Elizabeth's Diary 6-07-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid Scrambled Eggs and Avocado Butter Toast for Breakfast alongside some Folger's Medium Roast with Caramel and Vanilla Creamer. My Dream truly was Interesting, I confronted some People in an Auditorium and Announced the Pain they had Caused me as well as my Distaste for them as People. Something Similar happened when I was in 5th Grade, I was Bullied on a Daily Basis by 2 Inhuman Boorish Brutes, one Day in Spring there was an Auditorium Presentation about Bullying and I not only Raised my Hand that I was Bullied but I Announced the Names of the 2 Demons who Tormented me on my Rides to and From School. My Partial Program Teacher asked why I "didn't tell" her, well I did but She Refused to Listen so I had to Take Matters into my own Hands or rather Voice. The Yellow Level that Day was Worth it due to me Finally having a Backbone after being Tormented by 2 Boys Cruelty. Come to think of it, the Scoring based upon Behavior was rather Pathetic, I never had Red, but if I ever did, I would Write Down how much they Failed me Emotionally and Tried to Repress my Inner Nature and their Condescending Attitudes when they were Meant to Heal those they Hurt. I've always had a Do it Myself Attitude, I Never asked for Help with my School Work back then as it was Too Easy for me to Complete. I do recall Mentioning Elephant Island but the Therapist in that Program named Jen assumed I was Lying about it so I showed the Globe and the Exact Island in the South Weddell Sea to her. Wow was she quite Angry being Proven Incorrect. Then again it's the Nature for someone in her Position of Authority especially back in the Mid 2000s to Feel the Insecure Feeling of Always being Right even when Corrected.

I played Rampage Universal Tour, my Therapist did mention this Series last Session so I felt Obligated to Play the Game. It's quite Good although the Controls are a bit Clunky, then again this was a N64 Game after all. Ruby's my Favorite as she is quite Fast, I personally never was into Godzilla or King Kong but Jacob was, he was Someone I would Talk with back when I was in 2nd Grade. Well to be Fair, he was Essentially my Bodyguard, hey I used to Peddle Pokémon and Yu-Gi-OH! Cards back in those Days, having Muscle was a Requirement. Yep, I had a Henchman when I was 8. I recall he was quite Fond of Mecha-Godzilla.

I also played V-Rally Edition 99', I'm quite fond of Racing Games as they Tend to be rather Soothing. I don't Play to Win as much as Enjoy the Tracks. I have a Fondness for Landmarks and Landscapes, it's my Rural Pennsylvanian Heritage and Pride. This Track in Particular reminds me of Route 380, it's my Favorite Highway, I think Route 81 is a bit Overrated and Route 6 is a Road I often Travel.

The last game I played this morning was Waialae Country Club True Golf Classic, I love Golf, heck Golf and Tennis are the Only Sports that I Genuinely Enjoy Playing. However the Game seems to be an Instant Win Game which is rather Frustrating as I enjoy Golfing and being Unable to Play the Game and just having an Instant Win is rather Boring and Defeats the Purpose of why Videogames Exist in the First Place, it's Interactive Media not just Media. While this Game had it's Heart in the Right Place it is Incredibly Disappointing.

I'm gonna attend Church soon, then I'm Cooking Lunch, I think I'll make a couple Grilled Cheeses with some 4C Iced Tea. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth