Elizabeth's Diary 5-24-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid 4 Eggs Overeasy, then I watched the Clouds blanket the Sun, it's quite Beautiful. The Bright and Hurtful Heat being Covered by Dimming and Cool blankets of the Sky. I had an Interesting Dream, I was in Wal-Mart but then there was a Vacation to the Ocean but to reach there we had to Travel through Dark Hallways filled with Mountain Lions and Tigers, strangely they Didn't Bother me as much as the Rest of my Family were getting rather Uneasy, the Mountain Lion wanted me to Pet her and I did so. I headed to Church today, well the Livestream for it, I've been a Member of the United Methodist Denomination since 2015, long before they were Deemed Accepting, I would go in Stealth, to Avoid having a Similar Experience as the ECO Denomination. It seems there's a New Pastor, honestly I'm rather Disappointed as he seems too Inexperienced and tends to Preach Worldly Subjects. And I had to Just Walk Out as it Became Extremely Sacrilegious, there was Too Much Blasphemy and they Violated the Sacredness of the Pentecost. This World truly is Full of Sin and those who are Proud to be Sinners. So many have Signed their Souls to the Beast, I'm Crying as there are so Few of us Actual Christians left, Jesus isn't your Shield for your Politics be them Left or Right, he isn't a Tool for Selfish Gain, you are Called to Self Sacrifice and Serve Others in Love. He isn't Sunshine and Rainbows, he was on this Earth to Lead us from our Path to Self Destruction by Changing our Wicked Ways to Follow the Path he Intended for us. The Road is Narrow and it's Saddening, but I find Comfort in my Assurance of Heaven.

I played American Wasteland again and Choose to Explore Beverly Hills for a bit, this Screenshot I took reminds me of a Picture my Big Sister Kat and I were in at The Wayne County Fair in 2013, I wore a Similar Outfit as I was in a bit of a Purgatory of Sorts when it came to being Out, my Mom and Sister and a Select Few were Aware, but I didn't Live Fulltime until May of 2014. It was then that my Big Sister choose to Demonize me. I don't Blame her as much as that Hypocritical and Falsely Pious University she Attended. I Don't Trust College in General and Example when I attended a University called SNHU, I was Failed by my Liberal Arts Professor due to my Uncompromising views on my own Nature, she Despised me for Telling the Truth and Disagreeing with her Corruption. I may Disagree with him when it comes to Several Viewpoints but I think Yiannopoulos was Correct when he Said that University Destroys your Intelligence and makes you Dependent upon the Educational Systems which Clearly has their own Interests at Heart. I tend to Distrust Liberals far more than the Far Right, at least the Latter is Honest with their Hostility and Don't wear a Mask of Tolerance while Undermining those they Claim to Protect. Think of the Wording "Social Construct", it's just a Euphemism for Choice. Don't Piddle on my Leg and claim it's Raining. I'd rather be Honestly Hated than Falsely Loved, at least I'd understand where you Stand and I'd have Far more Respect for you.

I also played Smash Bros. Melee, it reminds me of when my Friend Will and I played it at the Anime Club back in 2014. He was Insistent on my Facing him in Smash claiming he'd "Mop the Floor with" me. Regardless I hesitated but I Reluctantly Played the Game, my Reason for Hesitation was my Fear of Bruising my Friend's Confidence. Regardless I Defeated him in Under 30 Seconds as Samus no less, she is my Main in Smash, then again she's my Favorite Nintendo Character. Metroid Prime happens to be my Favorite Sci-Fi Game after all.

The last game I played this morning was Lost Kingdoms, this was my Second RPG I played as well as my First JRPG. There's a Serene and Calming Beauty of the Bridge of Sarvan that I find Enthralling, Princess Katia was one of my Role Models growing up, to Face the Darkness by Herself essentially, it Echoes Self Sufficiency. I find the Gods of Creation and Destruction to be an Interesting Concept, to have 2 Primordial Forces in Cards no less. Then again Yu-Gi-OH! does something Similar with the Egyptian Gods and their Counterparts the Wicked Gods. I actually mailed my Shonen Jump Limited Edition Egyptian Gods to my Friend Lily, however I refuse to Part with my Wicked Gods, in particular The Wicked Dreadroot. I have Plenty of History with that Card, it was one that Protects me in my Nightmares as he Spreads Fear even to those Dream Demons and Chased them away from my Dreamworlds. This Bridge reminds me a lot of the Bridge that Connects my Humble County with Upstate New York. I recall Walking to and From the Bridge due to the Experience of Traveling between 2 Vastly Different Lands Effortlessely.

I'm gonna get a Shower now, then I'm making some Amish Potato Salad for Lunch. I'll write more later this Afternoon.-Elizabeth