Thursday, May 14, 2026

Elizabeth's Diary 5-14-26 Afternoon

Good afternoon, I retuned from Therapy and we Focused on my Pet Peeves, then we had an Interesting Philosophical Conversation about Radical Self Acceptance. I suppose I was Conveying that I Accept Nearly Everything about myself including things that Most Folks would find Embarrassing or Socially Unacceptable, well within the Law of course, but Still would make Most Folks Revolted. I am Aware but I Simply Don't Care, this is my Life after all and I Believe in Embracing as much as I can about myself. I believe Most Folks tend to Deny their Human Nature and it is the Cause of Plenty of Trouble. I believe in Accepting the Things you Cannot Change and that Includes Aspects of yourself that will Always be there no Matter how much you Try to Suppress them.


I played Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on MAME, it's quite Interesting Krang claimed he was Invincible but I was as well, considering I can Regenerate Extra Lives just by Pressing A on my Keyboard. However in saying that he does Remind me of Another Conversation my Therapist and I had Today. We got to Discussing my Old "Friend" Taro Freezing their Lovebirds back when we were Kids and it got to an Interesting Talk about Cryogenics and then mentioned, a Golden Girl's Episode where Sophia essentially did a Headswap. It was Making me rather Uncomfortable, not because of the Show or the Character, I love Both. It had to do with my Reservations on such Subjects. As I've said Before and will Say Again, I'm a Transformation Girl and tend to Find Swaps and Possessions extremely Repugnant. It stems from my Philosophical views and why my Big Sister and I Don't get along. I stand for Freedom or Chaos if you will, I find Control excluding Self Control to be Extremely Abhorrent. And to Lose your Bodily Autonomy, especially to Another Person or Creature is Extremely Disturbing to me. It reminds me of the Conversation on Bus 106 in Fall of 2010, Kat was into the Occult at the time and somehow got into a Hypothetical Conversation about if she Swapped with me, she went on for a Good 5 Minutes in Detail. When I Told her I'd rather Transform, she said I was "Disgusting." I Believe that Changing your Form to Match your Soul is far more Commendable than her Fantasy Vision. Anywho this Underground Lab is quite Crisp and Clean, I tend to Love Cleanliness, it's why I tend to Keep a Tidy House as well as Take Pride in my Appearance and Scent. A Friend of mine actually was into the Series, well he wasn't Truly my Friend as much as a Friend my Father tried to Force me to be Friends with. Either way, I did hear of the Show from him, the Strange thing is, I don't even Remember his name. I suppose it's due to me Relating more to Girls than Boys, as a Child, I wasn't too Fond of Boys, mostly due to me being Lumped in with them as well as their rather Abrasive Attitudes. You are the Company you Keep after all.

Speaking of Transformations, I figured out how to Save in Link's Awakening DX, Tarin is an Adorable Raccoon as well as a Mischievous one. I do Admire how he Keeps you Lost in the Mysterious Woods. I do feel Sympathy for the Citizens of this Island as it's All Just a Dream. Then again the World of the Ocean King is as well in Phantom Hourglass. I do Noticed that both the Wind Fish and the Ocean King are Both Whales. It's rather Interesting, they Truly are Majestic Creatures.
The last game I played this afternoon was The Pagemaster, this was one of my Favorite Movies growing up. Being an Avid Reader since I was 4, I came to Appreciate the References in this Movie. I do Admire the Film's Adaptation of Dr. Jekyll as he isn't Sympathetic, in the Novel he is actually Aware of Hyde as Edward Hyde is just a Disguise for him to Carry out his Malicious Actions. It's actually more a Mystery Novel than a Horror one.

I'm gonna get Dinner started soon as well as Check the Mail now, for Dinner I'm making some Mashed Potatoes and Broccoli. I'll write more in the Evening.-Elizabeth


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