Elizabeth's Diary 6-12-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid Woodfire Margareta Pizza for Dinner, then I Listened to some Music while I Cleaned,  the Song of Healing. It reminds me of when I shed my Mask, speaking of my Friend Steve Commented on my Meme on DeviantART. He enjoys my Cooking Videos on YouTube especially. I think I'll be Uploading one for him on Monday. I am a Woman of my Word after all. Tomorrow I'll be having my Berry Blue Powerade. It's my Favorite Drink, I remember Drinking it back when I was 7 thanks to the Matrix Reloaded Powerade Commercial.

I played Circle of the Moon, this has to be my Least Favorite Castlevania, but not due to the Plot as Carmilla Rescuing the great Dracula is quite Special, it's the Poison Worms, they are put in the Beginning whereas they should be in an Intermediate Area. Still in Saying that, I do Enjoy Carmilla's Castle, you Often tend to just see Castle Dracula itself. My Favorite Vampire Novel has to be Carmilla, that does Remind me.

I played Reign of Blood again, I personally have been Spinning the Wheel quite a bit and as you can See, I have Plenty of Good Fortune, it's a Naples Superstition that I bring Good Luck. I presume it's True as I've Never Lost a Game of Bingo. Lord Elohim seems to Favor me, perhaps being What I am Does indeed have it's Perks at Times.

Take the Player Killer in OpenRSC, he tried to be a bit Sneaky but I saw him, I choose to Play his Game and Sneak up on him, then Stab him from Behind as he Planned to do to me. I do Love this Restaurant, it's quite Charming and Reminds me of the Trackside Grill in Honesdale. My Big Sister Kathryn and I used to Eat BLCs there in our Mid Teen Years. It was Bacon, Lettuce and Cheese, I wouldn't have Minded Tomatoes, but Kat tends to Not Enjoy them so, I made my Big Sister feel Better by Eating the Same Thing. She Loves her Cheeses, heck that's why she's at her Summer Job as a Receptionist for a Christian Camp in Wisconsin. 

I'm gonna get my Nightcap prepared soon, I'm in the Mood for a Cup of Smart and Simple Black Tea with Milk and Sugar. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-12-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid some Buffalo Wings with Bleu Cheese Dressing for Lunch with Sam's Diet Cola as a Beverage, afterwards Mom and I had some Blue Bunny Ice Cream for Dessert. I love my Foods, the Blue Bunny reminded me that I haven't played any Toontown and Club Penguin servers for quite a while, I suppose now that I have the Offline Versions where I am in Control of the Game, I stopped playing Online Games. I guess I've been Playing on my own since I was 3, when the Other Kids would Play, I'd often just Build Buildings with Mega Blocks or play Pretend, sometimes I would play Videogames. Throughout my Life, I've always been quite the Hermit, even with D&D I tend to Soloplay. I'm not Too Fond of Teams when it comes to Games.  My Big Sister Kathryn and my Close Friend Kaitlyn and I did Play, so I do have Family and Friendships however it was Difficult for me to Play with Others unless I knew them. When I was 9 there were 2 Boys in the Apartment Complex who Invited themselves over and Trashed my Room, I was Fuming Angry as Everything was in Proper Order and they Tried to Behead my Prized Jamie Doll that I recently Purchased from the Dollar Tree that Night. I Screamed at them to Leave and Never see me Again. Since then I've Hated having Folks, Especially Guys try to Invade my Sanctum, my Room is for Violet and I.

I played Dark Cloud, this is one of my Favorite PS2 Games, my Friend Chris told me about this Game back in October of 2015, he mentioned it is a Mix of MySims Kingdom DS and The Legend of Zelda. I personally think this Game is quite Unique in it's own Right. Toan has to be my Favorite Character in the 2 Games, enough so that I named my Shiba Inu Nintendog after him.

I also played Family Guy the Game, this particular Room is my Favorite as my First Family Guy episode that I watched was the one with Doug the Pimple. I was 11 at the time and Didn't really Understand the Little Shop of Horrors Reference. I don't Remember ever having Acne, then again my Testosterone was Always Incredibly Low, when I started having those Dreams that Manifested into Urges then Habits then a Lifestyle, well my Test was originally 315 when I was 11 and 1/2, then when I was 12, they Plummeted down to about 86, that's what is Said on my Bloodwork. My Bloodwork when I was 13 said 46. Still I never had Acne and I barely had Facial Hair not to mention my Face turning from Triangular to Rounded. Lord Elohim intended this for me.

The last game I played this afternoon was Skies of Arcadia Legends, I enjoy Exploring this World, my Favorite Kingdom has to be Ixa'Taka, I'm quite fond of Rixis. Then again since I saw Apocalypto, I've always been Fond of Ancient Mezzo and South America, the Aztec Empire to be more Specific. They were a Very Resourceful and quite Civilized People. I think they have a Bad Reputation due to the Sacrifices, however Human Sacrifice has been Occurring Around the World since we Left the Garden of Eden. The Aztecs were Excellent Architects and Brilliant Innovators, they Also made use of their Land for All 3 Ways to Acquire Food, Agriculture, Hunting as well as Gathering.

I'm gonna get Dinner Prepared Soon, I'm making a Bettergoods Woodfire Margareta Pizza. I'll Write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-12-26 Morning

Good morning, we had our Refrigerator Replaced and Mom is Shopping at Wal-Mart, she Got some Blue Bunny Ice Cream, it's my Favorite Brand of Ice Cream after all. I'm quite Excited to Try out some Veggie Buffalo Wings as well. I prefer to Eat some Plant Based Meats on Occasion not out of Moral Reasons as much as Health Concerns. I have High Triglycerides which I have to Keep in Check. I did Upload another Let's Play this Morning, and I heard some Rather Amusing News about Facebook's Outage, Honestly God is doing the Folks on that Site a big Favor.

