Elizabeth's Diary 5-16-26 Night Time

 Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some 4C Iced Tea, I then took a Shower. It's strange when in there I tend to Think of more Ideas. I plan on making a Let's Play tonight when my Hair Dries up. It's weird this is the First Night in over a Year that I haven't Cried. I suppose the Cymbalta is working, the Weird thing is my ASMR seems to be Dissipating as well, it's quite Interesting. I question the link between Depression and the Phenomenon. In saying that my Dysphoria is as Strong as ever, I imagine it will be Temporarily Quelled on Monday when I Pick up my Estradiol.

I played Elmo's Adventures in Grouchland, this actually was my First Jim Henson Film and I recall listening to the Song called "Mine" on Loop, well not just Listening, I played it on Loop with and Danced to it. I was 3 at the time and it was on a VHS Tape, I suppose I Still listen to Music on Loop, currently I'm listening to The Lost Painting from Symphony of the Night. I suppose it has to do with being on the Spectrum, it would be something my Therapist can Tell me about, after we Focus on my Trauma. The Level Designs are quite Impressive and quite Nostalgic.

I also played The Rugrats Time Travel, I'm quite fond of the Various Points of History when it comes to the Stages. The Goldmine is rather Peculiar, the Things Folks do for a Metal and Papers with Artwork on them. I do think the Gofer is adorable, then again this is a Rugrats game so it makes sense.

The last game I played tonight was Chicken Run for the GBC, it's an Interesting Game and I'm quite fond of how you Rescue your Friends before they Become Chicken Pot Pies. I do find the Parallels in this to be Eerily Similar to Events in World War 2, it kinda Disturbs me in many ways. The only Difference being the Chickens have Access to Food and Aren't Forced to Work against their will. This truly is DreamWorks most Grim Films.

I'm gonna try to get some Rest and if I'm Awake then Expect a Let's Play, if not then I'll be making one Tomorrow after Church.-Elizabeth