Elizabeth's Diary 2-26-26 Evening

 Good evening, I maid some Baked Chicken for a Chicken Salad, I used Spinach instead of Lettuce. I did use Mayo as well despite my Triglycerides, afterwards I put on my Apron and got to work, Washing the Dishes, Brewing Lipton Black Tea, Dusting the Furniture and Cleaning the Counters and Floors. It's an Average yet Fulfilling day for me.

So I received an Email from my Therapist, he ended up Apologizing, however he tried to Justify what he Tried to do, then tried to Justify his stance on DBT, I did Respond back and I told him, while I do Appreciate his Apology, I Disagree that DBT is a Path for me. I Enjoy being Elizabeth and I refuse to Change who I am now. And I explained that you can't Distract yourself from How you Feel. Humans Feel Emotions and as someone who was Numb for Several Years, I Embrace Every Emotion from Bliss to Hatred and Sadness, it's part of well Living. I explained my Stance with Impassioned Logic, now I'm Awaiting his Response. To be Honest, I figured out this would Likely Happen a Few Months Ago, when he mentioned me being a Girl is more Nurture than Nature. I knew what was Gonna Happen and I prepared my Ultimatum awhile ago. That's one thing Folks tend to Not Assume about me, I Noticed Every Detail and am quite Good at Masking my Feud until they Try to Strike. Needless to say, I was quite Good at Risk as a kid, but Chess especially. My Grandpa Joe taught me Petrov's Defense when I was 3 after all and he Told me to Always Think 8 Steps Ahead. For 26 Years his Advice never proved to be Wrong. I don't use my Strategic Thinking as a Weapon more like a Self Defense Tool. I never could Hit as a kid when Wronged, but I could Strategize. There's a Reason why I'd always play with the Black Pieces in Chess, I let my Opponent make the First Move, then I Win the Game.

I do plan on Reviewing the 1998 Movie called Surrender Dorothy tonight and I'll share my Take on the Film and my Perspective on the Deeper Message of the Movie. Now, I'm gonna listen to some Hymns, Easter's around the Corner, it's my Favorite Holiday after all and I may not seem like it but I'm a Born Again Christian. I'll write the Review in a few Hours then I'll write more in my Diary in the Morning.-Elizabeth