Good afternoon, I maid Pasta Salad and some Ham, the Latter I gave a Small Piece to Violet. I feel I must Confess something, I Stopped the Cymbalta as it merely made me Numb as well as Interfered with my Appetite. I'd rather Feel Sadness than Nothing, I have said this Numerous Times, and Food is the One Pleasure I take Great Indulgence in. I'm AroAce so Eating is my Cathartic Pastime, not to mention that Medication was making me Restless. I may have Only taken it for 2 Days, but I Knew something was Wrong. I can see why Antidepressants make Folks take Dramatic Measures to Feel, I refuse to Play the Elegy of Emptiness, the Song of Healing is more Preferable. I say this so my Therapist understands why I'm Refusing that Particular Medication. It's Better to Endure Sorrows for they make you Human, I guess I Enjoy being Miserable as it means I'm Human. Besides, I know the Core of why I Suffer and it has Nothing to do with the Brain, it's more a Bodily Problem. It reminds me of what he said about a Month ago, I'd have to Disagree with him, there Certainly is Something Wrong with my Body, it's Incomplete. Honestly I'd Take Bleeding 7 Days a Month over Enduring a Life of Torture where both the Mental Health System itself Tormented me for Most of my Life, as well as my Internal Self is Mismatched with this Disgusting Thing that sticks to me like a Tumor.
I played Barbie Ocean Discovery, I recall Playing the Windows 95 Version when I was 3, it was one of my Favorite Games. I recall at that Age knowing I was a Girl until I was Told Otherwise, but it Didn't Change how I felt. I do recall Sitting Down to use the Restroom at that age(I still do Needless to Say) and my Godmother who was Also my Babysitter Jean was rather Upset about that. She couldn't Convince me Otherwise and that was when I was given a Buzzcut at the Barber's to Try to "Fix" me. It's Partly why I tend to Cut my Own Hair and Look at the Barbershops and Imagine them Igniting into a Pink Inferno.
I also played Laura, I find this game rather Endearing as I admire the Small Town, this Fruits and Veggie Stand Reminds me of the Farmer's Market in Honesdale, I bought my First Oatmeal Soap Bar from there, back in 2002 it was Reasonably Priced. I do Recall having a Squeaky Hamburger Toy at that age, then a Big Golden Retriever was Walking down the Street so I gave him it. He really was Wagging his Tail, even at a young Age, I've Always had a Compassion for Animals. It's why I Believe that Animal Cruelty should be Punished with the Death Sentence.
The last game I played this afternoon was Hello Kitty Cube Frenzy, I think it's an Adorable Game, then again Hello Kitty is Adorable in General. Speaking of, I received an Ad for Hello Kitty Strawberry Cotton Candy Popsicles, Big Brother is even Concerned about my Health I'll have to Ask Mom if she can Purchase them at Wal-Mart Tomorrow. My Friend Amanda from the After School Partial Program in Carbondale's Tri County(2005-2006 was when I Attended) truly Introduced me to a Wonderfully Lovely Franchise. I Admire the Puzzles in this Game as they Aren't Easy or Difficult which is Perfect as I have an Intermediate Skill Level when it comes to Videogames.
I'm gonna make some On-Cor Turkey and Gravy for Dinner soon. I'll write more this Evening, hopefully it will be Cooler Later as Waymart is Experiencing a Heatwave.-Elizabeth
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