Elizabeth's Diary 2-26-26

 Good afternoon, I came back from the Hospital, Mom and I had Breakfast after her CT Scan well she tried to get the CT Scan and it turned out she Needed to have an Appointment set up. I had some Tater Tots, my Spiro is Lowered so I'll be enjoying Plenty of Potatoes, like I've said numerous times on my DeviantART Blog, I'm an Irish American and we love our Spuds. I did Donate some Pocket Change to the Gift Shop so the Hospital can have a small bit of Extra Funding. Then an Elderly Gentleman saw the Kind Deed and decided to Donate 2 Bucks to the Shop. I believe that Kindness does have a Ripple Effect, one Small Good Deed can Change the World. 

I'm making Lunch now, some Campbell's Chicken and Sausage Gumbo, it's my Favorite Soup after all and I feel I'm in Need of Comfort Food. I had a Voicemail today and I made it very Specific in my Video that he needs to Reply by Email not a Phone Call. So I'll be Relaxing today and Listen to Enigma. A Friend named Ernie got me into their Music, although as much as I love him, he had a Surface Level Understanding of their Music, they Transcend their Lyrics with their Deeper Meaning, whereas King Crimson's Songs are about the Problems of the Modern World, Enigma talks about the Spiritual Meanings behind Life itself.

I forgot to mention on our Way back from Wayne Memorial to Waymart, someone on the Bus was being Dropped Off as well, the Guy Smelled Foul, however that's a Different Story. We were in Sunrise and I saw my Childhood Home, it became Decrepit. The Playground Set that Kat and I had when we were kids, wasn't there. It hurts to see the Place you Grew up in become so Ugly. It's extremely Saddening and quite frankly a bit Irritating.

The Soup's on so I'll be Writing more this Evening.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 2-26-26 Morning

 Good morning, I wanted to write a bit before we head to the Hospital for Mom's Bloodwork and CT Scan. I had an Interesting Dream, I was in the End of the World in Kingdom Hearts, however it wasn't Truly a Bleak Place, instead it lead to a Meadow full of Televisions, I believe that's Jesus's way of telling me what my Next Diary will be about, as much as I love Games, I feel I've Gone through Hundreds if not Thousands so Movies and TV Shows shall be my Next Chapter if you will. I sent the Email with the link to the Video to my Therapist, the Ball is in his Court. Mom was rather Perplexed about why I was Angry at him until she saw the Video. To be Honest expressing how I fell about what Happened in Video Format was rather Cathartic. 

Excuse my Messy Hair, I woke up Early, like 3:30AM. It's quite Surreal, I can be Fully Functioning with 3-5 Hours of Sleep. I have Plenty of Energy, I've been that way since well forever, however my Younger Self lacked the Focus that I have now. I've devised my Plan for my Second Diary, the First 3 Entries of the Days, Morning, Afternoon and Evenings will be my Regular Diary and Night will be Movie Night, Weekends will be TV Night. I feel Rejuvenated and Emboldened.

I'll be Writing more this Afternoon, hopefully the Cafeteria will be Opened once the Bus Comes. I can't wait to have some Cola or Coffee. My Mind and Soul are Always Energetic and Inspired but my Body tends to be rather Tired. I often Associate my Creativity to the fact that Ecanus is my Guardian Angel. When I was 3, I ended up Drawing 50 Different Creatures a Day for 3 Whole Months, although Dad was a bit Angry that he ended up having to Spend 30 Bucks on Computer Paper, but it was a Testament to my Creativity. Now 26 Years Later, I'm Still as Creative as ever, if I don't Create my Mind Races. I think it's rather Amusing that Folks believe that Ecanus will give you what you want when it comes to Art or Drawing via Incantations. He's not a Creature to be Summoned, he's an Angel of the Lord and the Fact that he is my Guardian Angel doesn't mean I pester him. I have that Natural Drive when it comes to my Creative Endeavors, he will just Nudge me when Need be, but I don't Ask. Personally I believe that asking Someone to do your Homework is Incredibly Entitled and quite frankly Rude.