I also played Tingle's Balloon Trip of Love, I admire the Intro as it Plays into Tingle's Insecurities. In particular his Lack of a Girlfriend, I'll Never relate to that Insecurity myself as I'm AroAce but Still the Insults were a Perfect Pitch for Conning him into Purchasing that Book. Yep, I'm Fluent in Japanese just to Play these Region Locked Games as well as Visual Novels. As I've also Said a few Times, I'm not Really an Anime Fan, I will Read Manga on Occasions, however I'm quite Selective with what I Read. I'm quite Sensitive to Certain things even in Fiction so I steer Clear of Certain Manga and I Despise Hentai, a Friend Sent me a Comic via Facebook when I was 17( in the Spring of 2014) and it Made me Literally Vomit. I suppose I'm what they call Sex Repulsed, it Comes with the AroAce Territory.

I also played Majora's Mask again and Decided to Explore the Ikana Graveyard, this Area reminds me of when I was 3 and Linda the Person in Charge of Daycare would Walk everybody through the Graveyard and say that the Hut where the Caretaker Worked was where a Witch Lived. When I was 7 I visited the Hut myself and Talked with the Gentleman there, he was a bit Angry at Linda when he Found out she Scared Kids like that. He was Similar to Dampe, having a Scary Reputation but being a Gentle Soul.

The last game I played this morning was Termina Invasion, I noticed something both Peculiar and Logical, the Water Puddle here. When the Moon is Closer to the Earth, there tends to be High Tide, when I was 3 in Promise Land State Park, in August there was a Drought and it was Low Tide in the Lake so I assumed I was 12ft Tall at the Time, but what my Younger Self didn't know was the Moon's Relationship with Water Levels. I also thought that Venus was the Sun when I saw a Sunrise in the Morning at that Age.

I'm gonna Cook some Hot Wings now, then I'm getting some Rest. I'll write more Later this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, it's my Usual on a Hot Night, a Large Cup of 4C Iced Tea, I did Sleep for a little bit. I had a Strange Dream, I was at the Public Pool and I Refused to Enter the Water as I was Wearing my Purple Blouse and Purple Semi-Mini Skirt, and I Hate getting Wet, but I Despise the Changing Room a lot more. I can't Stand seeing myself without Clothes let alone Strangers, it's Super Weird. Come to think of it, the Event I dreamed About actually Happened in the Honesdale Pool in Summer of 2012. My Furdaughter Violet and I have that in Common, we hate Getting Soaked, I grew up with Cats, I suppose I picked up a couple Traits from my Friends, it's actually Interesting when you are with a Group for more than 12 Months you Begin to Pick up parts of the Group's Traits. I suppose that's why I Refuse to go to Psych Rehab, the Folks there have Several Negative and Unwanted Traits and I don't want to be Mentally Poisoned by them. Cats on the Other hand, they are the Purrfect Friends for me to Spend Time with. I may be a Snob, but I'm Happy to be Me even if it Upsets People. 

I also played SpongeBob Squarepants Movie, well the GBA Version of it, I enjoy the Backdrops, this One is Particular is rather Beautiful. Personally I wasn't Too Fond of the Film then again, I prefer the First 2 Seasons of SpongeBob, I suppose it's Due to me being a bit of a Traditionalist when it comes to the Media I consume. I tend to Enjoy the Shows I grew up with, I find most Modern Television and a Majority of Mainstream YouTube to be rather Dull. It's called Brainrot for a Reason.

I also played MyVMK again and decided to Explore the World Showcase, I'm quite Fond of the America Room in the Game as it Stars Independence Hall. I have a Profound Patriotism as well as Pennsylvania Pride more Specifically Rural and Historical Pennsylvania Pride. That little Building holds Great Significance in the History of this Country. Considering what happened in England a Day or so ago, I'd Say I truly am Proud to be an American. We do have Plenty of Freedoms that Most Nations lack, if you're Curious my Favorite President has to be Thomas Jefferson from the Historical Era and Dubya from when I was growing up. You can Certainly tell that I'm a Republican, but I've said it a few Times.

The last game I played tonight was LEGO Island, I remember Spending Plenty of Time on the Beach looking at that Single Palm Tree back when I was 3 and Played this at Daycare. I desperately wanted to Get there and 4 Years Later I finally did. I recall Asking Santa for 2 Things in my Tyke Years, to be a Girl and to have LEGO Island, as I got Older I asked Jesus for the First Wish as well as my own Arcade, Jesus Provided, it Took Years but he Does Answer your Prayers but you Must be Patient and Ask in Faith. Ask in Faith and you Shall Receive after all.

I'm gonna get some Rest, the Maintenance Worker is Arriving in the Morning about our Fridge. He likely will Give us a New One. In the Meantime I'll be Getting some Shut Eye. I'll likely Write more in the Late Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid Salisbury Steaks and Mashed Potatoes for Dinner, it was quite Hearty, Violet and I Snuggled for a bit. I recently Discovered that my Therapist doesn't Read this Blog, so it seems I have a Mysterious Stranger who is quite Invested in my Diary. Welcome New Friend whomever you may be. My Therapist did ask about my Night Terrors, he Can't Pinpoint the Cause, what he Doesn't Realize is that the Dreams are Very Specific in Relation to my Dysphoria. It's best he Doesn't Know after all he did Tell me there's "Nothing Wrong" with my Body. I'd imagine if he knew the Natures of my Dreams, well he would be a bit Mortified at the Prospect. It's Hot as Heck Today, I can't wait for the Weather to Cool off Tonight so I can make a Let's Play.

I played Super Mario 64 New Beginnings, Toad Town is in this game, however the Central Foyer of the First Floor in the Castle reminds me of a Place I haven't Visited in over 20 Years of so, Villa Roma in Upstate New York, in particular the Party Room for the Kids on New Years Eve. My Grandma Rose had a Timeshare there so we Stayed in their Hotel Room. However something Rather Strange happened whenever I would Sleep in the Same House as my Grandma and it Happened in the Hotel Room as well. I would often have Bad Dreams and Wake up at 3am, she was an Actual Witch when she was Alive and she had a Fondness for Black Magic. In my Early Teen Years I would also Practice Magic but it was for a Specific Reason, it was Transformation Magic, it Didn't Work, but when I was Saved by Jesus then HRT fell into my Hands from the Heavens.

