Elizabeth's Diary 6-12-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid some Buffalo Wings with Bleu Cheese Dressing for Lunch with Sam's Diet Cola as a Beverage, afterwards Mom and I had some Blue Bunny Ice Cream for Dessert. I love my Foods, the Blue Bunny reminded me that I haven't played any Toontown and Club Penguin servers for quite a while, I suppose now that I have the Offline Versions where I am in Control of the Game, I stopped playing Online Games. I guess I've been Playing on my own since I was 3, when the Other Kids would Play, I'd often just Build Buildings with Mega Blocks or play Pretend, sometimes I would play Videogames. Throughout my Life, I've always been quite the Hermit, even with D&D I tend to Soloplay. I'm not Too Fond of Teams when it comes to Games.  My Big Sister Kathryn and my Close Friend Kaitlyn and I did Play, so I do have Family and Friendships however it was Difficult for me to Play with Others unless I knew them. When I was 9 there were 2 Boys in the Apartment Complex who Invited themselves over and Trashed my Room, I was Fuming Angry as Everything was in Proper Order and they Tried to Behead my Prized Jamie Doll that I recently Purchased from the Dollar Tree that Night. I Screamed at them to Leave and Never see me Again. Since then I've Hated having Folks, Especially Guys try to Invade my Sanctum, my Room is for Violet and I.

I played Dark Cloud, this is one of my Favorite PS2 Games, my Friend Chris told me about this Game back in October of 2015, he mentioned it is a Mix of MySims Kingdom DS and The Legend of Zelda. I personally think this Game is quite Unique in it's own Right. Toan has to be my Favorite Character in the 2 Games, enough so that I named my Shiba Inu Nintendog after him.

I also played Family Guy the Game, this particular Room is my Favorite as my First Family Guy episode that I watched was the one with Doug the Pimple. I was 11 at the time and Didn't really Understand the Little Shop of Horrors Reference. I don't Remember ever having Acne, then again my Testosterone was Always Incredibly Low, when I started having those Dreams that Manifested into Urges then Habits then a Lifestyle, well my Test was originally 315 when I was 11 and 1/2, then when I was 12, they Plummeted down to about 86, that's what is Said on my Bloodwork. My Bloodwork when I was 13 said 46. Still I never had Acne and I barely had Facial Hair not to mention my Face turning from Triangular to Rounded. Lord Elohim intended this for me.

The last game I played this afternoon was Skies of Arcadia Legends, I enjoy Exploring this World, my Favorite Kingdom has to be Ixa'Taka, I'm quite fond of Rixis. Then again since I saw Apocalypto, I've always been Fond of Ancient Mezzo and South America, the Aztec Empire to be more Specific. They were a Very Resourceful and quite Civilized People. I think they have a Bad Reputation due to the Sacrifices, however Human Sacrifice has been Occurring Around the World since we Left the Garden of Eden. The Aztecs were Excellent Architects and Brilliant Innovators, they Also made use of their Land for All 3 Ways to Acquire Food, Agriculture, Hunting as well as Gathering.

I'm gonna get Dinner Prepared Soon, I'm making a Bettergoods Woodfire Margareta Pizza. I'll Write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-12-26 Morning

Good morning, we had our Refrigerator Replaced and Mom is Shopping at Wal-Mart, she Got some Blue Bunny Ice Cream, it's my Favorite Brand of Ice Cream after all. I'm quite Excited to Try out some Veggie Buffalo Wings as well. I prefer to Eat some Plant Based Meats on Occasion not out of Moral Reasons as much as Health Concerns. I have High Triglycerides which I have to Keep in Check. I did Upload another Let's Play this Morning, and I heard some Rather Amusing News about Facebook's Outage, Honestly God is doing the Folks on that Site a big Favor.

