Good late evening, I maid some Bread and Butter and some Celestial Seasonings Tension Tamer Tea, it's Strang that Tea tends to Bring back Many Memories long seemingly Lost. Then again the More I write the more I Open Doors that I thought I shut. An Example is when I was 7 at Daycare, I brought my Barbie Dolls with me, Linda made sure to Exclude me from Socializing with the Boys and Instead Played with my Barbies with the Girls, one Particular name Emily stands out, well that was Finn's Name in those Times. I won't Give Last Names for Privacy, as well as the Fact that they were Accused of some Questionable Socializations, personally I believe they are Innocent. The Person Accusing them seemed to be rather Looking to Stir up Trouble. I believe in Giving Folks the Benefit of the Doubt and Both of us were Friends when we were Kids, however I am Disappointed that they were part of a Group who Tried to Destroy my Life. I tend to Detach from that and Remember them when we were Friends. Personally I believe that Many Lie to themselves and tend to Follow the Crowd, it's part of being Human, Most Follow the Herd, very Few of us are True Individuals. I tend to Believe that Getting Rid of Labels is Rather Destructive, when it comes to Sentience, we are Meant to Differentiate, an Apple and Orange may be Fruit but if you Didn't Name either one it Tends to Cause Mass Confusion. I believe that you should Embrace Labels but the Labels you Desire to be Labeled as, to Dictate Labels tends to be True Oppression. I tend to Not Care who or what you Call Yourself, I will Accept you for you, but you Must do so of your Own Reasons, not Societal Pressures or Peer Pressure.
I played Polly Pocket Super Splash Island, this does Remind me of when I was 7 at McDonald's in Honesdale. It was at Night in the Summer of 04 and Mom was done with her Shift at Fun&Games before heading Home, we had a Bite to Eat. So Mom bought me a Happy Meal and the Cashier asked her the Preference Boy or Girl when it came to the Toy. She looked down at me and I said Girl, the Toy was my First Polly Pocket. This Minigame reminds me of when I would go to the Lazy River, I would Paddle myself away from the Waterfalls as I didn't like getting my Hair Wet. I've Always been quite Vain, I suppose that's one thing I have in Common with Narcissists. I can Understand if Folks presume it, however I write for Therapy as there Is a lot more to Discuss than 1 Hour a Week. I am Far from Superior or Truly Grandiose, I tend to be Extremely Subservient as well as Humble in Reality.
I also played Mary Kate and Ashley Girls Night Out, I tend to be quite Appreciative of Dance Dance Revolution style Games. I've always been a Decent Dancer, then again my Grandma Mae was a Dance Instructor, she taught me Salsa and Ballroom Dance, both weren't Male Roles either as she Knew back then but thanks to Familiar Manipulation coupled with the Early Stages of Dementia she was Essentially Brainwashed into Despising me. It's why I consider it a Blessing to have had my Flip Phone Turned Off the Night of her Passing. She wasn't Truly Alive in Several Years and being Angry at her at the time, I feel it was best I wasn't there as my Words to her Wouldn't have been Kind. When my Dad eventually Croaks, I'll just Go about my Business as he was Always Dead to me in Spirit and he Isn't my True Father, my Real Father is Jesus, not in the Sense of the Physical World but in the Christian Sense of being a Daughter of God. That does remind me back when I had a Facebook, I mentioned some Biblical Passages and this Person Agreed with me but Quickly Blocked me when she saw that I'm a MtF Transsexual. Low and behold her Denomination was ECO. Mary Kate will Always be my Favorite as she tends to be the Voice of Reason. Ashley was rather Impulsive which got them into Trouble.
The last game I played tonight was The Proud Family, this Series was actually one I wasn't Too Interested in, I have only seen Glimpses of the Show, that was when Kat would Hog the TV. I often would Snuggle with Katie in those times, she was my Grandma Mae's Grey and White Moo Cat. We didn't have Cable at Mom's Home for Many Years so we Relied on my Grandma Mae's Cable TV whenever we'd have Visitation with Dad. However, I do Recall an Episode where they used Spiders to Sell Silk, it made me Laugh as Worms Produce Silk and it's just 1 Species. It's no Secret I was a Bookworm in my Youth.
I'm gonna get some Rest now, we have a Wal-Mart+ Order coming in the Morning and I will be Taking my First Cymbalta. I'll write more in the Morning.-Elizabeth
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