Elizabeth's Diary 5-13-26 Night Time

 Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap and I do Plan on Focusing on my CYOA Tomorrow after I pick up my Cymbalta. It's Strange, I am Kinda Nervous about the Medication as I'd Prefer to Not be Numbed out, however I do Question if it Works or Not. My MDD actually Stems from Something and I Sincerely Doubt those Chemicals can Fix my Problem. I don't think you can Numb my Kind of Pain. Violet is Snuggling with me, she Must see me Crying while Writing this. I recall a So Called Therapist named Kelly tried to Fix me Mentally, it Didn't Work and ended with me having 15 Scars on Each Thigh. Then she just Worried about me Harming Others, when Pushed to the Edge, I am Self Destructive. Hence why I Stopped Communicating with her, her Abhorrent Insinuations were Enough.

I played MySims SkyHeroes, this is the Last DS MySims Game I had yet to Play, well Until Tonight. I admire the World in this Game, and I now Question how much of a Role, MySims has with the Main SIM Games. I love my Plane as it's quite Fast and a bit Flexible, however it is a bit Tricky to Control. But with Time I shall Learn to get used to the Mechanics. I do Enjoy seeing Violet Nightshade in this Game, she Actually is who Violet my Furdaughter Sleeping next to me, is Named after. Although my Violet is a lot more Adorable and far more Friendly.

I also played Hannah Montana the Movie for the DS, this Movie was rather Heartwarming at least to me. I recall a lot of Folks tended to Despise the Show, I never Understood why, I personally believe that Most People tend to have a Herd Mentality. Most People are Told what to Think and Feel as well as what to Like and Dislike to be Accepted by the Flock. It's why People who Truly Live are rather Rare. I loved the Show because I could Relate having a Double Life. Wearing the Mask was rather Exhausting over time and like Miley, I came Clean with my True Self. Fitting that her Main Control is the Butterfly in this Game.

The last game I played tonight was A Link to the Past, I believe this is my Therapist's Favorite Zelda Game, so I decided to Play it to Cheer him up. I love the Village of Outcasts, personally I prefer it over Kakariko Village. I love seeing Misfits and Mischief Makers forming a Community based upon the Law of the Land. When the Community makes it's Own Rules you have a True Civilization, unlike Hyrule, the Dark World is actually Far more Free. Being Free doesn't mean being Happy, it means Accepting your Choices and All it Entails both Good and Bad. 

I'm gonna get some Rest now, I have Therapy in the Morning, I'll likely Write more in the Early Morning before Leaving.-Elizabeth