I also played Tingle's Balloon Trip of Love, I admire the Intro as it Plays into Tingle's Insecurities. In particular his Lack of a Girlfriend, I'll Never relate to that Insecurity myself as I'm AroAce but Still the Insults were a Perfect Pitch for Conning him into Purchasing that Book. Yep, I'm Fluent in Japanese just to Play these Region Locked Games as well as Visual Novels. As I've also Said a few Times, I'm not Really an Anime Fan, I will Read Manga on Occasions, however I'm quite Selective with what I Read. I'm quite Sensitive to Certain things even in Fiction so I steer Clear of Certain Manga and I Despise Hentai, a Friend Sent me a Comic via Facebook when I was 17( in the Spring of 2014) and it Made me Literally Vomit. I suppose I'm what they call Sex Repulsed, it Comes with the AroAce Territory.

I also played Majora's Mask again and Decided to Explore the Ikana Graveyard, this Area reminds me of when I was 3 and Linda the Person in Charge of Daycare would Walk everybody through the Graveyard and say that the Hut where the Caretaker Worked was where a Witch Lived. When I was 7 I visited the Hut myself and Talked with the Gentleman there, he was a bit Angry at Linda when he Found out she Scared Kids like that. He was Similar to Dampe, having a Scary Reputation but being a Gentle Soul.

The last game I played this morning was Termina Invasion, I noticed something both Peculiar and Logical, the Water Puddle here. When the Moon is Closer to the Earth, there tends to be High Tide, when I was 3 in Promise Land State Park, in August there was a Drought and it was Low Tide in the Lake so I assumed I was 12ft Tall at the Time, but what my Younger Self didn't know was the Moon's Relationship with Water Levels. I also thought that Venus was the Sun when I saw a Sunrise in the Morning at that Age.

I'm gonna Cook some Hot Wings now, then I'm getting some Rest. I'll write more Later this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap, it's my Usual on a Hot Night, a Large Cup of 4C Iced Tea, I did Sleep for a little bit. I had a Strange Dream, I was at the Public Pool and I Refused to Enter the Water as I was Wearing my Purple Blouse and Purple Semi-Mini Skirt, and I Hate getting Wet, but I Despise the Changing Room a lot more. I can't Stand seeing myself without Clothes let alone Strangers, it's Super Weird. Come to think of it, the Event I dreamed About actually Happened in the Honesdale Pool in Summer of 2012. My Furdaughter Violet and I have that in Common, we hate Getting Soaked, I grew up with Cats, I suppose I picked up a couple Traits from my Friends, it's actually Interesting when you are with a Group for more than 12 Months you Begin to Pick up parts of the Group's Traits. I suppose that's why I Refuse to go to Psych Rehab, the Folks there have Several Negative and Unwanted Traits and I don't want to be Mentally Poisoned by them. Cats on the Other hand, they are the Purrfect Friends for me to Spend Time with. I may be a Snob, but I'm Happy to be Me even if it Upsets People. 

I also played SpongeBob Squarepants Movie, well the GBA Version of it, I enjoy the Backdrops, this One is Particular is rather Beautiful. Personally I wasn't Too Fond of the Film then again, I prefer the First 2 Seasons of SpongeBob, I suppose it's Due to me being a bit of a Traditionalist when it comes to the Media I consume. I tend to Enjoy the Shows I grew up with, I find most Modern Television and a Majority of Mainstream YouTube to be rather Dull. It's called Brainrot for a Reason.

I also played MyVMK again and decided to Explore the World Showcase, I'm quite Fond of the America Room in the Game as it Stars Independence Hall. I have a Profound Patriotism as well as Pennsylvania Pride more Specifically Rural and Historical Pennsylvania Pride. That little Building holds Great Significance in the History of this Country. Considering what happened in England a Day or so ago, I'd Say I truly am Proud to be an American. We do have Plenty of Freedoms that Most Nations lack, if you're Curious my Favorite President has to be Thomas Jefferson from the Historical Era and Dubya from when I was growing up. You can Certainly tell that I'm a Republican, but I've said it a few Times.

The last game I played tonight was LEGO Island, I remember Spending Plenty of Time on the Beach looking at that Single Palm Tree back when I was 3 and Played this at Daycare. I desperately wanted to Get there and 4 Years Later I finally did. I recall Asking Santa for 2 Things in my Tyke Years, to be a Girl and to have LEGO Island, as I got Older I asked Jesus for the First Wish as well as my own Arcade, Jesus Provided, it Took Years but he Does Answer your Prayers but you Must be Patient and Ask in Faith. Ask in Faith and you Shall Receive after all.

