Elizabeth's Diary 5-10-26 Evening

 Good evening, wow What a Day I've had, it seems that the Wal-Mart+ Order was Delayed Twice so a Refund was issued within 10 Days. I did find Water that was Much Needed in my Room which I gave to both Mom and Violet. Mom tends to Avoid Tap Water, I on the Other Hand Mix it with my 4C Iced Tea. I drink it for it's Feminizing Effects, I've Drank Tap Water my Whole Life, perhaps that Explains me being so Beautiful to begin with Even before I Transitioned. I also Avoided Eating Food or Drinks that came from my Father, due to my Cautious Approach whenever I did talk to him in the Past as I wouldn't Risk him Putting Testosterone in my Foods or Drinks. My Paranoia has Saved me Multiple Times, I recall back in April of 2016 he wanted to Take me Kayaking, he Knew I can't Swim so I Avoid him so he Couldn't Drown me, I walked out of my Apartment 15 Minutes before he Arrived, Locked the Doors as well as Walked through Honesdale's Back Streets, he Attempted to Search for me and I was rather Quick and Stealthy, it Helps I've seen Hannibal and Learned how Hopkins Dodged the Thief while being Aware of where he was. 

I played Paper Mario again, the Amayzee Dayzees and I have a History, back when I was 5 there was a Family Vacation to Ocean City Maryland, on the Ride down, there was a Hailstorm. However I was Asleep when it Happened and in my Dream, there was a Meadow with Green Grass, a Rainbow and a bunch of Fresh Clear Water and Sunshine, and these Creatures in the Background of this Screenshot were Dancing in Circles. I was Unaware of Gaming Consoles at the Time, let alone Games like Paper Mario. Before playing my GameCube, I spent most of my Day Reading and Watching Television. I do question how Life would have Turned out had I never had a Step Father, let alone one who would Play Games all Day while Mom ended up Doing Housework. I prefer to Not Talk about him as bad as my Biological Dad is, I do Respect him for Not being a Total Degenerate. I Despise Laziness, it is Responsible for a Majority of the World's Issues alongside the Sin of Envy, both explain the World's Current State.

Now that we're on that Subject, this is actually my First Game that I completed, well Kat and I worked Together to Complete this game. Madagascar, I remember getting Stuck in the Jungle Banquet and Kat being the Better Gamer helped me out. She claims to not be into Videogames, however she is Quite Good at them. I often tell her she would be an Excellent Let's Player, however she is an English Teacher, kinda Interesting we Both are Readers as well as Writers and we are Both Polyglots and it may be Impolite to Boast about this, we have High IQs. The Rest of the Family are rather Daft compared to us. I suppose that's why we tend to Butt Heads especially when we were Kids, we are Equal when it comes to our Mental Potential. However where we Differ is our Personalities, she tends to be more a Follower as well as Desiring Control. I am a bit of a Rebel, however I desire Freedom above all else, Not Chaos, but True Freedom. I have the Most Respect for Folks who ask What they Truly Want and Take Actions to Acquire what they Desire. It's Not what Others Want for them, rather what they Want from their Souls Deepest Aspirations.

The last game I played this evening was Chrono Trigger Prophet's Guile, while the Helix Blade may be my Favorite Zelda ROM hack, this Chrono Trigger Fangame will Always be my Favorite. I am a RPG Enthusiast, I remember as a Child I would often Play Pretend and as I grew Older, 10 to be Exact, I played my First RPG, The Third Age for the GameCube, however once I saw it was an RPG as it's Category, I recall Going to the Carbondale Library when I was 11 and I discovered a Book, Secrets of the Spider Queen, it lead me to Dungeons&Dragons, I often would Soloplay it, however it Opened even more Doors, and I played Final Fantasy, Baten Kaitos, Skies of Arcadia and of course Chrono Cross. The Last one is my Favorite RPG. However when I did play Chrono Trigger a couple Years Later, I learned about ROM hack a couple Years Ago and I'm Glad I did as the Antiquity Section of the Game is my Favorite and I am quite Fond of The Kingdom of Zeal. Magus happens to be my Favorite Character from Trigger as well and I am Glad to play the Story before Chrono arrives to this Time Period and I am Happy to see Zeal in it's Full Splendor. 

I'm gonna make some Pancakes for Mom and I  Then I'll be Focusing on my CYOA on DeviantART. I will Write more Tonight.-Elizabeth