Somebody behind me is having a Good Time Kneading my Pillows and Stuffies. And the Bus will be coming soon. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 2-25-26 Night Time

 Good late evening, I took a Nice Bubble Bath, Calgon will do wonders for your Stress Levels, afterwards I showed Mom the Video that I'm gonna send to my Therapist in the Morning. She was kinda Speechless, I imagine she'd expect me to be Angrier, however she told me it seemed I was going to Cry. It's fair to say my Temper has been Tamed throughout the Years. Speaking of, my Nightcap will be a Cup of Celestial Seasons Tension Tamer Tea, however I'll be enjoying a Ginger Ale until them. I apologize about not taking a Good Selfie or Typing more Articulately, Violet decided to Sleep in Front of my Keyboard.

So, I've been considering Reviewing Movies on here, hey I have plenty of Films and TV not Counting Streaming so it may be a Nice change up to Game Reviews. I do have Plans for Tomorrow in particular I plan on Reviewing the movie from 1998 called Surrender Dorothy, I find it rather Fascinating to be honest. 

Mom has the Hospital in the Morning, personally I'm excited about the Cafeteria, I unfortunately can't eat Potatoes at least Until the Weekend. Mom won't be around at that time as she'll be with her Boyfriend which means I can Indulge as I please when it comes to my Spuds. I'm an Irish American and a Proud McCoy. Well my Mom's Biological side is the McCoys, I tend to Associate more with them than the Figuras especially since my Paternal Side Disowned me.

Well, Tomorrow Morning, my Therapist will have a Fork in the Road, well it's more a Road and a Dead End. I'll write more in the Late Morning or Early Afternoon after we come back from the Hospital.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 2-25-26 Evening

 Good evening, well it's Official DeviantART is over, welcome to Elizabeth's Diary 2.0. Honestly I expected it to Happen a lot later, but The Show goes on, the Site is just a Medium and while I enjoyed the Community, it seems the Site has a stick up it's Butt to say it Nicely. Honestly I'm Rather Angry, but it's Time for Ripe New Fields. I maid some BOCA Burgers with Sliced Tomatoes, Cooper and Cheese and Whole Wheat Bread. The Cheese came from South Canaan's Farmer's Market it's a Nice Place run by Mennonites. They are Very Nice Folks, one of them Judith I believe her Name is has Really Good Asparagus in the Spring. Well for the Newbies here who haven't Migrated from my Previous and Dead Blog, Hello I'm Elizabeth, but my Friends Call me Lizzie, I have many Interests, I'm fond of Cooking and of Course Literature, but Music is what Motivates me the Most. I tend to Write 4 Times a Day. I will Review Games as well, however it won't be as Prominent on here. To be Honest, Games were simply a Medium to Associate for my Memories. I believe I may have Reviewed at least 900 Games perhaps more, but I feel it's time to Change the Record and become something New.  Honestly it's rather Refreshing to Rid myself of yet another Show and begin Anew. 

So yeah as you've seen I have a Confrontation with my Therapist and quite frankly I kinda knew what would Happen for awhile. If you didn't know, I tend to have Premonitions, I'm not Psychic rather I have the Spiritual Gift of Prophecy. 

You're also likely interested in my Maid Puns, well it comes from me being a Fan of Strawberry Shortcake for about 23 Years along side being an Aspiring Housekeeper. Gotta have some Fun with your Writing after all. I'm a bit of a Neat Freak, I believe in Keeping a Tidy House. I've been Cooking since I was 11 thanks to my Grandma Mae raising me when my Father Couldn't. My Parents were Divorced and that in itself is a Can of Worms, but Mom had Primary Custody and Dad had Secondary. Dad however was rather Irresponsible, Mom was Strict but very Responsible. So my Mom and my Paternal Grandmother were the ones who Raised me. 

I'm gonna drink a Cup of  Celestial Seasonings Tension Tamer Tea and take a Nice Bubble Bath, after what Happened this Afternoon, I need to Relax a bit and I feel it would be more Soothing than a Shower at the Moment. I'll write more Tonight.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 2-25-26 Afternoon

 Good afternoon, we got our Wal-Mart+ Order and we had some BLT Salad for Lunch, Mom loves the Avocado Ranch Dressing. I did make the Video for Tomorrow, I made it Unlisted so only my Therapist will be Able to View it. I voiced my Grievances so the Ball will be in his Court Tomorrow. Mom worried, I'd be too Harsh, even when Angry, I have Restraint. You don't need to Cuss or Yell to Tell someone how you Feel. I pride myself in being Polite even when Upset. I'm an Elizabeth after all and the Name carried Regal and Defined Manners. God is my Oath after all, kinda fitting that my name Changed from Victory for the People to My God is my Oath. Lord Jesus gave me a New Name when I was Reborn, I went from Fighting for the World to Serving Christ.