I also played The Minish Cap, it's my Favorite Handheld Zelda game after all, I made it to The Palace of the Winds and I wasn't Expecting to see Gibdos in the Clouds, it does make me Wonder, just how long have these Ungodly Creatures been Lurking in Hyrule. They weren't Awoken in Skyward Sword as the Cursed Bokoblins were their Predecessors. The Wind Tribe may have Created this Ungodly Process long before the Hyrulian Civil War.

The last game I played this evening was Sonic Advanced 2, I managed to Rescue Cream from Dr. Robotnik and Now I can Play as one of my Favorite Characters in the Franchise. She is quite Remarkable as she is just as Fast as Sonic and has some Impressive Animations even for a GBA Game. Her and I both care for our Mothers and that is Quite Relatable, speaking of I did see my Mom's Therapist but she was rather Busy talking to Someone. I did want to Show her my New Radio, but I'd imagine Mom will Tell her about it on Monday.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared soon and when it Cools off I'll be Making Another Let's Play. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid French Onion Dip Sandwiches again, it seems that Wal-Mart had Delayed our Order again. Regardless Mom will be Heading there Tomorrow, I can't wait to have some Buffalo Wings. I did Take a Nap while Listening to this Interesting Video on Biblical Laws, while I may Agree with some Points there are Several that I Disagree with. The Bible is the Absolute Authority of God and to Put your Spin on the Fine Print is Incredibly Hypocritical. I can see why he uses the Name "Redeemed Zoomer" he Tried to Appease the Masses while Pushing his Own Views instead of Jesus Christ's Truth. He is Highly Unbiblical and it's quite Saddening, not to Mention he Sounds quite Older than Someone from Gen Z, perhaps he is being quite Deceptive.

I played Ocarina of Time and explored The Spirit Temple, I recall Listening to the Theme whenever I would Bathe in my youth. I would Often Use Scalding Water with my Bubble Baths as I can't stand Wet Cold. Dry Cold is a Different Story all together. The Statue would be a Lovely Paperweight for my Desk.

I also played Mario Kart 64 DS, this game is quite Beautiful as it Takes inspiration from Mario 64 DS. The DS truly had some Amazing Remakes, such as the Great Giana Sisters, it looked Less like a Super Mario Bros. Clone and More like it's Own Game. Remakes are Normally Cash Cows, however there are some Exceptions to the Trope. I remember my 3rd Facebook Post from my First Account in 09' said that the Game was for the N64, 13 Year Old me Didn't Understand the Difference between the C64 and N64.

The last game I played this afternoon was Dragon Ball Z Kart 64, I love the Various Locations from the Show in this Game. Filler Hell has to be my Favorite, especially with the TFS Version of this Place. The Blood Fountain used to be Water. I'd Gladly play as Zarbon, but Freiza was the only one Available. That does remind me of this old Cartoon Show on YouTube called "Zarbon's Masterpiece Theater." Sad to say 4Kids ended up Taking it down, it was kinda Irritating since I can't find the Archived Versions, perhaps I'll try to Look on Newgrounds.

I'm gonna get Dinner started, I'm making Salisbury Steaks and Mashed Potatoes. I'll write more later this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid something Simple for Breakfast, some Honey Nut Cheerios, I remember I'd Eat them at 2am when I was 2 Years of age. I was a bit of a Night Owl, well I Still am, being a Child of the Night runs in my Blood and Yes I do Make Sweet Music, I love Composing Music as it's Something I've been Partaking in since I was 13. My Music Teacher in Western Wayne back in 09' saw my Symphonies and he was Mesmerized considering I was 13 at the Time. He actually seemed to Favor me over the Other Students as I received a Perfect 100 on my Report Card. He knew who I Truly was in those Days as he Saw my Preferred Name from the Site that I Uploaded my 72 Symphonies on. I was a big Fan of Majora's Mask even then and I preferred to Do things in 3's so 72 was the Ideal Number of Symphonies for me to have Written. I do Compose still, but Mostly Sonnets and a couple Requiems for my Family Members Passing. I'd Would've play them at their Funerals but I'm Disowned. Still I am Looking for a Place to Upload my Sheet Music to like in those years. Regardless of my Father's Opinions, I am a Better Musician than him Regardless it's kinda My Fault as I let him Presume I was just Watching Gameplay Videos and Comedy Films, nope I was Writing Music as well as Researching how to Become a Girl.

I played Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep again, this Game was actually my Introduction to Kingdom Hearts as my Friend Alex introduced me to the Series by Talking about this Game back in Fall of 2010. She was quite Pleasant to Chat with in the Lunch Room in Honesdale Middle School. She like me was seen as Emo, I believe we were both Scene Kids in those Times. I can Understand the Mistake of Cultural Identity however it's rather Different. It's actually rather Similar to how some Mistake me for being Transgender, I tend to use the term Transsexual to Describe myself. Still I tend to just Ignore the Mistake as I'm Generally quite Agreeable, well I Appear to be despite my Inner Feelings. I realized I can Race on a Keyblade in Disney Town, however unlike in Toontown which this World is Based upon, Chip and Dale run the Race Course instead of Goofy.

I also played The Simpsons Game, this Show was the First Cartoon that I saw with my Grandpa Joe as he had the Episodes Taped on VHS. The very First Episode that I saw was when Bart gets Run Over by Mr. Burns and the Part where Bart entered Hell kinda Scared me. That does Remind me, I have Confession on Saturday. It's been about 19 Years since I last had been in a Confession Booth as I was a bit of a Wanderer when it comes to my Faith. The Fact that Grand Theft Scratchy starts out in a Near Identical Copy of Grove Street from San Andreas is quite Humorous and a bit Strange especially since the Sky is Orange similar to the Beginning of the Game this is Based off of. I do Appreciate Marge trying to Stop the Fighting in Games, however that's the Point of some Games. Still if Marge weren't Concerned she Wouldn't have Bart's best Interest at hear. Still I do think that Children shouldn't Play Games such as these, we have the ESRB for a Reason. Mom wouldn't let me Play GTA Games until I was 16, my First M Rated Game happened to be Resident Evil Code Veronica X, however I Read the Novels a Year Earlier in 2012.

