Saturday, May 9, 2026

Elizabeth's Diary 5-09-26 Afternoon

 Good afternoon, I maid some Chicken Salad for Lunch, it was quite Fulfilling, then I listened to some Music, Fun for Fun's Sake. I happen to be a Fan of the Strawberry Shortcake Franchise. I remember first Watching the Show when I was 5, a Friend from White Mills watched the Show, similar to me she was Also the Secondborn in her Family and her Big Sister ended up Not Treating her Kindly. I often question the Nature of Sibling Rivalry and why Such Jealously Exists. I guess I Despise Envy, as it Causes a lot of Trouble. To me it's a Sin that's far Worse than Pride, at least the Prideful are Self Destructive and Don't Tear Others down. I suppose that's why I like Transformations in Fiction and Despise Swaps and Possessions, even in my Years of Practicing Magic, I only Attempted Transformation Spells, and if I recall Correctly there was a Website called TheMagicVine where I bought a Transform into a Woman Potion for 200 Bucks on my 13th Birthday, sad to say it Didn't Work and it Tasted strangely like Couch Grass. It was a Waste of Money that's for sure. Now that we are on this Subject back in 2010, Kat and I had a Conversation on a Rainy Fall Day while Riding Bus106 to School. She went through a Hypothetical about if we Swapped, she went into Great Detail, however when I Told her "I'd Rather Transform." She said I was "Disgusting." Quite Frankly I find Coveting Someone Else's Life to be Far more Abhorrent, I suppose it says a lot about our Values, she like her Father desire Control and I desire Freedom. I guess that's why I have Mostly Libertarian Views.


I played Astro, the SEGA Saturn certainly has some Entertaining Exclusives, however when you have a Laptop, Exclusives are just a Term rather than a Limitation. I love the Surreal Setting in this game, it's like Thumbelina and Star Trek had a Child in Videogame Format. I actually am a big Fan of Deep Space 9, Quark is my Favorite Character. The Combat is rather Different in this Game, I suppose I should Read the Manual.

I also played The Legend of Oasis, I am quite Fond of RPGs, Life after all is one Big Role Playing Game, when you Think of it, Everybody has a Role and our Decisions lead to Different Outcomes. I suppose my Love for RPGs comes from Playing Pretend Games as a kid, I believe that Interests Don't Really Change as much as they Evolve. I love the Setting in this, I find the Ancient Sumerian and Persian times to be quite Interesting, the Cradle of Civilization will Always have a Interesting Appeal. 

The last game I played this Afternoon was Magic Knight Rayearth, believe it or not, I'm surprisingly not into Anime. However I am Fluent in Japanese, I learned the Language when I was 16, my Reason being I Desired to play Region Locked Games and Visual Novels. I also learned Mandarin at 19 so I could Start a Clothing and Supplement Business as Alibaba would be Required. Sad to say the Business didn't happen as the Tariffs tend to be Too Expensive at least at the Moment. I do love the Design of Hikaru Shidou, she reminds me a lot of Ranma Saotome, well her Cold Water Version. I think it has to do with the Braid. If it weren't for Purchasing the Ranma 1/2 Manga from the Wayne County Public Library's Booksale Section, I likely never would have my Hair Braided. Mom tends to Braid my Hair when Asked as I can't do so myself, Neither can I Put my Hair in a Ponytail. I don't have the Right Coordination for it. I guess it comes with being on the Spectrum, Folks who have ASD tend to be Rather Clumsy at least According to Studies. I believe I was Diagnosed with it back in 2000, of course in those times it was called Asperger's. As a kid, I didn't even know what Autism was, to me I just was Different, when I found out at 14, I assumed it was a Problem, however it was due to Societal Stigma. It took Many Years of Therapy to Not be Self Hating because of it, I tend to neither Celebrate or Hate it, to me it's Just having a Different Mind, neither Better or Worse, just Different.

I'm gonna get Prepared for the Church Dinner, that is if Mom would like to Walk to the Waymart United Methodist Church, they are Making Meatball Hoagies and French Fries. I will Write more this Evening Regardless.-Elizabeth

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