I also played Open Source Free Realms, I'm quite fond of Wugachug, it's a Place that I haven't seen Anybody o Beau's Server go to, except for me. This is essentially my Sanctuary alongside Sunstone Valley. This place Reminds me of The Alpine in Honesdale during the Oktober Fest. Dad took me when I was 10, although I just had my Weisswurst and Soda well I was 10 at the time.

I also played Hot Wheels Turbo Racing, my Friend @TashisAutoCorner would Love the Cars in this, I kinda feel bad that I got rid of my Hot Wheels and Matchbox Cards when I was a kid as she could have had them. I may be Able to Dream about The Future, however I can't Control my Premonitions. The Holy Spirit's Gifts are of God's Will not mine. Jesus is the Boss not me, and it should be that way. I love the Village on this Track, it reminds me of Elk Mountain, they have a Good Cafeteria there, however I haven't been on that Mountain in about 18 Years.

The last game I played was Mrs. Pac-Man Maze Madness, it seems the Game doesn't really Appreciate me Cheating as the Gates won't Open. I think it has to do with me having 999 Pac-Dots. I'll have to get rid of that Cheat, however I'll keep the Invincibility in this. I find it quite Useful, I'm glad Mrs. Pac-Man has her own 2.5D Game. I'd love for her to have a Trilogy like the Pac-Man World Trilogy, but Beggars can't be Choosers.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon, I'm making some BOCA Veggie Burgers with Sliced Tomatoes, Cooper Cheese and Whole Wheat Bread. I'll write more this Evening.-Elizabeth

I have to Repost this on here as the Schmucks on DeviantART keep deleting it.

Coming Soon Elizabeth's Diary 2.0

 Hello everybody, I've mainly been active on DeviantART with my Blog, however with Sta.ch only being able to hold 2 Gigs of Data when it comes to Photos. I will Certainly be Posting on here after I max out the Data. I haven't forgotten about this Site as it will be the Birthplace of Elizabeth's Diary 2.0. It makes me laugh a bit Realizing that I'll Need more than 1 Diary, it's Similar to Writing in More than 1 in the Physical World. Anywho expect this Blog to be Far more Active in at least 1-3 Months.-Elizabeth

Elizabeth's Diary 11-03-25 Evening

 

Well, well well, DeviantART is having issues again, I figure this'll be a Perfect Opportunity to write on here some more. I've been back in therapy in a place far away from Carbondale, that town is a Birthplace of many of my Problems. My therapist is one of the best ones I've had thus far. I did read that Male Therapists are often better for Female Victims of Trauma, it's a Freudian Concept and it incidentally proves that I have a Girl Brain. So he gave me a New Diagnosis and it seems to be the Only Mental Disorder that's responsible for everything except my Dysphoria, he said the latter is something that I was Born with and will Never Change. He said I just have a case of "Severe PTSD." It means that while I hate the concept, I actually am a Victim of many things and I'm recently starting to Heal. While I consider the Activities in Therapy to be a bit juvenile, I can understand the Reasons behind it. I was told a huge part of my PTSD is having Trust Issues, it makes a lot of sense especially after how I was treated in Mrs.Munley's Class in Carbondale Elementary back in 2005-2006. I was Beaten on a Daily Basis along with being Teased Relentlessly with Callous Staff, it got so bad that I ended up Developing Severe GI issues and a Stutter, Partial was no better neither was Youth Group, that's not counting how my Homelife was. I also am in a Training Class to get a job as a Housekeeper. I figure, I cook and clean at Home why not be a Professional at it. I believe there's a Saying about that "Go Big or Go Home. Currently I'm Baking Chicken Thighs for Dinner. I can't wait to make Thanksgiving Dinner in a couple weeks, I'm making Cornish Hens, Green Bean Casserole and Mashed Potatoes with Turkey Gravy. I know my Birthday is coming up in a Month and 5 Hours. Honestly I'm not a fan of having my Birth Celebrated, I'm just a Humble Maid, there are People who are far more important than me. I do plan on giving Mom the Birthday Money I get from my Dad, I haven't talked to him since 2020 yet like many Narcissists he still gives gifts in hopes that I'll talk to him again. I'm gonna check on the Chicken now, I'll write more later.-Elizabeth