The last game I played this morning was Ratchet and Clank Size Matters, I love the Giant Clank Battles, they're quite Engaging, I can now Understand the Name of the Title, Clank becomes a Iron Giant that Shoots his Way into Space. The Planet Metalis Reminds me a lot of The Planet of Junk from the Gen 1 Transformers Movie, Eric Idle was quite Hilarious even in a Cartoon Robotic Alien Hivemind. Him and Palin are my Favorites of the Pythons as much as I enjoy Cleese he tends to use a bit Too Much Cruelty in his Sketches, such as when he Shoots the Cheese Shop Owner and when he is in that Horrid Cannibal Undertaker Sketch. He's a Great Comedian and Actor but he Takes things a bit Too Far at times. Yeah I Totally Didn't have all 4 Seasons of the Flying Circus on VHS when I was 14 alongside the 4 Films. My Favorite Sketch is the Dirty Fork as it's Meaning is quite Clever and Proves a Point about their Style of Comedy.

I'm gonna get Ready for Therapy soon, the Bus will be here Soon and I have my Lollipops in my Purse for Folks who would Like them. I'll write more this Afternoon once I Return and Make Lunch.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-10-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some Celestial Seasonings Tension Tamer Tea, I tend to Feel a bit Nervous whenever I Travel to Honesdale as I have some Bad Blood with a Few Folks in Town and Some of them are Far from Forgiving and tend to be Incredibly Petty as well as Cruel. As much as I love my Hometown, I had some Harrowing Experiences in School as well as the "Support" Group. The latter Attempted to Destroy my Life over a Difference of Opinions. One person in Particular, I am Certain Enjoys chatting about me, he Seems rather Embittered towards Republicans as well as those from the Sissy Community and I happen to belong to Both Demographics. Regardless, it's Better to have Therapy there Instead of Carbondale as Carbondale was Torture for me. Before my Experiences in that Town, I was quite Happy, but the Bullying on a Daily Basis both Physically as well as Teasing nearly Broke my Psyche, I'm Fortunate to have Escaped to the Partial Program when I did. The Method was a bit Unorthodox as I Feigned Delusions, however the World I created for the Fabrication turned into a D&D Campaign a Year or so Ago.

I played Ocarina of Time again and Decided to Visit an Old Friend, I wrote a Story about him on my DeviantART. https://www.deviantart.com/lizzie063/art/The-ReDead-s-Grave-TG-1278322990 I tend to Visit this Grave on Occasions to Remind myself of what I Overcame. I find it Fitting that I have the White Tunic, as it Reflects my Purity in my Allegory. ReDeads are quite Fitting not just for my Past Self but for a Majority of Hateful Folks in Life, Screaming but Dead on the Inside. Incidentally my Repressed Period of my Life was when I was Incredibly Hateful, due to me Hating myself. I've maid Plenty of Improvements and Now I actually Love Myself well Except for one Small Detail that Shall be Corrected by Surgery.

I played Majora's Mask again and Attempted to Play the Song that would Bring Forth the Cause of my Insomnia in my Teen Years. It seems the Statue refuses to Appear, perhaps Ghosts are Cowardly unless you Fear them. And since I Attempted to See it Face to Face, to Confront a Horrific Incident that Tormented me for Several Years, it Didn't Appear. Perhaps Jesus is Preventing me from Opening up such a Wound. Still the View of Great Bay is quite Beautiful, I do question what's beyond the Ocean's Horizon, however I do have a Theory.

The last game I played Tonight was Tingle's Rosy Rupeeland, this Game may in fact Take Place on the Planet that Termina is Located. It would make Plenty of Sense as Tingle was Transformed in this Game as well as Tingle having a Average Job, it would be Logical as his Father was the Swamp Tourist Center's Owner. Nepotism runs wild and it Helps Secure Work especially in the Gilded Age which Termina is Similar to with Technology and Culture.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I have Therapy in the Morning and I'll Write more After making Breakfast before the Bus Arrives.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-10-26 Evening

Good evening, we Walked to the Waymart Hotel and I had a Pepsi and Mom had her Miller Lites and we Shared some Curly Fries. We did walk to the Gravity Restaurant as well and we saw our Friends, Celia and Bob. They're doing quite Well, and I'm Glad they are, we had Discussions on Invasive Species and I talked about Green Crabs and how Folks are Making them into Seafood Delicacies. I did mention this Blog to Celia so if she Reads this, Hi. Afterwards when we Arrived Home, I maid some Chicken and Broccoli. It's Strange in my Childhood I refused to Eat Bird of any sort, even Eggs to Appease my Budgies, I didn't want them to be Uncomfortable.

I played Sonic Adventures DX and decided to Spend time with my Pets, this Green Chao is my Favorite as he has a bit of an Attitude and I find it Adorable. He loved being Petted and Eating the Cubed Green Fruit, it's Fair to Say that I spoil him quite a bit, Similar to how I spoil my Real Furbaby Violet. Tails is my Favorite Character in this Game, he's Bright but Unlike Sonic, he isn't Arrogant. Tails is Very Nurturing towards the Chaos and it Shows.

I also played Mario Kart Wii, well the ROM hack for it on the DeSmuME, Moo Moo Meadows is quite Beautiful even for the DS. I prefer the Countryside as I was Born and Raised in Honesdale, the Woods shall Always be my Home. The Farm reminds me of Rickard's Cider Mill, they make the Best Apple Cider you could Ever Taste as their Apples are Freshly used in their Delectable Autumn Drink. It was there that I purchased my First Bag on Pink Lady Apples which Continue to be my Favorite Apples to this day.

The last game I played this evening was Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories, I did play this Version on mGBA long before playing it's Remake on the PCSX2, honestly I prefer the Original as it is Truly it's own Game and the Card Generated Rooms seems more Logical for the GBA. I also enjoy the Hundred Acre Woods as it's Not in the Remake. My Big Sister Kathryn and I used to Watch Winnie the Pooh in our Tyke Years. I've Always preferred Rabbit as he's Hard Working and Prefers to Enjoy the Fruits of his Labors instead of Slacking Off. 

