Elizabeth's Diary 5-13-26 Afternoon

 Good afternoon, I came back from my Psychiatrist and she is Prescribing me Cymbalta, and I'll be Weaned off of the Buspar. I think I'll be far more Active Mentally than I already am. However, I believe Cymbalta will Likely Even out my Mood so I tend to ride on Bumper Cars instead of a Roller Coaster. Yeah, I'm a bit of a Carnival Fan, my Grandma Mae used to run Grandma's Goodies at the Wayne County Fair. I used to have Free Rides when I'd Help her out, like I've said, she Taught me Baking. She had her Issues, but a Majority of the Figura Family does, myself Included. However she Always Tried to Improve and that's What Matters at the End of the Day. She seemed to be very Tolerant of my Feminine Behaviors and Interests as a Kid, but when I saw her Again in 2016, she was Different. I suppose it's due to Family Manipulation as well as her being Up there in Age and Slowly Developing Dementia. Whatever Kat told her Wasn't Good and it made her Despise me.

I caused some Trouble in Vice City Stories, it Started as an Accident with the Controls, but when I Realized I was in Too Deep, I gave them a bit of a Show. Might as well make the Most of the Taxpayer's Contributions. I also wanted to Test out my New Toy, her name is Berretta and she's quite Mean, 2 Shots and The NPCs melt like Butter. I guess if I were to Drop the Wordplay, I went on a Rampage in Northpoint Mall. I tend to use Wordplay quite a bit as well as Double Meanings. It's just a Little thing I enjoy doing as a way to Freely Express myself and Make Folks think about what I say. I Enjoy making Folks Think and Pay Close Attention to my Words. I guess it's a Game of mine, not a Malicious Mind Game as much as a Mischievous and Lighthearted one. I think that's why the Feywild is my Favorite Plane in D&D.

I also played Birth by Sleep, as I've said Before my Friend Alex introduced me to this Series and this Happened to be the Game she Mentioned to me. I Admire the New Worlds in this Game, it's Rather Refreshing considering that Many of the Worlds from 1 and 2 are Reused in the Tie in Games. Not to mention Twilight Town as well as Traverse Town have been Overused, despite my Love for Both, Especially Twilight Town, it's Disappointing that they are Repentantly Explored.

The last game I played this afternoon was Barnyard, back when I First Watched the Movie, I found it a bit Too Surreal. The Humor was a bit Too Bizarre and quite Crude, however in Saying this it's still quite Endearing. I remember when I was on a Fieldtrip when I was 6, there was a Cow that I Milked while the Rest of the Class was a bit Too Timid due to their Fear of having Manure on them. There was Another Fieldtrip that Same Year but it was at a Pennsylvania Dutch Farm, I ended up Helping them Churn Butter. The Lady who was in Charge of the Actives on the Farm told me that she would "Love for me to Visit again" and that She "Wished" she had "Somebody like me on the Farm." The Figura Family is a Farming Family so it would Only be Natural for me to Naturally Enjoy Farm Work.

I'm gonna get Dinner Started Soon, I'm making Veggie Lasagna, I'll write more this Evening after Supper.-Elizabeth