I'm gonna get some Rest, the Maintenance Worker is Arriving in the Morning about our Fridge. He likely will Give us a New One. In the Meantime I'll be Getting some Shut Eye. I'll likely Write more in the Late Morning.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Evening

Good evening, I maid Salisbury Steaks and Mashed Potatoes for Dinner, it was quite Hearty, Violet and I Snuggled for a bit. I recently Discovered that my Therapist doesn't Read this Blog, so it seems I have a Mysterious Stranger who is quite Invested in my Diary. Welcome New Friend whomever you may be. My Therapist did ask about my Night Terrors, he Can't Pinpoint the Cause, what he Doesn't Realize is that the Dreams are Very Specific in Relation to my Dysphoria. It's best he Doesn't Know after all he did Tell me there's "Nothing Wrong" with my Body. I'd imagine if he knew the Natures of my Dreams, well he would be a bit Mortified at the Prospect. It's Hot as Heck Today, I can't wait for the Weather to Cool off Tonight so I can make a Let's Play.

I played Super Mario 64 New Beginnings, Toad Town is in this game, however the Central Foyer of the First Floor in the Castle reminds me of a Place I haven't Visited in over 20 Years of so, Villa Roma in Upstate New York, in particular the Party Room for the Kids on New Years Eve. My Grandma Rose had a Timeshare there so we Stayed in their Hotel Room. However something Rather Strange happened whenever I would Sleep in the Same House as my Grandma and it Happened in the Hotel Room as well. I would often have Bad Dreams and Wake up at 3am, she was an Actual Witch when she was Alive and she had a Fondness for Black Magic. In my Early Teen Years I would also Practice Magic but it was for a Specific Reason, it was Transformation Magic, it Didn't Work, but when I was Saved by Jesus then HRT fell into my Hands from the Heavens.

I also played The Minish Cap, it's my Favorite Handheld Zelda game after all, I made it to The Palace of the Winds and I wasn't Expecting to see Gibdos in the Clouds, it does make me Wonder, just how long have these Ungodly Creatures been Lurking in Hyrule. They weren't Awoken in Skyward Sword as the Cursed Bokoblins were their Predecessors. The Wind Tribe may have Created this Ungodly Process long before the Hyrulian Civil War.

The last game I played this evening was Sonic Advanced 2, I managed to Rescue Cream from Dr. Robotnik and Now I can Play as one of my Favorite Characters in the Franchise. She is quite Remarkable as she is just as Fast as Sonic and has some Impressive Animations even for a GBA Game. Her and I both care for our Mothers and that is Quite Relatable, speaking of I did see my Mom's Therapist but she was rather Busy talking to Someone. I did want to Show her my New Radio, but I'd imagine Mom will Tell her about it on Monday.

I'm gonna get my Nightcap Prepared soon and when it Cools off I'll be Making Another Let's Play. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I maid French Onion Dip Sandwiches again, it seems that Wal-Mart had Delayed our Order again. Regardless Mom will be Heading there Tomorrow, I can't wait to have some Buffalo Wings. I did Take a Nap while Listening to this Interesting Video on Biblical Laws, while I may Agree with some Points there are Several that I Disagree with. The Bible is the Absolute Authority of God and to Put your Spin on the Fine Print is Incredibly Hypocritical. I can see why he uses the Name "Redeemed Zoomer" he Tried to Appease the Masses while Pushing his Own Views instead of Jesus Christ's Truth. He is Highly Unbiblical and it's quite Saddening, not to Mention he Sounds quite Older than Someone from Gen Z, perhaps he is being quite Deceptive.

I played Ocarina of Time and explored The Spirit Temple, I recall Listening to the Theme whenever I would Bathe in my youth. I would Often Use Scalding Water with my Bubble Baths as I can't stand Wet Cold. Dry Cold is a Different Story all together. The Statue would be a Lovely Paperweight for my Desk.