I'm gonna Take a Hot Shower to Cool off from the Heat in Waymart via Osmosis of Heat. Then I'll be Preparing my Nightcap. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-10-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid a Cup of Licorice Root Tea for my Mid Morning Beverage, it's my Favorite Tea after all. I remember purchasing it back in 2016 for it's Antiandrogenic Properties, however despite being Prescribed Spironolactone, I still Drink that Tea for the Comfort it gives me. I remember after a Trip to Aldi in November, I told my Big Sister Kat about Jesus bringing me Many Blessings in Life. She then said that Satan was Blessing me and that she "hopes" my "World Falls Down." I believe that showed Kathryn's True Colors, she was Always quite Resentful of Other's Happiness. I love my Big Sister but she Has plenty of Issues to Sort out, if she Ever attends Therapy.

I played Super Mario Eclipse again, this Shall Always be my Favorite GameCube ROM hack as well as my 4th Favorite Mario ROM hack of All Time. This Cove happens to be my Favorite Area in Isle Delfino, it's quite Serene and gives you a Beautiful View of the Seaside Kingdom's Ocean. I'm a bit Disappointed that Mario Odyssey didn't have Isle Delfino or even Sunshine Isles. Still I'm quite Gracious that Mario Eclipse was Birthed a Couple Years Ago. It's rather Tragic that Fan Games tend to be Superior to Modern AAA Titles.

I also played Wario World again, Horror Manor will Always have a Place in my Heart, there's something Captivating about the Countryside and the Large Mansion. It's quite Remarkable and Grand, this World actually Taught me the Difference between a Mansion and a Manor when I was 11 and bought the Game at GameStop in Dickson City alongside Luigi's Mansion. The Skeletal Magons are rather Adorable despite the Intention to Inflict Fear. I fear the Unithorns far more as Coins are Life in this Game, if you have a Game Over you can Always Pay to Be Revied, however the Unithorns are Unkillable and Steal said Coins.

The last game I played this afternoon was Paper Mario, I admire the Forever Forest's Beauty, being Born and Raised in Honesdale, I find myself Drawn to the Woods. There's something Soothing about the Forests that call to me, even in Games. Those Flowers remind me of the Wildflowers I would Pick to make Bouquets for Mom when I was 7. The Home had a Vase and it made the Kitchen quite Welcoming when we had Visitors. Presentation truly Plays a Key Role in Life itself.

We're having Lunch at the Waymart Hotel soon, I'll be having a Pepsi and Curly Fries and Mom will likely be having her Miller Lites and Apple Crown Royales. I'll write more this Evening after we Return and I make Dinner.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-10-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid 2 Bowls of Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal for Breakfast, Violet Snuggled with me throughout the Early Morning. I ended up Playing some Music on my Boombox, I'm quite fond of Super Mario 3D World's Soundtrack, I however am Unable to Play the Game itself due to Limitations with my Laptop. However it's on my List for Future Games to Play. I'm actually Not Really into Watching Let's Plays, however I do Create them for Fun. I'm rather Uninvested as I tend to Record them on Bandicam, but that's when I have the Energy as I do Blog and Write quite a bit. I used to make 10 Videos a Day back in the Early 2020s, until the Tony Hawk Community on Reddit decided to Try to Destroy my Channel over a Pro Skater 3 Video. I didn't want to Deal with their Antagonism so I Deleted that Channel. It was for the Best as I tend to Dislike Fame. Not to mention Creating 10 Videos a Day was quite Taxing Mentally, and I was Incredibly Overstimulated to the Point of Sleep Deprivation.

I played Vice City again and Decided to Point my Pistol at some NPCs, this one's Reaction actually made me quite Happy as she said I'm Small. It boosts my Hyperfeminine Ego, it does Remind me of when I was in Honesdale High my Freshman Year in 2011-2012 and there was a Rumor about me being Big, it kinda Hurt my Feelings with me being a Sissy and all. Anywho I let her Talk a bit more but Opened Fire when she Called me "Special", hey I may be on the Spectrum but I do Take Offense to that Term. I would've Let her go as well, which is the Tragic Part of this In Game Encounter.

I also played Super Star Wars, this is one of my Favorite Star Wars Games, I remember Playing this when I was 9 on my Big Sister Kat's SNES in Carbondale. It was quite Difficult back then and to be Honest it still is to this Day. However I tend to Enjoy Challenges, after all a Easy Life is Far from a Real Life. One of my Favorite Creatures that was Concocted by Sith Alchemy is in the Backdrop, well the Skeleton of it. The Krayat Dragons are Fascinating Creatures however my Favorite Sith Creation has to be the Rakghoul. Karness Muur truly was a Pioneer when it came to Plagues in the Galaxy Far Far Away. I also enjoy the Model Designs in KOTOR, their Light Blue Look was far more Enticing than the Sandy Look that SWTOR Designed. I shall Always Favor the Sith over the Jedi, they may be Full of Vices however they are more Human than the Jedi. The Jedi Order abduct their Victims and Brainwash them before they can even Walk, and if they Fail to meet the Criteria of being a Jedi Knight, they are Sent to the Deep Core to be Slaves of the Galactic Republic's Agricultural Planet. The Jedi are Far from Innocent, I have Far more Respect for the Sith due to their Honesty.

The last game I played this morning was Twilight Princess, I ended up Killing 3 Lizafos with the Mortal Draw and acquired this Incredibly Beautiful Screenshot in The Temple of Light. I call it the Temple of Light due to that being it's Name in Ocarina of Time. If The Hero of Time were Older he would've Traveled up Those Stairs to Fetch the Triforce instead of having 7 Years of Slumber. I suppose the Hero of Light was Fortunate Enough to Head back in Time to Witness this Beautiful Architecture before Mr. Ganondorf Dragmire Defiled this Place.

