Tuesday, June 2, 2026

Elizabeth's Diary 6-02-26 Morning

Good morning, I maid some Scrambled Eggs with 4C Iced Tea for Breakfast, last Night on BlueSky, there was something Trending that's News to me, Apparently Videogame Music is Officially being Streamed. Personally I'll stick with my CDs on my Boombox, I guess I'm a bit of a Traditionalist when it comes to Listening to Music. I actually find it Incredibly Hypocritical that the Same People who Targeted YouTube Channels from when I grew up for Playing their Music now Do Essentially the Same thing but Monetize it as well. I think it's Incredibly Hypocritical, so I'll stick with my CDs. I kinda think I'm Adorable in this Selfie, personally my Cute as a Button Appearance started when I was 13 when I was 12, I had Regular T-Levels then once the Dreams Manifested into my Behavior and Reality, my Test Levels Plummeted from 500 to 85. It does make you Question the Nature of the Mind's Power over the Body or even the Body's Power over the Mind. Then again, I've Always been Incredibly Effeminate at an Early Age, it reminds me of that Powerpuff Girl's Trailer, It Doesn't Matter How it Happened all that's Important is that It Happened. And it works in my Favor, I suppose that also Explains why my Face went from Triangular to a Rounded and High Cheek Appearance. If you ever were to see my Yearbook Photo from 09-10 in Western Wayne's Middle School Year Book, you'd see me having quite Delicate Features with a Rather Miserable Face and a Moe Howard, thanks to Dad's Meddling. Honestly if there's Someone I'd love to see Suffer it would be him, but Not in a Traditional Sense, I'd love to Force Feminize him to Give him a Sense of Empathy. After all he Attempted to Force Masculinize me in my youth, I feel it would be Crass to Not Return the Insult. I believe in Giving Folks a Taste of their Own Medicine when Crossed. As I've said Numerous Times, I tend to Act like a Mirror to my Enemies so they See their Folly.


I also played MyVMK again and Decided to Visit my Favorite Room in the Animal Kingdom section of the Park. It reminds me quite a bit of Zoo America in Hershey, it was my Favorite Part of the Park when I visited it at the Age of 3. There was Something Captivating about the Animals, I suppose even at my First Memories, I preferred Animals over Most Humans. Whenever I was at Daycare, all I could think was when I could See Whiskers again. That Ginger Cat with White Paws and White Chest was my Best Friend, Travis and Wyatt were more Minions to me meant to Stir Up trouble as I wasn't Treated too well there even by the Owner as she was quite Controlling as well as a bit Bitter towards me. I Despised Control Freaks even in my Tyke Years. That Cat mattered more to me that Humanity, I suppose All of my Cats in my Life were my Family, I guess while Mr. Galaxy calls himself the Cat Daddy, I'm the Cat Mommy or Cat Queen if I'm being a bit Egotistical, as I've been Friends with them my Whole Life to the Point that I understand them just by being Fluent in their Body Language and Meows. I even Befriended the Snow Tiger in Claws'n'Paws when I was 5. The other Students on the Field Trip were Afraid of him, but I didn't see it that way, to me he was an Innocent Soul Caged for Other's Entertainment. 
I also played Koopa Stole Christmas, this Game is Simultaneously Adorable as well as Impressively Creative as the Wing Caps seem to Work for Everybody including Wario. You also can Pick and Change whichever Characts you Desire at the Beginning of Each World including Yoshi and the Christmas Theme over the Various Stages is quite Beautiful as well. While Easter may be my Favorite Holiday, Christmas comes in at Second Place, I'm actually Not Really a Fan of Halloween. Ironic considering that I would Wear Dresses and Wigs from Party City when I was Closeted in my Early Teen Years. Still I dislike the Idea of Halloween as it Celebrates Not being Yourself, and personally I'd rather Dress up as Who I Truly am. Winged Wario is kinda Adorable and Surreal as you'd Never expect him to be Able to Fly with those Wings.
The last game I played this morning was Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days, this is my Favorite Kingdom Hearts game for a Reason. It makes you Question what is Real and what is Manufactured, I suppose I can Understand as I lived an Artificial Life for 3 Years, or rather a Constructed Entity did so under the Creation of a Cruel Father as well as a Social Circle who Wanted to try to Destroy me with a Hollow Replacement. However their Golem was Miserable as her Wanted to be Destroyed as he Knew his Existence wasn't Real, I whispered in his Ears and Dreams so I could Give him the Gift he Craved, to be Free of such a Miserable Existence. I'm the Sora to his Roxas, Metaphors aside, this Game does dwell into the Consequences of Living a Lie that you were Told to Believe by Malevolent People. The Mansion made me Cry in KH2 as I understood All too Well what was Happening.
I'm gonna make Lunch soon, I'm making some Chicken Tenders and Mashed Potatoes. I'll write more this Afternoon.-Elizabeth

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