Sunday, May 10, 2026

Elizabeth's Diary 5-10-26 Night Time

 Good late evening, I maid my Nightcap some 4C Iced Tea, Mom tends to Avoid Tap Water as I've said before, however I prefer it, that is if it's Flavored with some Drink Mix. I've Always had a Sweet Tooth, it comes from my Grandma Mae. She did love her Sweets, however where we Differed is my Preference for Tea, a Majority of my Family from Both the Figuras and the McCoys prefer Coffee. The Latter has some Interesting History, the Former isn't as Special. I did get my CYOA completed on DeviantART, well the Mother's Day Special that is. It's strange, when it comes to TG CYOAs, I tend to be the Girl who Writes Clean ones about her Own Life I might add. I am AroAce after all and I tend to Detest being the Product of Other's Unsavory Fantasies. I guess I can be rather Self Absorbed, then again back when I was a Boy, I used to Punch Mirrors as I hated my Reflection so much. Call me Conceited but I Enjoy being Elizabeth, I guess Self Esteem generally Doesn't seem to be a Problem for me. However I am Nearly Complete, there is but one Small Detail that needs to be Remedied then I can Feel Complete Happiness.

I played GTA Vice City again, this is actually my Favorite GTA Game, specifically due to the Music as well as the Play As Random NPC Cheat. I choose this one as she is the Same Character I've played for over 13 Years. I recall Staying Up Late and Playing this Game while Mom would Sleep, she tended to Turn off the Wi-Fi at 11pm, so I improvised with my PS2, GameCube, DS as well as my Books. Speaking of, I looked at my Amazon Account, it Still has my eBooks as well as Audible Books. I think I'll be Listening to The Great Rejected Texts tonight to Sleep. It's essentially the Extended Edition of the Bible and Explains several things that the Canonical Books left out. I may be a United Methodist, however I tend to have More in Common with 1st and 2nd Century Christians. I may not seem it at times, however I am Devoted to Christos and Trying to Save Those around me, not through Words but with Actions. Living a Christlike Life is the Key to Converting others to the True Faith.
Now that we are on the Subject of DS Games, I also played MySims Kingdom, this happens to be my Favorite Game of All Time. This game actually Taught me Social Skills when I was 12, I used to be a bit Too Direct and rather Abrupt when I spoke as I didn't Understand that Conversations are a Game of Give and Take. Sharon is my Favorite Character, she makes Clothes and I tend to Enjoy Clothes, for some Strange Reason her Dialogue also gives me ASMR. I'm unsure if the Text itself does it or if it's my Inner Vocal Interpretation of her Dialogue. The NPCs that Appear when I build their Houses tend to have Random Dialogues that you have to Respond Appropriately to for Rewards. At the Age of 12, I was rather Materialistic so this Benefited me as a Therapeutic Tool.
The last game I played tonight was Chrono Cross, this is actually my Favorite JRPG as well as PSX game, I recall Leena being my Favorite Character back in my youth. I guess due to having Red Hair and Green Eyes she was quite Relatable. I do remember an old Alias I used on Facebook when I was 19 was Leena Joanes, which was this Character's Name mixed with a Misspelling of Agent Jones from the Matrix. Regardless, I had the Account to Play my Facebook Games like Astro Gardens as well as a way to View the Zelda Group I used to be an Admin for as an Outsider. I do recall an old Friend named Taro getting me into Trouble around that time, they were a Friend since I was 7, however I realized they was Incredibly Shallow as well as a Lacky to someone who Attempted to Destroy my Life. I had another Friend do sometime Similar however I quickly made it Clear I don't like Spies and thus I quickly made sure she Wouldn't Speak to me again. It Hurt, however I prefer to Keep my HRT safeguarded, I did fight for almost a Decade to Acquire it.
I'm gonna get some Rest now, Mom and I will be heading to the Dollar General for some Drinks, perhaps I can Convince her to Purchase some Chips as well. It may be Forbidden Food to me but that Food often Tastes the Best. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth



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