I also played Mario Kart 64 DS, this game is quite Beautiful as it Takes inspiration from Mario 64 DS. The DS truly had some Amazing Remakes, such as the Great Giana Sisters, it looked Less like a Super Mario Bros. Clone and More like it's Own Game. Remakes are Normally Cash Cows, however there are some Exceptions to the Trope. I remember my 3rd Facebook Post from my First Account in 09' said that the Game was for the N64, 13 Year Old me Didn't Understand the Difference between the C64 and N64.

The last game I played this afternoon was Dragon Ball Z Kart 64, I love the Various Locations from the Show in this Game. Filler Hell has to be my Favorite, especially with the TFS Version of this Place. The Blood Fountain used to be Water. I'd Gladly play as Zarbon, but Freiza was the only one Available. That does remind me of this old Cartoon Show on YouTube called "Zarbon's Masterpiece Theater." Sad to say 4Kids ended up Taking it down, it was kinda Irritating since I can't find the Archived Versions, perhaps I'll try to Look on Newgrounds.

I'm gonna get Dinner started, I'm making Salisbury Steaks and Mashed Potatoes. I'll write more later this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-11-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid something Simple for Breakfast, some Honey Nut Cheerios, I remember I'd Eat them at 2am when I was 2 Years of age. I was a bit of a Night Owl, well I Still am, being a Child of the Night runs in my Blood and Yes I do Make Sweet Music, I love Composing Music as it's Something I've been Partaking in since I was 13. My Music Teacher in Western Wayne back in 09' saw my Symphonies and he was Mesmerized considering I was 13 at the Time. He actually seemed to Favor me over the Other Students as I received a Perfect 100 on my Report Card. He knew who I Truly was in those Days as he Saw my Preferred Name from the Site that I Uploaded my 72 Symphonies on. I was a big Fan of Majora's Mask even then and I preferred to Do things in 3's so 72 was the Ideal Number of Symphonies for me to have Written. I do Compose still, but Mostly Sonnets and a couple Requiems for my Family Members Passing. I'd Would've play them at their Funerals but I'm Disowned. Still I am Looking for a Place to Upload my Sheet Music to like in those years. Regardless of my Father's Opinions, I am a Better Musician than him Regardless it's kinda My Fault as I let him Presume I was just Watching Gameplay Videos and Comedy Films, nope I was Writing Music as well as Researching how to Become a Girl.

I played Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep again, this Game was actually my Introduction to Kingdom Hearts as my Friend Alex introduced me to the Series by Talking about this Game back in Fall of 2010. She was quite Pleasant to Chat with in the Lunch Room in Honesdale Middle School. She like me was seen as Emo, I believe we were both Scene Kids in those Times. I can Understand the Mistake of Cultural Identity however it's rather Different. It's actually rather Similar to how some Mistake me for being Transgender, I tend to use the term Transsexual to Describe myself. Still I tend to just Ignore the Mistake as I'm Generally quite Agreeable, well I Appear to be despite my Inner Feelings. I realized I can Race on a Keyblade in Disney Town, however unlike in Toontown which this World is Based upon, Chip and Dale run the Race Course instead of Goofy.

I also played The Simpsons Game, this Show was the First Cartoon that I saw with my Grandpa Joe as he had the Episodes Taped on VHS. The very First Episode that I saw was when Bart gets Run Over by Mr. Burns and the Part where Bart entered Hell kinda Scared me. That does Remind me, I have Confession on Saturday. It's been about 19 Years since I last had been in a Confession Booth as I was a bit of a Wanderer when it comes to my Faith. The Fact that Grand Theft Scratchy starts out in a Near Identical Copy of Grove Street from San Andreas is quite Humorous and a bit Strange especially since the Sky is Orange similar to the Beginning of the Game this is Based off of. I do Appreciate Marge trying to Stop the Fighting in Games, however that's the Point of some Games. Still if Marge weren't Concerned she Wouldn't have Bart's best Interest at hear. Still I do think that Children shouldn't Play Games such as these, we have the ESRB for a Reason. Mom wouldn't let me Play GTA Games until I was 16, my First M Rated Game happened to be Resident Evil Code Veronica X, however I Read the Novels a Year Earlier in 2012.

