Good morning, I maid some Scrambled Eggs and Folger's Columbian Medium Roast with Great Value Caramel and Vanilla Creamer. I had yet Another Recurring Dream, I survived in the Dream of course, but I was in a Wheelchair at First. I was Talking to the Psychiatrist in the Dream but I was Happy, I told her "It doesn't Matter where I am, I'm at Peace within my Body." When I woke up, there was a Beautiful Sunrise, I Drank my Mountain Berry Blue Powerade and Enjoyed the Morning before Mom woke up. I've been Enjoying plenty of Sunrises Lately, personally I Doubt my Antidepressant has a Role in it. I'm just in a Good Mood due to, well Several Things. Life seems to be Favoring me Lately. Violet Snuggled under my Arm Again. She truly is my Special Furdaughter, as I've said Numerous Times, I love Cats far more than Humans. Having grown up with Cats and feelings of Contempt for a Majority of my Human Peers, Cats are my Friends and my Family. Well then again being Forced by my Father to Associate with Boys tended to make me quite Bitter in my Youth. I remember being in the Cub Scouts in First Grade, well I was Relieved when they Kicked me Out for Playing with my Barbies. I think my Therapist has been Trying to make me Find Positive Aspects of Male Figures in my Upbringing, honestly I see None. I personally am quite Cautious even in Sessions as he did Attempt to Try to Attack my Identity as a Girl. He is Essentially Somebody I Enjoy Talking with Once a Week and Sharing my Past with, but if he Attempts to Cross that Boundary again, well I've Walked quite Far from Many People and Programs when they were Detrimental to my Peace. I actually find Writing to be Far more Beneficial to me when it comes to Therapeutic Tools. Seeing that he Doesn't Read my Diary, I kinda am a bit Disappointed as my Problems, the Causes of Them and the Solution is Clear as Digital Ink.
I played Super Cream 64 again and Acquired the First Ring in Lethal Lava Land. The Big Grunt was quite the Toughie but I gave him a Much Needed Lava Bath. He put up quite the Fight as you can See. Still I emerged the Winner in the Pushing Match, regardless this Shall Always be my 3rd Favorite World in the Game. I find Lava quite Beautiful, Cleansing the Old and laying out Fertile Grounds for New Life. Rebirth may seem like a Destructive Concept to the Ignorant, however it's Necessary for Improvement.
I also played Final Fantasy VIII, this happens to be my Second Favorite Final Fantasy Game, mostly due to it's Character Designs being quite Realistic. It's Strange seeing a PSX RPG with such Accurate Height Rations that makes them Look less Cartoonish. I think the Stout Chibi Designs are Overused in Gaming, especially in RPGs. The Level Designs are Magnificent as well, it Almost Feels like you Truly are in a Volcanic Cave. The Story is quite Compelling as well, I believe that Ultimecia combines Kefka's Destructiveness with Emperor Mateus's Ambitiousness. It's no Secret I enjoy the Final Fantasy franchise at least up to 13, seeing that Both of my Laptops tend to Not to Emulate PS3 Games. PSP and PS1 and PS2 is a Different Story.
The last game I played this morning was Resident Evil 3 Nemesis, I prefer the Original Version over the Remake for Several Reasons. The biggest Reason has to be the Compactness of Raccoon City, from what I've Seen in the Remake there is Too Much Open Space which makes having to Fight your Way Out of Trouble far less Meaningful. The Genre is Survival Horror for a Reason. The Bar where you meet Brad reminds me a lot of The Waymart Hotel, they make Excellent Stromboli there. I Drink Pepsi, I'm not Fond of Alcohol but I will Socialize on Rare Occasions just Without Drinking Depressants. I prefer Caffeine because I enjoy the Energy it Gives me to Make my Motivations and Aspirations in Literature a Reality. Jack Torrance had his Bourbon on the Rocks and I have my Dr. Thunder in a Can. Call me Vain but I enjoy Sitting by the Mirror as I kinda Enjoy my Reflection especially with Makeup. I sincerely Doubt I have Low Self Esteem, I just have Dysphoria with one Part of myself Below my Squishy Tummy, the Rest of me I have No Issues with.
I'm gonna get Lunch started in a Few Hours, I'm making some more Anne's Macaroni and Cheese. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth
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