I'm gonna Prepare Lunch soon, I'm making a couple Grilled Cheeses, Provolone and Wholewheat are a Lovely Combo. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-09-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid some Tension Tamer Tea and Took a Calgon Bath, I'm quite Relaxed now, it's Strange, I haven't had a Bubble Bath in about 2 Years, perhaps it's Time I start Taking them again. I recall Bathing Regularly in my Childhood. Not because I would be Dirty as I Hated the Outdoors and Despised Dirt except when Gardening and even then I had a Pair of Overalls that were Meant for Gardening. I just Enjoyed being Clean, I hated the Smell of Boys growing up and I Cleansed myself of such a Stench. My Grandma Mae's House reeked of that Odor, then again a Majority of my Cousins happened to be Boys and Enjoyed Beating me to a Pulp on Holidays at my Uncle Mark's House, they called it Wrestling. I often would head to my Second Eldest Cousin Alan's Room and we would play Multiplayer PS2 Games. He was my Favorite Cousin and still is, he's a Giant as well, 6ft 7 and a Gentle Soul. He actually introduced me to RPG Games, so I Thank him for Introducing me to my Second Favorite Genre of Games, my Top Favorite Genre happens to be Simulation Games, well back in the Pre-Sims 1 Era.

I played Final Fantasy X, this is my Favorite Final Fantasy game from the 6th Generation, I often Visit Besaid Village to Enjoy the Horizon and Relax to the Guitar Strums of  the Village's Theme aka The Sights of Spira. It's Interesting I've Always been Admiring of Music but I refuse to Listen to Music that is Fast Paced or Loud. I suppose being on the Spectrum, I'm quite Sensitive to Sounds, it's why I was rather Upset when Dad took me to 2 Concerts and Each were Rock and Incredibly Loud and Obnoxious, well Except for the Quiet Song of YES. I did see the Guitarist who Wrote that Song, he was quite Astounded that I not Only Wasn't Star Struck but I talked to him about the Music itself rather than being one of those Annoying Folks who Pry to a Celebrity's Life. He's someone I could see being Friends with Regardless of Fame. The Bible does say that Great and Small are Equal in Christ's Eyes, I think the Only one who I am Star Struck for would be Jesus Christ, he is the King of the Universe and perhaps the Multiverse after all.

I also played Chrono Cross, this is my Favorite Square Game after all, there's something Captivating about it, the Lush World of El Nido, the Philosophical Musings as well as Battles that Require Quick Thinking to Defeat your Foes. This Particular Quote does remind me of my Old Wordpress, there was a Post on there that is Lost to Time after I attempted to make an Archive of my DeviantART blog aka the Predecessor to this Blog. Regardless, it had Photos of my Game Guide Collection I amassed throughout the Years, my Therapist would likely be Amazed by it. I ended up Giving them All to my Friend Josh, the Josh I gave them to I've Known since my Freshman Year of High School, he is Miss Kim's Nephew as well. The way I saw it, when I first Acquired the Skyward Sword Guide he asked to Borrow it and I was a bit Selfish in those years so I declined. However in October of 2022, when we Talked again, I gave that Guide alongside all 525 of them to him. The Apartment Flooded a Week Later so Jesus certainly Planned for my Generosity as that Library would have been Destroyed. God always Plans even for the Smallest of Details. There was Another Josh I would've Given them to, but he, well Some Folks Never Change their Behavior and Outlook on Life.

The last game I played tonight was Bully, I decided to Explore the Carnival for a bit, this Ride reminds me of The Scrambler at The Wayne County Fair. Back when I was 6 and the Family choose to Go on that Ride, I was rather Horrified, the Fast Movement, the Cramped in Seats. I felt my Heart Race quite a bit, enough so to Ask for the Ride to Stop. But Dad said to "Keep Going." Then again around that Age was when he would, well there's a Reason why I feel a Choking Sensation whenever someone get's Near my Throat or Neck. On the Simpsons it Seems Funny but in Reality it's Incredibly Painful and it Torments you even at 29. 

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I have some Maple Brown Sugar Oatmeal to Prepare for Breakfast. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-09-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid a Michelina's Salisbury Steak for Dinner, I tried to Redeem an Amazon Gift Card for Mom but it seems MS Rewards is causing me Trouble, something to do with my Region. Regardless, we Agreed on a Chewie Gift Card instead as Violet needs a Hammock for the Window. She is my Furdaughter and my Best Friend, I don't Know how Life would be if She Never came into my Life. She gives me a Reason to Be Happy.

I played Sands of Time again, this is one of my Favorite Zelda 64 ROM hacks, I uncovered the Monster Museum as well as a Lovely Gallery of Other Zelda 64 ROM hacks. This Place reminds me of the Stourbridge Lion Museum in Honesdale. My Grandma Rose actually Donated her Piano to the Museum, she Taught me how to Play when I was 3, the First Song that I Learned was Mary Had a Little Lamb. I loved Writing my own Music as well as I've said in a Previous Entry.

I also played Ocarina of Time with Cheats on Project 64, Grog may be Correct to an Extent. I could be Seen as Disgusting to Some but Adorable to Others. I believe that I can be rather Divisive when it comes to my Lifestyle as well as my Views. However the Important thing is that I enjoy being me and I'm Comfortable with Every Aspect of myself even if they are Deemed Vices by Others. I also love Link's White Tunic, it reminds me of the Video I made on Twitter a few Years Ago.https://x.com/LizzieFigura63/status/1610664833049047040 

I also played Super Cream 64, it Appears this Game has it's own Version of MIPs as well as he's Adorable. He reminds me of the Blue Bunny Ice Cream Mascot. Now I'm getting a Craving for Ice Cream, on Friday with the Wal-Mart+ Order, I'll have to Ask Mom about having some Ice Cream, perhaps Blue Bunny, she Enjoys that Ice Cream Brand as well. 

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared, then I'll be Writing more Tonight after Taking a Calgon Bath to Relax a bit, it's been a Stressful Day.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-09-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid Maruchan Chicken Ramen with Avocado Butter for Lunch, I had a bit of a Rough Day, well it's a bit of an Understatement. I had a horrible Day but Violet and I are Snuggling, she is the Beacon of Light in a Dark World. She is the One thing Keeping me Sane, my Furdaughter is my Lifeline. I keep having Strange Dreams since I've been on my Celexa, and they are Far from Good. Mom talking to me while I'm Writing is Making it Worse, I'm Horrified at this New Medication if you could Call it that. To me it's a Poison that's been Patented, I'll have to Tell my Psychiatrist that Antidepressants and SSRIs in Particular are Not the Right Pill for me.

I played my Favorite Zelda Game, Majora's Mask to Unwind, this Fish in the Laboratory in Great Bay reminds me of my Freshman Homeroom Teacher from Honesdale High's Red Devil Fish. Mr. Biscontini has Excellent Taste in Pets, I remember he would Say to the Students Feeding the Fish to be Careful as he could Bite their Fingers off. The Students thought it was a Joke but Red Devil Fish are Notorious Biters, I recall the Fish and I would Look at Each Other with Curiosity. He was my Friend during the Beginning of the Weekdays in 2011-2012. Mr. Biscontini is a Good Friend as well, it's a Shame I was Enrolled in CCA a Year Later as I imagine I could Learn quite a bit about Earth Science from him. Granted I'm a Young Earth Creationist, but I do find Geology to be Incredibly Interesting.

I also played Star Fox 64 Survival, this Game reminds me a lot of an Old Friend from Daycamp when I was 12, he Introduced me to Toontown back in Summer of 09'. He was quite an Interesting Boy as he was Similar to me with being Neurodivergent but he was Level 2 whereas I'm Level 1. Of course in those Times, I was Diagnosed with Asperger's and Pervasive Developmental Disorder but he just was Diagnosed with Autism. He had an Obsession with Fox McCloud, then again his Fursona is a Fox, he also was a big Fan of Resident Evil, he ended up Naming his Toon on Toontown after Enrico from RE0 and RE1.

The last game I played this afternoon is my Favorite Game of All Time, MySims Kingdom DS, I have a Much Larger Home in the Central Area of Autumn Bay. My Humble Home has Several Furnishings such as a Kitchenet and some Entertainment as well as Artworks. I'm a Huge Fan of the Pre-Raphaelite Paintings in Reality, enough so to have Purchased "Before the Mirror" by Charles E. Perugini when I was 14 at Honesdale's Salvation Army. I'm quite fond of Paintings, heck I've been Drawing since I was 3. I remember Drawing 50 Different Creatures a Day for 3 Months, Dad was rather Upset as Computer Paper and Pens were rather Pricy in the Summer of 2000.
I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making a Michelina Salisbury Steak, I'll write more later this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-09-26 Morning

 Good morning, I maid Buttermilk Pancakes and Folger's Medium Roast Classic with Great Value Caramel and Vanilla Creamer for Breakfast. I fell Asleep last Night to my Favorite Strawberry Shortcake Episode the Trip, it has a Song that I tend to Hear quite a bit when Overwhelmed, Sailing Towards Tomorrow. Similar to Strawberry, no Matter the Challenge, I'll Always Succeed no Matter the Obstacles. When I was 9 in the Fall of 05', the Tri-County Partial Program in Carbondale had a Fishing Trip. I didn't have a Fishing Poll so I made my Own, I gathered a Stick and a String with a Hook on the Beach of the Lake and Tied it Together. I didn't Catch Any Fish but I felt a Satisfaction when I Created something All on my own. Self Reliance shall Always be a Core Trait of mine and a Testament to my Resolve in Life. I decided to Visit Listia again and it seems Lord Elohim intended for me to Head back as I won an Easter Bunny Sticker.

I played SimCity 2000 for the N64, the PC Version is one of my Favorite SIM games, it was My First DEMO that I played on my PP01L Dell Laptop when I was 12(2008) via my SIM Town CD that I purchased at the Salvation Army in Honesdale. If it Weren't for SIM Town, I never Would've Discovered Abandonware Games much less Klik'n'Play. I used to Create Videogames for my Friends when I was 13 in Western Wayne. I also made one for my Life Science Teacher and I included SIM Life for him, however he Wasn't Too Fond of the Gift. I did Try to Befriend him on Facebook in 2023, however he Blocked me quickly. Major Grodack may have been Strict but he Never would do Something like that and I Admire that about him. What you See with him is what you Get, he is my Favorite Teacher from my Middle School Years and I learned quite a bit about History from him. I'm Fluent in Japanese if you're Curious about the Language in the Screenshot. I learned Japanese when I was 16 to Play Region Locked Games as well as Visual Novels. I'm Not too Fond of Anime, I do Read Manga but I'm quite Picky about what I read. Super Mario-kun is my Favorite Manga.

I also played Majora's Mask again, this is my Favorite Game after all. For some Strange Reason this Cutscene makes me Cry quite a bit, I experienced the Same amount of Tear Gushing when Vader dies in Return of the Jedi. My Therapist will have to Explain it to me, but come to Think of it, I suppose it's because I Crave my Father's Redemption from his Evil. All it'll Take for me to Talk to him would be a Letter Addressed to Elizabeth with a Heartfelt Apology, those are 2 things he Refuses to do as he can't Accept the Truth that he has a Second Daughter and he's Incapable of Apologizing. It's Incredible how Easy Life is if you just Swallow your Pride.

I also played Revival, this is one of my Favorite ROM hacks, the Strange and Disorientating Awakening, being Thrown into the Wolves when it comes to Gameplay and the Alternate Endings are Incredibly Beautiful as well as Strange. The Jesus painting is a Lovely Feature, I tend to be a bit of an Art Lover. That's a big Reason why my Hobby is Deltiology, that's a Fancy Name for Postcard Collecting, I own over 90 of them from Vintage to Modern, the One that Mom gave me when her and Kat were on Vacation 2 Years ago is Still on my Nightstand. Kat didn't Want Mom to give me a Souvenir from their Trip but Mom was Thinking of me when I spent the Week here playing Videogames and Cooking. I actually Bought a Bottle of St. Holda Wine, I told Mom that I Purchased it, she told me she Would Discuss it when they Returned, I was Afraid Mom was Upset, but as soon as she Returned and Kat was with Dad, Mom asked if I still had the Wine. Apparently Kat was Stressing Mom out quite a bit so she Needed a Couple Glasses. I don't Drink and back when I did, I'd only have a Glass of Wine as I've Never been Drunk and I refuse to be. Still Mom needed a bit of Inebriation after a Week with Kat, I love my Big Sister but she can be Incredibly Stressful sometimes.