The last game I played this morning was Ratchet and Clank Size Matters, I love the Giant Clank Battles, they're quite Engaging, I can now Understand the Name of the Title, Clank becomes a Iron Giant that Shoots his Way into Space. The Planet Metalis Reminds me a lot of The Planet of Junk from the Gen 1 Transformers Movie, Eric Idle was quite Hilarious even in a Cartoon Robotic Alien Hivemind. Him and Palin are my Favorites of the Pythons as much as I enjoy Cleese he tends to use a bit Too Much Cruelty in his Sketches, such as when he Shoots the Cheese Shop Owner and when he is in that Horrid Cannibal Undertaker Sketch. He's a Great Comedian and Actor but he Takes things a bit Too Far at times. Yeah I Totally Didn't have all 4 Seasons of the Flying Circus on VHS when I was 14 alongside the 4 Films. My Favorite Sketch is the Dirty Fork as it's Meaning is quite Clever and Proves a Point about their Style of Comedy.

I'm gonna get Ready for Therapy soon, the Bus will be here Soon and I have my Lollipops in my Purse for Folks who would Like them. I'll write more this Afternoon once I Return and Make Lunch.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 6-10-26 Night Time

Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some Celestial Seasonings Tension Tamer Tea, I tend to Feel a bit Nervous whenever I Travel to Honesdale as I have some Bad Blood with a Few Folks in Town and Some of them are Far from Forgiving and tend to be Incredibly Petty as well as Cruel. As much as I love my Hometown, I had some Harrowing Experiences in School as well as the "Support" Group. The latter Attempted to Destroy my Life over a Difference of Opinions. One person in Particular, I am Certain Enjoys chatting about me, he Seems rather Embittered towards Republicans as well as those from the Sissy Community and I happen to belong to Both Demographics. Regardless, it's Better to have Therapy there Instead of Carbondale as Carbondale was Torture for me. Before my Experiences in that Town, I was quite Happy, but the Bullying on a Daily Basis both Physically as well as Teasing nearly Broke my Psyche, I'm Fortunate to have Escaped to the Partial Program when I did. The Method was a bit Unorthodox as I Feigned Delusions, however the World I created for the Fabrication turned into a D&D Campaign a Year or so Ago.

I played Ocarina of Time again and Decided to Visit an Old Friend, I wrote a Story about him on my DeviantART. https://www.deviantart.com/lizzie063/art/The-ReDead-s-Grave-TG-1278322990 I tend to Visit this Grave on Occasions to Remind myself of what I Overcame. I find it Fitting that I have the White Tunic, as it Reflects my Purity in my Allegory. ReDeads are quite Fitting not just for my Past Self but for a Majority of Hateful Folks in Life, Screaming but Dead on the Inside. Incidentally my Repressed Period of my Life was when I was Incredibly Hateful, due to me Hating myself. I've maid Plenty of Improvements and Now I actually Love Myself well Except for one Small Detail that Shall be Corrected by Surgery.

I played Majora's Mask again and Attempted to Play the Song that would Bring Forth the Cause of my Insomnia in my Teen Years. It seems the Statue refuses to Appear, perhaps Ghosts are Cowardly unless you Fear them. And since I Attempted to See it Face to Face, to Confront a Horrific Incident that Tormented me for Several Years, it Didn't Appear. Perhaps Jesus is Preventing me from Opening up such a Wound. Still the View of Great Bay is quite Beautiful, I do question what's beyond the Ocean's Horizon, however I do have a Theory.

The last game I played Tonight was Tingle's Rosy Rupeeland, this Game may in fact Take Place on the Planet that Termina is Located. It would make Plenty of Sense as Tingle was Transformed in this Game as well as Tingle having a Average Job, it would be Logical as his Father was the Swamp Tourist Center's Owner. Nepotism runs wild and it Helps Secure Work especially in the Gilded Age which Termina is Similar to with Technology and Culture.

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I have Therapy in the Morning and I'll Write more After making Breakfast before the Bus Arrives.-Elizabeth