Good morning, I wanted to write a bit before we head to the Hospital for Mom's Bloodwork and CT Scan. I had an Interesting Dream, I was in the End of the World in Kingdom Hearts, however it wasn't Truly a Bleak Place, instead it lead to a Meadow full of Televisions, I believe that's Jesus's way of telling me what my Next Diary will be about, as much as I love Games, I feel I've Gone through Hundreds if not Thousands so Movies and TV Shows shall be my Next Chapter if you will. I sent the Email with the link to the Video to my Therapist, the Ball is in his Court. Mom was rather Perplexed about why I was Angry at him until she saw the Video. To be Honest expressing how I fell about what Happened in Video Format was rather Cathartic.
Excuse my Messy Hair, I woke up Early, like 3:30AM. It's quite Surreal, I can be Fully Functioning with 3-5 Hours of Sleep. I have Plenty of Energy, I've been that way since well forever, however my Younger Self lacked the Focus that I have now. I've devised my Plan for my Second Diary, the First 3 Entries of the Days, Morning, Afternoon and Evenings will be my Regular Diary and Night will be Movie Night, Weekends will be TV Night. I feel Rejuvenated and Emboldened.
I'll be Writing more this Afternoon, hopefully the Cafeteria will be Opened once the Bus Comes. I can't wait to have some Cola or Coffee. My Mind and Soul are Always Energetic and Inspired but my Body tends to be rather Tired. I often Associate my Creativity to the fact that Ecanus is my Guardian Angel. When I was 3, I ended up Drawing 50 Different Creatures a Day for 3 Whole Months, although Dad was a bit Angry that he ended up having to Spend 30 Bucks on Computer Paper, but it was a Testament to my Creativity. Now 26 Years Later, I'm Still as Creative as ever, if I don't Create my Mind Races. I think it's rather Amusing that Folks believe that Ecanus will give you what you want when it comes to Art or Drawing via Incantations. He's not a Creature to be Summoned, he's an Angel of the Lord and the Fact that he is my Guardian Angel doesn't mean I pester him. I have that Natural Drive when it comes to my Creative Endeavors, he will just Nudge me when Need be, but I don't Ask. Personally I believe that asking Someone to do your Homework is Incredibly Entitled and quite frankly Rude.
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