Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap a Mango and Banana Smoothie, then I Brainstormed a New CYOA Special on DeviantART. Of course Unlike Mother's Day, I have Nothing to say about my Father or even Step Father that's Polite. I did Notice that Code Veronica is having a Remake, honestly it's quite Disappointing as that Game has a Special Place in my Heart, enough so that I wrote a Fanfic for it, the Very Fact that like RE4 and even RE2 and RE3 the Games were Butchered compared to the Originals. I have the SD Perry Novels, in fact in Chapter 8, I actually have it Bookmarked with my Wicked Dreadroot Card from my High School Years, when I would Play Yu-Gi-OH! with Kyle in Anime Club. My Therapist will Likely know who he is as he's in my Charts, of course back in 2022 my Previous Therapist was rather Rude saying that I was "Broken" for being AroAce so, Kyle was my Imaginary Boyfriend, however he was a Real Person and we were quite Close. I do have some Friends however they are lost to Time, Excluding Kaitlyn she actually is Maddie as Maddie is her Alias. She is my Closest Friend from my Formative Years and one of the Few People in this World who Neither Worships me nor Hates my Guts, she sees me as a Human Being. One Friend is better than None, as for Kyle we Lost Contact when I deleted an Email account due to being Bothered by Both my Father as well as Josh. I Burned Bridges with them and Felt that Talking with Either of them would be Too Painful Psychologically. Kaitlyn and I play Uno on Saturday Nights.
I played my Favorite Mario Game, Super Mario RPG Legend of the Seven Stars, again this is a Game that I am Proud to have the Remake for as I found the Remake a Flop and an Excuse to be Lazy and turn a Profit by Replicating a Classic just with Fancier Graphics. I love the Yoshi Race segment in the Game, back when I was in 2nd Grade I was quite the Runner, unfortunately when my Step Dad Smoked like a Chimney, I developed Asthma so it's Impossible for me to Run nowadays. I used to be Incredibly Skinny back then as well thanks to Focalin which I didn't even Require. It killed my Creativity for Several Years and just made me Hyperactive and Obedient, which is what the School Systems required. They only Care about what you "Learn" from them, when you Start to Question things as well as do your Own Research then they get quite Bitter and see you as a Loose Cog in their Machine. The so Called Tolerance Never even Existed, I suppose I look back at my "Education" as see it for what it was, Years Wasted of my Life, being Told What to Think, Who to be and even What and When to Eat as well as this Incredibly Controlling Holding your Head Down on a Desk which they Called SRP. It was called Silent Resting Period, what it was to me was Silencing, Repressing Persecution of thoughts and Expression. The Partial Programs were just that Programs, they Attempted to Reprogram your Thoughts while being Extremely Condescending. I suppose I write about my Schooling as I Despised it, including Cyber School. I imagine Going back in Time to Ease my Regrets and Change things in my Favor as the World was Against me Even back in those Times. Perhaps I'm Not the one with Problems but I React with Sensitivity to a World that seems to Hate me.
I also played The Helix Blade, this is my Favorite Zelda 64 ROM hack as it Takes place in Termina my Favorite World in Gaming. There's something Soothing about the Purple Sky and the Moon Setting over the West Gate of Clocktown. Termina has a Very Special place in my Heart as it Helped me Shed my Mask even if I could See it. It's Strange, I have a Love Hate Relationship with Games as I wasn't Truly a Gamer until my Step Dad bought a GameCube(with my own SSI Check I might add) and while he Introduced me to the Zelda series, I felt it was Odd as I didn't have a Console in the 9 Years of my Life, while I did play some Computer Games, I preferred Cartoons and Books as well as the Radio as Entertainment. In many ways I feel he is the Cause for well Several Issues but a Big one would be a Gaming Addiction that I had for Several Years. Now I just Play Games for about 3 Minutes at a Time, 10 Minutes Maximum to Acquire a Decent Screenshot. To me they are Tools of Association, as I use them to Shift Conversations and Dwell into my Philosophy and Psychology. The Reason why I did Discuss Code Veronica is because it was my First Book that I ordered Online as well as Cracking my Egg if that's the Correct Term. I spend most of my Day, Cooking, Writing and Listening to Music as well as Watching some Cartoons on Occasion or Documentaries at times. Violet especially takes up my Time as she is my Furdaughter and my Best Friend and she Demands Cuddles as well as Wet Food.
The last game I played tonight was The Sealed Palace, I made it to The Fire Temple, this Sanctuary of Flames is incredibly Beautiful and Well Designed compared to the Regular Version in Ocarina of Time. Red happens to be my Third Favorite Color after Pastel Pink and Lavender, I'm Not a fan of Blue. Then again I associate Blue with Plenty of things that I dislike. Still the Blade Traps are a Lovely Touch. I shall be Checking to see if my Missing Link Save File isn't Changed as it's one of my First Zelda ROM hacks that I played after 3rd Quest.
I'm gonna get some Rest now as I have a Church Dinner to Attend and I like to Keep a Extra Tidy Home in case someone Decided to Visit from Said Church. A Clean Home is a Happy Home after all. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth
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