I'm gonna get Ready for the Day, Mom's Casemanager is Coming to Visit soon and After she Leaves, we'll be Walking to the Dollar General to do some Shopping. I'll write more this Afternoon after we Return and have Lunch.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-08-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, my Usual, Celestial Seasonings Tension Tamer Tea. I've been Drinking that Tea for 19 Years. I recall Purchasing it for my Temper, well it quelled my Temper all right, and made me Sleep the Hot Headedness off. Anger Issues run in the Family, I suppose that's why I take Saw Palmetto, DHT is the Cause of Anger and once you Eliminate the Source, well that Bitterness seems to Dissipate. All the Estrogen in my Blood seems to have made it Impossible for me to Express Anger in a Normal Way, even when I get Upset, I'm Still Cute even at my Worst. The Private Video I created and Refuse to Make Public with a Grievance shows me at my Full Wrath. I tend to Walk Away when Upset rather than Fight with my Previous Sharp Tongue. 

I played Cabbage Patch Kids Patch Puppy Rescue while in Littlespace, this was Another Show that I enjoyed Watching. I had quite a Few Cabbage Patch Kids as well. They were Always being Sold at The Other Shop in Honesdale, that's the Name of the Consignment Store. It's a Lovely Store next to Turkey Hill that had Plenty of Discounts on Clothes, Shoes(Mom Loves her Shoe Collection), Books, DVDs and CDs as well as Toys such as my Cabbage Patch Kids. Hannah Maria and I share the Same Dress. She's got Good Taste in Clothing Colors.

I also played Island XTreme Stunts for the GBA, this Game is Surprisingly quite Frustrating. I can Understand why this Version lacks a Save File on GameFaqs. I attempted to Remedy the Situation but I feel it's Not Worth it. The Brickster truly is a bit of a Cheater in the Freeway Frenzy Game, well he is a Thief and Thieves tend to be Shifty People by Nature. I actually Find Thieves to be Worse than Killers, there's a Reason why they are in the Malebolge. The Highway reminds me a lot of Expressway 6, it's a Highway that I frequently would Travel on. I always enjoyed Looking out at Lackawanna County's Cityscape at Night. When Dad would Drive on his Minivan, I would Look towards the Valley and Daydream. Whenever I was around him, I often would Feel a Longing to be Free to Go Where I pleased. I achieved my Freedom 6 Years ago, What I longed for was to be Free of him the whole time.

The last game I played tonight was Pinball of the Dead, I recall playing The House of the Dead quite a bit as a kid. When I was 4 the Kageo in the Sewers gave me Nightmares, now I tend to find the Outdated Graphics to be rather Amusing as I Shouldn't have been Afraid of them. Then again in 2001, those Graphics were quite Realistic to me. I love Pinball Games, they're quite Entertaining and Don't Contribute to Eyestrain at least the Non Digital ones.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, Mom's Casemanager is Heading here in the Morning, then we're Getting Milk at the Dollar General. I'll write more in the Early Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-08-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid Red Baron Supreme Pizza for Dinner, my Radio Arrived and I have a Signal for WBRE, while I walk Downtown I'll be Listening to NPR in Peace than Hearing Dogs Barking and being Afraid. Mom truly Gave me a Wonderful Gift, I truly do have a Great Mother. She is named after a Famous Saint after all and she Lives up to the Name. Violet is Sitting Next to me, Purring Loudly, she is my Fur Daughter after all. I watched the Strawberry Shortcake Christmas Special, I'm quite Attached to the 2003 Series especially, Kaitlyn and I used to Watch the Show when we would Visit. Her and I were Playmates in those Days and we're Still Friends to this day, like I said we Play Uno Every Saturday Night. We both are the Secondborns in our Families as well as only having 1 Sibling, we each have a Big Sister who we Don't really Get Along with but Still Love. I tend to have Several Acquaintances but Very Few Friends and she's the Only Friend from my Childhood that I still keep in Contact with. She knew I was really a Girl on the inside even in those years.

I played Majora's Mask, well I explored the Game via Cheats, Ikana Castle's ReDeads reminds me a bit of my Big Sister Kat, she is quite Skinny and Tall and she is Currently in Ballet Classes. If she Read my Emails I'd Imagine she'd find this Interesting. Well she tends to Dislike Humor at her Expense even if it's Lighthearted. I guess I tend to Laugh at myself, heck you've Gotta make yourself the Subject of a Joke on Occasions. It's Healthy. It reminds me of when I was 12 and had Lunch in the Trailer, my Big Sister Kat said my "Pee was Green" as a Jab(Blame my Meds and Constantly eating Veggies, hey my Fursona is a Rabbit after all) so I held up a Pea and said "My Pea is Green" we Both Shared a Laugh at my Vegetable Pun and Clapback to her Teasing.

I also played the same Game on Project 64 Version 2.3.2, I prefer to Actually Play this Game Fully and Enjoy the Experience without Cheating. This is my Favorite Zelda Title after all, not to mention I was Testing my Theory about the Save Files. It seems both Versions of Project64 that I have each Contain Separate Save Files. This Spot is my Favorite Place in Termina Field as well.

I also played The New Tetris, I'm Considering asking Mom if she'd Like to Play this Game. She's quite Fond of Puzzle Games, she used to Play Tetris quite a bit on a GameBoy, Kat also played on that Handheld as well as the SNES and NES. We used to play the Game in the Next Paragraph. The Aztec Temple is quite Beautiful in the Background, I'm quite Fond of Ancient Civilizations, when I was 12 I had a Fascination with Ancient Egypt thanks to World History Class, I admired the Subject so much that I bought a Book at Boarders in Dickson City called Egypt the World of the Pharaohs. I had it for Several Years, then I gave it away on Christmas to a Past Friend named Howard.

The last game I played this evening was Killer Instinct, this was my First Fighting Game that I played, I was 9 at the Time, Kat and I would play this on her SNES. Spinal was my Main, for some Reason I, or rather my Past Self Created from that Repressed Period of my Life Loved Death and Decay so the Skeleton was quite Fitting. As I've said who I am Now has Always been my True Self even in that Dark Time of my Life. As you can Tell, I'm Not so Good at Fighter Games, still I do my Best and that's what you're Called to do. It's better to Lose with Dignity than Never Try to begin with.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared soon, I'm Brewing some Tension Tamer Tea again. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth