vampiric, however I am Very Much a Human Being, I just have a bit of a Sensory Issue.

I'm gonna cook Lunch soon after the Wal-Mart+ Order Arrives. I'll write more this Afternoon after making some Rice-a-Roni Creamy Four Cheese.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-26-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, I brewed some Citrus Tea, I then was a bit Hungry so I maid some more Chicken Soup. Tomorrow we will be having Another Wal-Mart+ Order, so I'm trying to Finish this Entry a bit Early so I can Rest. I apologize if I Appear in a bit of a Rush. I was Reading my Favorite Manga, the Majora's Mask Manga. There's something about those Manga that I enjoy which is why I purchased them Twice in Life. I let a Friend from the Anime Club borrow them, when I moved, however Will has been Avoiding me for Years after he Promised to Give me Game Guides for the Manga, regardless I Stopped Collecting Game Guides back in October of 2022 after Giving all 525 of them to a Friend. It's Strange, he Still believes he Owes me a Debt, however I Stopped Caring Awhile Ago and am Just really Disappointed in his Cowardly Behavior. He likes to Assert his Masculinity, well Real Men face whatever's in front of them, ironic that me a Literal Sissy has that Gumption that he Lacks.

I played my Favorite Tony Hawk Game, Pro Skater 3, I remember Purchasing this Game back when I was 10 at GameStop in Dickson City, it was the Store by Marc's Tattoos and the Game was only 6 bucks back in the Spring of 2007, I fell in Love with the Custom Parks and used to Spend Hours Creating and Testing them out for a Few Months. Keep in mind this was Long before I played SIM City 3000 Unlimited, however that Creative Spark was Always there. The Demoness shall Always be my Main Character for the GameCube Version, however when it comes to the N64 Version Steamer is my Main. As you can tell there are Trailers in the Background, I am quite Sentimental of Sunrise Park at least in the Times that Ron ran the Trailer Park. I was Fortunate to Move out of the Park when I did as the Place reached a Precipice with a Downward Spiral that I had No Interest in being a Part of. The Last Time I was in the Park, I saw my Childhood Home Decrepit, even the Playground that Kathryn and I used to Play on in our Past Backyard Disappeared and the Roads smelled of Rot and Death.

I also played The Sorcerer's Stone for the GameCube, personally I prefer the GBC Version, however this Game is just as Good as it Adds Several Characters and References from the Books instead of the Films. I can Explain why Snape's Class does indeed have an Odor, when you Realize that Potions is Essentially the Wizarding World's Version of Chemistry and Herbalism, you can Understand the Smell, especially if you were in a Natural Health Store at the Age of 6 when your Psychiatrist gave you a Hair Test to find out you Lacked Omega3s and Zinc. Anywho when I first Entered Nature's Grace at 6, I said Something about the Herbal Smells as I didn't Understand what I Clearly Understand now about Natural Medicines. In a way my Ovarian Glandular and Saw Palmetto would have been Considered Sorcery in the Past given their Benefits they've Given me when it comes to my Feminization. Those Herbs are rather Similar to the Uroboros Virus from Resident Evil 5 in that your Body can Reject them with Deadly Precision. It's why I believe that Lord Elohim intended for me to Transition as the Supplements are Perfect Matches when it comes to my Body Chemistry.

The last game I played tonight was Mario Kart Double Dash, this is my Favorite Mario Kart Game mostly due to my Big Sister Kathryn and I playing this Game back in Honesdale's McDonald's when we were in out Tween Years, as I was 10 and she was 12 at the Time. She was Always the Better Gamer, I tend to Encourage her to Make a Let's Play or Two but she Seems Content with her Job as an English Teacher. Regardless it is her Life after all, and Regardless of her Occupations and Hobbies in Life, I do Encourage her, she is my Big Sister and Only Sibling after all if you Exclude my Little Step Sisters. Yeah my Generation of my Immediate Family is like that Capn' Crunch Meme, aka Oops All Sisters. Still, I'd imagine I wouldn't get along with a Brother if I had one as I'm not the Aggressive Type like my Cousins that I spoke about. At my Worst, I'm Passive Aggressive, hence why even when Beaten to a Pulp in Carbondale Elementary, I Never once Hit Back. Keep in mind this was before Finding Jesus, I just Couldn't Bring Myself to Hit Another Human Being. Peach Beach happens to be my Favorite Mario Kart Course as it takes place on Isle Delfino and Mario Sunshine was the Very First Mario game that I ever played back in 2005.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, we have a Wal-Mart+ Order Arriving in the Afternoon, so I should be able to Write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth